bad day

recently...some stuff happen to me in schl which left me v.bothered....i reali duneo wats the cause ....i reali wana knoes the truth...sometimes it is quite sad been etalosi ...sobsob...i reali wana stop all this things and lead the life i used to....anyway tis things is the 1st tym happening to me lar...haiz...soo sad...wateva it is hope evrthing will b alrite after few wks tym...

anyway wed went back to my company to take my pay...yippie....n return my nice nice smell dalmantian lab coat..^_^...went to take the pay frm carol..finali knoe who is carol le...hehe...aiyo gt so little pay...diaoz...so sad...thut cn get 600 plus...sianz...den after tat help out the lab ple...me went to the new lab...help out lian hua...prepare reagent...cos in the new lab duneo where the things r placed den i kp askin lian hua...i feel tat i m a nuisance..haha...cos kp askin(disturbin) her...quite ps....haiz..luckily lian hua v.kind...nv showed me a annoyed face...help me to take the reagent all tat stuff...hengheng me...wah tat day was the 1st tym handlin con HCL ...so scary...luckily nv corrode my skin sia...when i took out a few drops of HC n dripped into the solution...i could c smoke n violent reaction...alot of bubbles...scary...wonder wat will happen if HCL touched yr skin sia..might rot sia...tsktsk...anyway tat day..time past v.fast...6plus went hm..hehe...anyway wana comment tat when i went to the old lab its seem v.unfamilar to me...though i left for onli 1 wk..hmmz....anyway i will still miss dem de..

thurs...ms showed me a blog...tsktsk...its nt a ordinary blog...its a blog abt _ _ _...wahah...wah after readin it, it left me alot of thuts sia...haha...duneo shuld i support dem or anti dem..waha...juz wish dem all the best bahz though i find it abit weird...wateva it is gonna end here..

fri after sch me went bugis wif st n ms...as we end claz quite earli...we went dere nothin to do..kinda bored with bugis le...waha..we onli went dere to window shop a while..n sit down to chat...chat about happy things and unhappy ones...sayin about our clz....tis n dat...then about 6plus went to v8 n eat...i oredered the pineapple rice...omg it sucks...me will nt go v8 anymore le...n the surrounding is soo cold..brrr...me still hab to suffer while eating..wth..the bill came..i nd to pay $17..sobsob..gg to be broke...i rather go eat at other reasurant..much beta..hehez...at least the food nicer abit...nt soo cold sia....den went home..was v.tired and slp at 9 plus...i must b a pig slp so earli...ok gona end here le...cya peepz..bb

-这世界多复杂。。没有我想说的话-

schl started...-_-zzZ

sianz...tis wk started schl....no more workin life....nd to return to ploy agn...sianz.....i rather work den study actuali...alot alot alot of things in my mind nw...i reali wish i was younger..at least no trouble....haiz....me nw feelin so bored......dun feel lyt maplin...no tv to watch...so bored..argh....think wed i m gg bac to my company to collect my pay..still haben get a single cent frm my company yet...wonder hw r my colleague...did dey miss me..waha....so bhb...nvm...anyway dun feel lyt blogging le..waha...my mood swing v.fast de...so i will stop here le...bb


how i wish we will lyt b4....so united...but nw..i dun c it...this kinda spirit has vanished...y?...i duneo y...

how i wish i nv know the truth...tat nite i can't slp...tis matter revolve ard my mind...还你自由~

how i wish some1 understand mi....


我终于知道哭着笑最痛

last wk of itp

this is the last week of itp....offically no more itp for me le....time really passes so fast...anyway i will miss my colleague...i realli abit can't bear to leave the company...but i think tis kinda feelin might disappear in few wks time..sometimes i rather wana stay in the company than go to schl..wahaha...anyway i might go back to the company to help out somedays when they need me bah....we 3 hav printed a copy of our timetable to dem le..haha...but think durin june dey would nt nd us le..cos gt another batch of attachment student comin...

for mon, wee nie work ot sia...cos our company got alot of sample..too bad i cnt work cos gtg out to buy stuff for my colleague...but the ot was quite cheap...4 bucks per hr...but gd thing is tat gt $5 on food and $6 ontransport..i reali wana try workin ot...seem lyt so fun to me..waha

for wed, freddy broght us out for lunch..sort of the whole company go...xcept a few..lynn and dose night shift ple nv go nia...we went to dover hawker centre dere to eat...i ate the hokkein mee...and drank bubble tea...so long nv drank bubble tea le...brought back some memories durin sec schl days....used to drink buble tea veri often...mostly is drink the pearl milk tea...waha....anyway after lunch we went to the office to work le...

