喜欢一个人不一定要拥有他/她

这故事是关与两个不同的人....


她是一个想天长地久的人

爱他是应该放手,
因为她看不见幸福,
虽然天天细念着他,
心里有点不舍,
但她更害怕受伤害,
"别对我太好,
我怕我忘不了,
别对我太好,
我怕我想走也走不掉"
或许这样是更完美的一个结局,



他是一个在乎成轻拥有的人

他把爱看得很简单,
爱她不应该放手,
而是一起勇敢的面对困难,
他一次一次的试着挽留她,
"别对我太好,
我怕你走了,
我承受不了"
他依然相信爱情可以解决一切








nothin is constant expcept for changes

yst..went to sh's hm to celebrate my bdae...though nt evry1 is present but still its kinda fun...we went to make sushi...but sad to say..the making of suhsi its a failure..hehe...firstly the rice is quite soft..secondly the wrapping of sushi is oso a failure..and lastly cutting of sushi was v.hard..hmmz..after eating of sushi we ate popiah..yummy..sh's ah ma de popiah was veri nice..but i put qiute alot of chilli in the end it tasted quite hot sia..

den after we ate popiah we sat ard to chat ...sh suddenly said wat we gg to do in our future...the 3 of dem hab sort of thut abt wat they wana b le..ch wana b a xin ni yi sen n oso open a shop....sy gg to take over his dad business...sh wana open a shoe shop...as for me, seriously i nv ren ren zheng zheng de thut abt this qns b4 bahz...my childhood dream's gt alot..gt bcum doctor, air stewardess, actress.... but as i grew up all this dream bcame juz a dream..i find that all these r kinda unrealistic bahz...i reali duneo wat i gg to b sehz...mayb in the end i juz b a normal lab technician bahz...

sh oso said will we remained lyt this when we grow old..will we still crap with one another? will we continue suan-in one another?...we believe tat we will even when we aged..^^...i reali wonder wats is our topic lyt when we r 30 plus or 40 plus, i reali cnt imagine we will gather ard n discuss hw our kids r doin in schl, or which market's food is the freshest..haha...

oso ch questioned us wat we gona do for our 21th bade celebration...smthin surprised n amused me is wat ch wana do...she wana held a bade cele in mac ...gt ronald mac come n entertain us...hmmz..at 1st it reali amused me..but after hearin ch xplanation i accept her idea..haha..tats her childhood dream to hab cele in mac...hmmz..i think i nv hab celebratn go attend party in mav bahz..nt bad to go bac to our childhood times...as for me..agn i duneo....but i will consider this questn durin this 2 yr bahz...i hab thut abt holdin a chalet but its kinda ma fan n tiring..u nd to plan wat u wana to or else it will be kinda bored..anyway yst ch said smthin which strike me..she said even though went we gather ard we might nt tok at tym but the feelin is still gd.. oh yah...i hab juz realised we hab known each other for abt 7 yrs le...so fast...though its seem lyt we hab known each other for 2 yrs nia..hehe..n we oso realised we nv hab big quarrel b4 cos we all r calm n rational ple, n will considered each other feelin...i juz felt tat yst conversatn was kinda heart-warmin..i juz feel tat slack is smthin which kept our friendship gg...


hmmz...anyway thx for the prez given by slack...i was xpectin a shirt or wat..so when i recieved tat prez was kinda "hard-to-believe" ...haha...i seriously lyt it..thx u guys...n i enjoy the tym spendin wif u guys ...it will reali bring my trouble n sadness away...mayb i suld feel fortuanate as compared to other ple out dere who nv haD zhi tong dao he de frenz...hehez..tc...bb...

...promises r easily made n at the same tym dey r oso easily broken...

advance celebration

hehe..todae was v.memorable..haha cos my poly clique help me cele my bdae..although its still earli but i reali appreciate wat dey hab done..

