NEw yr

Well in another 8 more hr its 2008..its another year agn..should i say this year has passed by fast or slow...hmm...wateva it is..hope that nxt yr would be a great one..wish evry1 an advanced happy new year..have a great year ahead..

merry chrismas evry1

[As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
..........................................................................]

Dedicated to the 5 of dem n my parents..



This is not the ending, its onli the beginning for me

i m tryin hard to 4get tat incident....but it somehow or rather can't b done...when i was abt to slowly 4get it...smthing(someone) will trigger tat incident agn...haizz..

hab nt been blogging after my trip..its becos i neo when i blog i m sure i will tok abt tat incident n hw i m feelin...so agn i avoid it...but juz to tell my frenz..mayb god gav us this incident or whateva obstacles we met on our way, mayb he's trying to make our friendship grew stronger n make us stronger den b4...recently evryone ard me seem to hab lots of troubles..juz wana say be strong n walk on....

yst went to meet up some friends in holland v for dinner...its has been ages since we last met up..went to settlers dere and ate...we were only allowed to stay dere for 2 hr..because there is a reservation at 9.30pm..so after lookin thru the menu, we found out the food at dere has nothin much tat fascinate us...so we juz decided to order the dessert package..as usual..i order my fav brownie wif icecream....with a cup of choco float...den we started to play games...haha...the waiter taught us how to play the games..the 1st game i have played before..waha..it mainly test on how fast its yr reaction..muhaha...but the 2nd game its kinda new to me..the waiter taught us..he juz kp tokin n tokin...but i m a kind of person dun reali like to hear explanation , i understand beta with pictures/demos or mayb my understanding of explanations is poor or wat...so my 2 frenz sort of understand how to play the game..while i juz pretend to understand by knoddin my head...waha..so then. the waiter juz say ok lets start with me..den i say huh?..so paisehz..den my fren say need to bid wat n wat...but overall tat game its nt v.nice la..den we gossip here n dere..found out workin life its nt reali gd..people frm higher post, will tend to bully people frm the lower post.. yupz...after tat ...xw wanted to eat ya kun...so went there to eat..bread wif kaya...we slack until ard 10 plus lyt tat den walk to the statn...

my 2 frenz were takin the diff lines frm me..so i board my train..as usual i lean agst the glass panel dere..yeap..when i reached queenstown statn....i saw some1 familar...its my ex colleague in pioneer..i thut..wow the world its so small..same train n same cabin..den miralculously, we gt things to tok abt sia..i still thut it wuld b an awkward situation since it has been quite lng we last met each other n we r oso diff in diff dpt in pioneer...den when the train appraoched tb, i bid gdbye n alite..

in addition, the day before yst...some1 tok to me..its my 3 mth jc fren...its has been mayb abt 3 yrs since we last met up..she asked wana meet up since she's quite free nw...after hearin this i duneo y i feel kinda happy..mayb its a great feelin to hear frm a long lost fren...yupz..so we sort of arrange a day to meet up..waha..so excited though...


overall...juz wana conclude tat its a great feelin to meet up wif long lost frenz...


这一星期并不好过，太多事发生了， 累得我无法呼吸

-没有回复的简讯-

没想到今天会为了这件事而 blog

无论在多的对不起都弥补不了，
无论在多的因为你都听不进，
或许你有你的理由，我有我的理由，
导致受伤的心变成了坏眼泪，
导致信任，友情在一夜降低掉，
原本好期待，但现在比以前根害怕明天


又失眠了。。。

计算着，
时间一天一天过去，
不知为何好害怕，
好想放慢时间，
希望可以为你们
全心全意，
做一件事，
不需要感动，
不需要回报




其实还是很在意的

我最喜欢的它

我喜欢白色

它代表了纯真

我喜欢黑色

它代表了气质

我喜欢蓝色

它代表了自由

我喜欢红色

它代表了感情

我喜欢青色

它代表了生命



但最喜欢的它还仍然分不清

Actuali was kinda interested on photoshop but din really hab the chance to play with it..Finali, todae went to xplore ard photoshop and abit got the hang of it..And above, tats my masterpiece..its nt well done cos its my 1st attempt..yah...shall work hard and improve on my photoshop this few days..there are way too much for me to learn...