on thurs, its the last day of work le.....me make two cards for my colleague(susan and kitty) whom taught me alot durin this 6wks...and oso gave lynn our thank you card....to show our appreciation, we 3 shared to buy biscuit and pizza for dem... susan was lyt sharin aiyo...dun waste yr money lar...haha...anyway its worth it lar...dey reali taught me alot...and been gd to me leh...we took alot of photographs...xue wei was lyt sayin if we left the company le...no one will crap wif her le...haha...r we dat crappy??....hmm...anyway..tis wk i leave the company v.late...on tues i leave at 7 plus lor..cos wana discuss wat to buy for dem...den thurs... esp the few hr b4 we end work...i was lyt quite sad...knowin tat in a few hr tym we gg to leave the company le...we kp counting dwn..waha...finali we reali left the comapny le...we bid evry1 the final goodbye...haiz...reali had lots of fun in company... goodbye my colleague!! ms u guys...all the best..

the company ple

haiz duneo y cnt upload more photo...4get abt it le...hurmp....

心中觉得空空的，好像人生少了些么。。。

5th week of itp

woo~ 5th wk of itp le...last wk nv update cos quite busy no tym to update..waha...hmm...anyway...left 1 wk b4 schl start..

so tis wk....on mon was i continue on my experiment den after tat did soem admin stuff n power point slide...tues n wed n thurs...was quite sianz...did alot of admin stuff n some bo liao stuff....qas quite slack sia...den me n wee nie...went to paint dere n drew somethin...entitled "panda and me"..waha..we were damn bo liao..after we drew le..we save inside the com...on wed..liew...kana suan by some1..worst thing is nt in the company lor..is frm the uncle from hawker centre...tis is the 1st tym i bjy goreng pisang for my itp...den i ordered 2 goreng pisang(50 cent each)...den wee nie say seperate...den uncle sae...separate must 1 bucks arh...den i was thinkin wah 1 bucks...den after tat eh nt ritez....2 oso cost 1 bucks mah./..wat unlce sayin sia...so i was processin wat uncle say...tat uncle den suan me sae..wah mention seperate 1 bucks yr face change color..haha.
-_-"....wheer gt lor...i was processin nia..anyhw shoot me...he den say...evry customer oso lyt tat..."say seperate 1 bucks den say dun wana seperate le..tat uncle so disturbin sia...haha...but anyway i nxt wk gg to eat goreng pisang agn...so yummy n cripsy.....
den thurs worst..reali nothin for us to do....but thurs freddy gib us take 1 test..but is open book de...wahha...after tat i was nearly slackin the whole day..our supervisor...susan was on leave...den lynn was askin admin dere gt work for us to do nt...hmm den we help freddy do his powerpoint..den freddy gav us bac our test..i gt a "A"..yeah...wahha..hmm...den lynn n rest went to resaurant eat...cos its calvin last day le...sobsob...cavin is a nice guy..so sad he go to join other company le....den dey went to eat for a long tym...about 2 hr sia...den me n wee nie n loy were chattin...was lyt siao gi na ...especially wee nie lor...kp laughin non-stop...den loy kp suan-in wee nie...me oso of cosh lar...waha...so slack lor...the company tat day onli left suresh n muthu nia...haha....den went dey were bac...cavin bought polar cake for us...treat frm him ...cos his last day...yummy...so full sia tat day...

oh yah den fri...earli mornin came alot of sample..so we were sent to help out the lab dere...so busy..try out ashin todae for 1st tym...wah the fire was so big...hehe...so cool...feel lyt takin photo of it...hehe...brian, the australian guy left company last wk...but he came bac todae sia..n visit us..waha...den in afternoon help out muthu to do flash point...anyway left 1 more wk nia with the company...actuali will kinda of miss dem seriously...at 1st i thut i wun but nw i feel otherwise..haha...especially susan...kitty..dey taught me alot of stuff sia...n joshua n kenneth...the 2 gao siao king...hehe...hmm duneo wat to gib dem when i leave...sobsobz....ok lar gtg end le...nxt wk is the last wk of itp..haiz...

-sori i can't be perfect-