hmmz...should i say the whole story?..nope..me kinda lazy to write evrything out..anyway..todae st,wn n ms dey collabrate wif my mama to trick me lor...omg..i din xpect my mama will collabrate wif the 3 to cele my bdae..waha..1st dey trick me to tb den i walk home...den dey appear in my home to gib me a surprise..was kinda shock to c dem sia...haha..din xpect they would be/in my home..haha...ok lar..was sort of gan dong...sing bdae song for me..cut cake...gib me present...soon we set off..we went to ecp...we went to ms dere to eat..wah eat alot sehz..eat until my stomach gg to xplode le..but the foods v.nice..yummy~..hehe...after dinner..dey began to act suspiciously..haha...nt onli after dinner mayb is the whole day..lolz..ok..den after dinner..dey made me wait outside the toilet for 20min..tsktsk..kelian de me..haha..cos dey nd to go make smthing..a surprise..waha..after waiting for 20min...st finali come to "fetch" me..lolz..she bought me to a shelter den i saw their masterpiece sehz..waha..so nice..too bad i dun hab the photo or else cn show..hehe..n dey bought the firework thingy(duneo wats is tat called)...n we play n play..until the whole shelter was damn smoky..haha....n st hurt herself while lighting the fireworks..i think todae seem to be a bad day for her...n oso dey bought vodka for me...dey knew i wana tried drinkin alcohol so dey fulfil my wish..waha...but out of 3 bottle dey bought onli 1 tasted nice..so in the end we hab to play zhong zi mi ma to clear the alcohol..lolz..after drinking, i was kinda mild drunk, but i think winnie more serious..haha..winnie n ms face turn red sehz..haha..den after drinkin we went home leh...but smthin funny happen to me sia..so ps sia..omg...u knoe i m mild drunk le..den me n ms was gg to sit mrt home...ms chiong into the mrt whereas for me i was lyt strollin to get into the mrt cos i nv heard the train was gg to close the door..den when i was abt to enter the train the door was 1/4 shut..thinkin omg n panicking..ms was inside den i haben get into the train..duneo y i suddenly use my both hand n try to force open the mrt door..omg..i think i reali drunk le..if i m awake i wun do such a dui lian thing sias..argh~...but in the end i think the mrt driver saw me or watz..the door open n i quickly board onto the train..ms was laughing at me..hurmp..but i think it was reali damn funny..it will be the 1st n last tym i will b doin tat bahz..hehe...ok lar..shall end here..anyway juz wana thx st,ms,wn,mama for gibin me a surprise..hehe..luv u all...tata...

....距离是美....

frenz

we may fight,
we may quarrel,
we may disagree,
we may neglect one another,
we may yell at each other,

But on behalf of "frenz" this word

we will 4give ,
we will giv in ,
we will accomodate n compromise
we will get on our feet n b fren agn..

tats wats the difference of being a fren




waha above is a "poem" created by me..waha...juz feel kinda bored nw n dun feel lyt slpin..hehe...anyway tmr match will be germany vs. portugal...though the chances of portugal winning is slim but i still support dem..gogogo portugal...aiya evn if germany win i oso dun mind lar..but the best is portugal win lor...as for the finals i wun comment much..cos its italy vs. france..i m nt interested in both of the team..but i hope france will lose cos i hate dem lyt hell...waha...opps....oh yah anyway todae is my ex-itp colleague last day of work sia..x.w and w.k...hope dem all the best in wateva dey do bahz..hmmz..anyway hab the urge to drink some alcohol..waha..feel lyt xperiencin the taste of being drunk n 4get abt evrything..waha..dun say i m a wild gal..i m v.zhenG jing de ok!...hmmz...anyway i will end here le...cya..tc evry1..bb..nitey~




我们要把恨拿出来才可以把爱放进去

recently, i had not been online in msn...knoe y..haha...cos my com crash sia...sadz~....now no computer to use le...luckily, my mama borrow her company come home lend me use...do my project n stuff...hehe..hengheng...but quite sad..cos all my songs r gone..argh~...and oso maple no more le..sadz...nvm...wait till my new cpu /hardisk to come bahz...kelian...anyway tonite match is portugal vs. france...please let portugal win sia...i reali hate france sia..it eliminate spain n brazil sia...all of dem r my fav team leh..hw could france be so power~..argh~...anyway germany lost to italy..they final r kinda borin le cos all the powerful team r gana eliminate le...sianz...recently was kinda low...oh yah..i fell in love with a band called x-japan..nt their appearance lar is their songs..dey are a old band le.all the members look old le..waha..s dun xpect me to fell in love wif dem..waha..i think dey oreadi disband le bahz..i juz got to listen thier songs n fell in love wif their songs..waha...especially the song called "forever love"..their songs are v.touching sia..i cn somehow sense the sadness..waha..i m nt kidding ..its real...
haiz..so sianz..ok lar ..i wana end here..go study for tmr quiz..tata ^_^~






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