忘了，再也不想去记了

不能潇洒的处理事情，

只能用逃避，

这样才不会受伤害，

但最后还是难免了。

很快的，

在一个多月后就好开学了，

但我一点都不期待着，

虽然很想上学，

可是环境和人都变了，

未来我不知道，

只知道的是，

现在要，

玩得痛快

笑得痛快，

哭得痛快，

喝得痛快，

恐怕以后没有机会了。

告别了，

再见乐了。

巨蟹座真的是没有安全感吗？

越来越像它了

p/s: 不要用语言伤害我

风的来临，
雨天的出现，
让这个世界看不清，
留下的只不过是，
似乎像写不完的文章，

YEAp..finali m here to blog..hmmz..wat hab i been doin for the past few days..i shall summarise briefly..cos kinda lazy to elaborate dem agn.. sure tok abt those places which i visited tat r much more distinct

still rmb last fri which is the 25th may ard evening tym went to

where we took dozen of pictures

After tat we decided to ton overnite at outside. This was a sudden decision. We went ard spore aimlessly and finally decided to go to holland v..

whereby we hab our tea at dere. And juz for yr info it was ard 1am at tat pt of tym. But the place is still kinda crowded. e ordered our tea and potato wages and calamari. Hmmz..my tea taste kinda like milo?..but it taste nt bad though. if i m nt wrong the tea is called "dance of tea".

Agn we took pic

After tat..abt 2am..aimless agn..we decided to go to vivo

after tat sy drove us bac to sh hm n for once i din slept the whole nite..tats amazing....the nxt morning chiong dwn to the nus talk..

On wed, the 30 may, went to

to eat half a chicken.wow the portion is v.big n in the end i can't finish.but the fries is yummy.n i share wif st the "sex on the beach"..waha..its an alcholic drink ..it taste like alcohol plus fruit punch..quite alrite though..but ms n hw ordered tat "bloody mary"..it taste damn disgustin..reali disgustin..its actuali mixture of tomato n chilli sauce n etc..one mouth of this is more than enuf..den fw oreder "spore sling"..its taste kinda nt bad oso..

kk tats all for the week..sure blog agn soon

Morning evryone...Todae which is the 21th may, the day whereby i am jobless. I am feeling kinda sad though. No work equal to no pay. I am thinking whether should i work or rest first. I feel like workin now as i'll have plenty of rest tym in july. But i scared i will lose the enthu of lkin a job soon..waha..Will be startin schl in aug, wonder how's life dere.hmmz..hopefuli i will enjoy it.

Life is reali full of contradiction. when i m workin i feel like quitting but nw when i m jobless i feel like workin. Anyway i m missing my work n collegue now..haha..wonder will dey miss me ..lol..At my workplace, i would say majority of the ple r kind n helpful to me though..haha..and oso i hab 4 "niangs" in my dpt..hmmz gt lao niang(she duneo she is lao niang..waha), da niang, er niang and san niang..i will miss dem..waha..hmmz..durin my last day of work..the other dpt ask me wana go work for dem nt as a temp staff..cover recept n admin stuff..but my 4 "niangs" discourage me la..cos they say life its nt gd workin in dere..so i decline the offer..waha..n oso i think its kinda weird to tiao zhao..lolz..somemore the dpt is damn near my dpt..haha..da niang told me the HR manager told her tat if nxt tym after i grad frm my uni cn str8 away join the company no nd to go thru any intreview..waha..duneo true or not..lolz..aiya after i grad it would be 3 yr latr le..3 yr leh..evn 1 yr will hab lots of changes..duneo by then will he left the company le mahz..cos he is expat..Anyway i learn quite alot of stuff frm dem n oso cr8 quite alot of trouble for dem=x..feel kinda guilty..haiz..yupz..duneo y on fri(the last day of work) i m v.high la..though i m yi yi bu she de..waha..

Anyway 2 more days latr, i'll b gg for my grad cermony..actuali i hate this kinda event..i juz dun c the need for it..can't dey juz post us the cert, y go through all this trouble to hab the cermony..

Hmmz..actuali currently got nothin to lk forward on..mayb the hk trip?..hopefuli cn go to hk bahz ..hopefuli its nt juz a say say thing..haha..stupid me hab spend all my salary on holi trips..but since mayb it will be the last tym we hab this kinda chance before schl or work starts offically..Hmmz..ok la..gtg end here..


虽然大家都不说，但心里都知道彼此的答案了

hmmz..m bac to write a simple n short entry abt my life..waha..ehh..went to the sci centre on tues..which is labour day..let me count..hmmz..it has been ages since i last went to the sci centre..haha..rch dere n it was quite packed..i thought it wuld b less crowded in the sci centre nowadays sia..waha..ok went there..play some stupid but fun game..waha..hmmz..sci centre seem to change a littlle..now gt quite alot of interestin games to play..at least its beta compared to when i visited it durin my pri schl days..waha..

c tat invisble body of mine..waha..lots of kids r tryin to queue up to try this out man..phew..finali gt the chance to snatch a place wif dem..wahah...figure out hw to make my body invisble le?..haha...i wun tell u the ans ..go dwn to the sci centre n check it out..waha

haha..this is a shot of me n st..waha..c our backgrd..so cartoon-ic sia..lolz.

