[As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
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Dedicated to the 5 of dem n my parents..



This is not the ending, its onli the beginning for me

i m tryin hard to 4get tat incident....but it somehow or rather can't b done...when i was abt to slowly 4get it...smthing(someone) will trigger tat incident agn...haizz..

hab nt been blogging after my trip..its becos i neo when i blog i m sure i will tok abt tat incident n hw i m feelin...so agn i avoid it...but juz to tell my frenz..mayb god gav us this incident or whateva obstacles we met on our way, mayb he's trying to make our friendship grew stronger n make us stronger den b4...recently evryone ard me seem to hab lots of troubles..juz wana say be strong n walk on....

yst went to meet up some friends in holland v for dinner...its has been ages since we last met up..went to settlers dere and ate...we were only allowed to stay dere for 2 hr..because there is a reservation at 9.30pm..so after lookin thru the menu, we found out the food at dere has nothin much tat fascinate us...so we juz decided to order the dessert package..as usual..i order my fav brownie wif icecream....with a cup of choco float...den we started to play games...haha...the waiter taught us how to play the games..the 1st game i have played before..waha..it mainly test on how fast its yr reaction..muhaha...but the 2nd game its kinda new to me..the waiter taught us..he juz kp tokin n tokin...but i m a kind of person dun reali like to hear explanation , i understand beta with pictures/demos or mayb my understanding of explanations is poor or wat...so my 2 frenz sort of understand how to play the game..while i juz pretend to understand by knoddin my head...waha..so then. the waiter juz say ok lets start with me..den i say huh?..so paisehz..den my fren say need to bid wat n wat...but overall tat game its nt v.nice la..den we gossip here n dere..found out workin life its nt reali gd..people frm higher post, will tend to bully people frm the lower post.. yupz...after tat ...xw wanted to eat ya kun...so went there to eat..bread wif kaya...we slack until ard 10 plus lyt tat den walk to the statn...

my 2 frenz were takin the diff lines frm me..so i board my train..as usual i lean agst the glass panel dere..yeap..when i reached queenstown statn....i saw some1 familar...its my ex colleague in pioneer..i thut..wow the world its so small..same train n same cabin..den miralculously, we gt things to tok abt sia..i still thut it wuld b an awkward situation since it has been quite lng we last met each other n we r oso diff in diff dpt in pioneer...den when the train appraoched tb, i bid gdbye n alite..

in addition, the day before yst...some1 tok to me..its my 3 mth jc fren...its has been mayb abt 3 yrs since we last met up..she asked wana meet up since she's quite free nw...after hearin this i duneo y i feel kinda happy..mayb its a great feelin to hear frm a long lost fren...yupz..so we sort of arrange a day to meet up..waha..so excited though...


overall...juz wana conclude tat its a great feelin to meet up wif long lost frenz...


这一星期并不好过，太多事发生了， 累得我无法呼吸

-没有回复的简讯-

没想到今天会为了这件事而 blog

无论在多的对不起都弥补不了，
无论在多的因为你都听不进，
或许你有你的理由，我有我的理由，
导致受伤的心变成了坏眼泪，
导致信任，友情在一夜降低掉，
原本好期待，但现在比以前根害怕明天


又失眠了。。。

计算着，
时间一天一天过去，
不知为何好害怕，
好想放慢时间，
希望可以为你们
全心全意，
做一件事，
不需要感动，
不需要回报




其实还是很在意的

我最喜欢的它

我喜欢白色

它代表了纯真

我喜欢黑色

它代表了气质

我喜欢蓝色

它代表了自由

我喜欢红色

它代表了感情

我喜欢青色

它代表了生命



但最喜欢的它还仍然分不清