Can't c a thing..its nt bocs my photography skill is lousy..its juz tat the image of our "froozen shadow" will disappear the moment i took a pic..think its bcos of the flash light produced by the camera..this thing is kinda interestin..waha..cn freeze our shadow .

we hab been tryin v.hard to take a pic of ourselves..spendin lots of time in the stuffy area..but sad to say in the end we failed..tats the best shot we took..waha..so in the end we ask for assistance..the complete n nice pic of us its at wn dere..eww..tat wn still haben send me the pic..inefficient..&*^^%$..waha..make me cnt upload the pics..

okok..i me nw gg to share wif u guys a few horror pic of me..waha...be prepared..

okok..relax..this is a orignial pic of me...a normal lookin me when i m laughing happily...

taken durin an editing process of me when using the machine which can "predict" yrself when u r frm young to old..



wth..this is a pic of me when i m a baby sia..laughing happily..come on man..this look lyt chucky sia..nt me lor..so ugly..




ohh gosh..tats a pic of me when i m a child laughing happily..swt lar..totally diff man..i look so dark..

this is a pic of me when i m a teenager..eh i look so older as compared to now..impossible la..

this is an adult pic of me..ok i m no diff from the origial pic..i suspected the now me=adult me..sad..me old liao..no longer teens le..

haha...this is damn loser pic la..this pic is when i m old n laughing happily..waha..eww man..

okoktats all..i concluded..the nw me is the best lookin one..waha..all the past n future r craps man..so ugly..i think the machine gt prob la..cnt b trusted..waha...tats all..due to INSUFFICIENT of pic..i can't blog much..waha...wn pls send me the photos..waha

i kp walkin on..
walkin the same old route..
walkin miles n miles..
see-in the same old things

met smthing todae
though i knew she was lying
but i still lend her a helpin hand
doin wat i cn afford
no regrets..
by doin this though she cn bluff n survive her way thru
but she has lost her dignity, her respect from me n others
she is no diff frm a disabled ...

她说“很久都没有这样笑过了”
虽然她每天都在笑着
我想我明白这种感觉。。。

快乐和烦恼
快乐你理解不到
烦恼你感受的到
但请不要和我分享
我肯定
不是你永远的影子

烦得我睡不着
烦得我好承重
烦得我好不快乐
烦得我恨你



了解了-
并不是神圣
并不喜欢比较
并不喜欢炫耀
并且兴趣比名分重要
但为何人人都在笑我笨妖

坐在那四方的桌子，
聊着 笑着 回想过去，
我便静了下来,
她们 说着 笑着

静了不是因为累了，
而是想着从前的点点滴滴，
好怀念 好想念
突然脑出现了他的话
[想念，
是没有回答她的话，
再也不想说话，
再也无法说话]

here some of the pic frm tw..7days of journey in tw ...finali got the chance to post it up here....lazy to elaborate..hmmz..the pic will do the work..

In the plane to tw

our 1st meal at there..we ate steamboat for dinner

wakin up earli for free breakfast in the hotel...zzzZZ

Studious me n sy in cheng pin shu dian

kind me n ch making donation

in the train

me n sh in hagen

me n sh eyeing on the cakes..

mine n sy hotel room

all of us dead beat in the hotel

takin pic wif one of the salesgal we met

at shilin nite market



our graffiti in fish cafe

2nd last day chiong-in in the KTV

in the cabbie

proudly to present hh n pp

sianzz...leaving for sg

arrival in sg

anyway....tats all abt it...had lots of fun at dere...shoppin..slpin..watching tv...eatin...life is so relax..hw i wish i cn stay at dere..ms life at dere...anyway its been a fun n enjoyable trip....

woot so long nv blog le..kinda busy n lazy to blog nowadays le..hab been busy workin..earning money..but i m still poor though..sad case..hmmz..my view for working life has nt change ....mayb workin is boring so they nd some "entertainment" to spice up their life..yupz...wateva is it...evry company is the same..hmmz....for the sake of money live on...waha...

Yeah..in another 1 more day i m gg off to tw le..yippie...so happy...wonder how is it like..will we hab lots of fun?...haha...this time round be off for 1 wk..sounds long huh....

-Aimless-

选择

是装傻还是不知，
是冷酷还是同情，
是守着还是放弃，
是演示还是露出，
是逃避还是面对，
是注定还是掌控

arr..i change my template le..y my blog kp showin the old template..angry sia..the new blog under google is damn lousy la..i like the previous one la..arrrr..





anyway..gd luck to me tmr..muahha

Rubbish

i finali make up my mind..tats the first tym i m so decisive in a right manner..mayb i shuld learn to b more independent at tym...hopefuli evrything will go fine..

如果

人往往要等到失败后才会后悔。
失败后就会说“如果我以前。。。。现在就会。。。。“

突然觉得这世界变得复杂，
心里好空但又很乱，
是我人太简单了，
所以才把这个世界看得那么乱，
有时很想把自己封闭起来，
活在一个只有我的世界里。

最近看到的和碰到的，
都让我想起从前的点点滴滴。
追求的不是别人的100%，
而是自己的100%。
这世界很奇妙，
以前觉得自己不会碰到的事，
现在一个接一个的都让我碰到了。
哈！好可笑吧？

未来反复模糊，
梦想变得遥远，
霍是我不敢去实现它。

有时有种感想，
反复大家都把她忘了，
是我太铭感了吗？
有些东西失去过才懂得它的可贵，
有些东西可以从来，
但有些没有NG的机会了，
人就是这样的。。。

心情

好久没有那么早起身，
在早晨里，
看到这繁忙的城市，
我暂时抛开烦恼，
带着轻松的脚步走入人群中，
马路上人来人往，
他们的脚步速快，
而车子噼噼噼个不停，
突然有种幸福的感觉，
自少我现在比他门轻松，
可以暂时看看“感受”这世界。

到了十点，
大家都已经到了工作岗位，
那些较早前的人群都已消失了，
留下我独自站在马路中央，
这时又有另一总感觉。




我：what is life?
他：hmmz..i oso duneo..but i think life is something i will do it to the fullest, though i might nt neo wats the outcome. I think its something interesting and wonderful.
我: hmmz..u r so optimistic
他: y?
我: cos at least u think its interesting and wonderful ...

random post

The f up life la...haiz..i duneo...this n that, nothin goes smoothly..y is things oways diff frm wat its planned..

wats life abt?

haiz..some words r hard to b xpressed out..i duneo i hab made the right choice.confused la

2dae its my 100th entry for bloggin..actuali i wanted to blog this 100th entry after xam..n make it a "special entry"..but den...


anyway..life is short do cherish it..juz got to neo the xu weilun, the taiwan actress pass away on sun..tats kinda sad..she was still like in her late 20s...read the news article say tat she still intend to do wat stuff in her 30s like gettin married n treat her family better by giving them more time..hmmz..but den evrything is too late le..she does not hab this chance..anyway juz hope tat she rip..


雨几乎下了，
听完了故事，
反复想起你，
她的故事，
就像我们之间，
没对没错，
但我比她差劲多了，
千万个理由，
但没达到重点，
也许这一次错了
live life with no regrets

Actuali..todae found out i began to like the ic module more..but if there are no testss..hmmz..anyway i like it cos sometimes gt some games n xin ni ze yan..n it or rather the tcher taught me some human skills..from the way we act it can determine our future..hmmz..being a supervisor we mustn't be "emotional blackmail"..must be more agressive n kp ot yr stand..n many more..from the eyes it can tell how reliable a person is..hmmz..it seem interesting...how i hab this "power" then i can c how reliable is that person..


She said " how can any1 change for others..its makes him changeable..n if so which side is the real him?"

Sins

Agn~

yrotsih has taeper flesti niaga....

has tahw it syawo syas:

it sekat 2 sdanh 2 palc, era ew illaer gnibig up siht myt dnuor? ebyam or ebyam ton?

pots gnikniht it 4 won....tsuj dun anaw ekam it tceffa my doom..



igonabstrongtotakeonthechallengeitstimefornojokenbmaturenthinksensible

-a choice-

decision

hmmz..in another mayb 1 mths tym reali gt to say gdbye to sp..though its 3 yrs in there but it seem so fast..still rmb in my past entry still wishin to faster grad..but now as its nearin i m quite unwilling to leave..cos after tat its either work or studyin..yupz..which way to go?...so confusin..if work..i oso duneo wat i m gg to work as..想做但害怕自己梦想着..if study oso must nd to depend on wat i wana work in future..yah..times reali flies..gg to rch the age of 20 le..wow...so fast..mayb its time to b serious..thinkin abt mine future

美好的时光一瞬间远远离去

唯一美丽的它断了
无法挽回
他们都说
再买一个新的
但却不知道
它带表了什么
只有拥有的才知

害怕我们的友情像它一样催罗

昨天上了人生的一程课，
内容不必多说，
也是我很久没遇到的问题
站在马路的中央
不断的徘徊，思考着
向左走还是向右走？

或许不想着改变
还是我很顽固，
还是害怕受在一次的失败

New year is coming..haben thut of any resoltuion...