Thursday, May 18, 2006

sleepless nite

anyway todae came hm the earliest..me rch hm abt 2pm..though its earli den usual..but tym passed v.fast..i did edit my rpt n datasht..n its 7plus le...tsktsk..hmmzz...its 1230am nw...n i m still wide awake..tmr still hab schl sia..tmr jialat..from 8-5 sia..sianz...normally at this tym i would be sound aslp..hahaz..but tonite cnt slp sia...so sianz..somemore so warm sia...feel lyt bathing..haha..but if i bath nw..think i will be siao kia..so late bath..hmmz...so me hab nothin to do...actuali gt alot..but all is so borin stuff(schl work)..dun feel lyt doin...so intend to blog...oh yah..todae aunt came bac from taiwan(holiday)..hehez..wonder if she got bought any nice stuff for me..

anyway juz nw i did something rude..lolz..haiz..duneo gt offend her..i oreadi send my apology to her le..hehez...waha..cos juz nw in bad mood lar...hmmzz..me lyt to bottle up my unhappiness...den think n think...den smtym will show black face..hai the ple ard me to suffer..waha..cos dey duneo wat happen i will nt tell dem de...think i should change tis bad habit...

anyway i think i hab change alot in a sense to the negative nt positive...i think i became more n more hot temper le..my temper nt as gd as last tym...in the sense nt as tolerant as b4...hmmz..n mood swing v.easily...den became rude..haha..think i suffering from depression...*cross finger*..lolz...

aiyo y i kp sayin bad comment abt myself...nvm nxt entry me gg to say gd stuff abt myself le..hehe...anyway..its seem lyt typing tis entry is sort of entertaining myself sia..tsktsk..aiyo type so long..onli 10 min as past..sianz..think i 1 am den go slp...bleah! me nw go surf the webbie..go read ple blog...anyway sayin abt blog..read one of my pri schl fren blog..wah..she gana ditch..sad sia..i think tat guy is a jerk lor..he ditch her cos of another gal..kaoz...wat kinda guy is tat..ok shall comment no more...so scan ple blog le..tata..nitey...

recieve a msg fin chi from my fren which says:

喜怒哀乐是由自己制造,要笑要泪就看自己这么县。

i oso thut of :

we must not let time control us..we must control time...

Saturday, May 13, 2006

memories of yst

Friday entry

woke up ealri on fri morning despite its a holiday..duneo y..hehez...actuali need to go temple todae de..but int he end nv go..anyway my bro oso nv go...so when to meet slack at je..wohooo...todae we went to gym..yipyip..this is the 1st tym i went to gym in my whole 18yrs...dun laugh at me horz...ok den..went dere change into my attire.hehez..wow gym was damn fun...i fall in love with gym le...though the euipment in je is limited..but i hab try alot of he diff equipment..the euipment i like most is the one which can train my stomach muscle..hehe...we staye int he gym from about 230 lyt tat to 5pm sia...hehe...at there saw quite alot of muscular guys..woo..but dey all short short de...no handsome guy though..keke...was quite fun..how i wish i could go gym n train evry wk..haha...train into a fit fit prsn...yeah!...
den after gym went to sh hm to bath...after bathing we went to bugis to eat...went to barnsburk(smthin lyt tat)..we ordered the set meal..nt v.nice lar...somemore the service is damn slow..haiz...after tat nana went to take her mother days present..the present was quite nice..den sh intend to buy her mother day present..but could nt find anything she lyt..so in the end she decide to treat her mom out to eat ...den we went to mos burger to slack..i was feel tired le wana slp le..haha..den we went home at abt 10pm..me took bus hm..hehz..rch hm...den abt 11pm plus went to slp le..cos was so tired..think i used alot of energy on gym le...hehez..


以前想着未来, 但是现在想着过去。

Friday, May 12, 2006

meaningless life...

ok..mon was my csw presentan...we are the 1st grp to present...so excited...hehe..but...the meeting was kinda fun..our tcher video us dunrin our meetin..wonder hw i lk lyt..lolz...tcher still sae i gt gd eye contact skill...lolz...so happy...hmmz...gt my result bad..nt bad..70 plus...hmmz..
tues was in no mood condition...
wed was quite happy cos we went shoppin for our fyp stuff..heehz..went ard schl to search for fish shop..cn u juz imagine..spore has limited fish shop..finali found one in chua chu kang...we bought bags of things...so heavy worx..
thurs...was oso v.bored..guess my life is oways bored de...todae gt exp..tis exp i hated most...becos of two reasons....omg gt sore throat todae...hope i wun b sick tmr ...pray hard...

hw i wish i faster graduate and get out from tis kinda life...i dread gg to schl...it remind me of smthin in sec schl...i think i gt karma...me nw reali believe in karma le...haiz...i hope history wun repeat itself...sobz..

actuali todae quite unhappy...no mood to blog..think tmr shall blog...tmr wuld b a happy day i guess...waha...gogogogo tmr


在镜子面前,我们是在一起, 但是在我心里,我们是有段距离。

Sunday, May 07, 2006

lolz....:x

was so bored n went to try out some test...juz found out from my name tat:


Lazy
Edgy
Overwhelming
Natural
Gorgeous

Mischievous
Easy
Ideal

Zany
Helpful
Emotional
Nice

and also

What personality elements make up your Personality cocktail?

How to make a Leong Mei Zhen
Ingredients:5 parts intelligence1 part silliness3 parts beauty
Method:Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of fitness

Hahaz...too bored...did tis test to entertain myself..keke


was reading thru ple blog as usual n found smthin nice.......
the st0ri of 2 teardr0ps-Two tear drops were floating down the river. One tear drop said to the other, "I'm the tear drop of agirl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" "I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting agirl go....."
She teardrop consoled, "There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone because we found out that they'd be happier if we let themgo..."He teardrop replied, "But then you'll know thatyou miss someone very much when every time you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that personbrings the broken pieces back..."She teardrop said, "It's really painful to saygoodbye to someone else that you don't want tolet go; but it's even more painful to ask someone tostay if you can never make the relationship workout the way it should be."She continued, "LOVE? It's kind of complicated,but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable is to make someone else happy, that's love right there...."He teardrop pondered and said, "You know, if I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to geta "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I'drather choose "U" and get "HURT" than havea "HEART" without "U"...She teardrop smiled and replied, "Giving someoneall your love is not an assurance that she will love you back. Don't expect love in return, wait forit to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, becontented it grows in yours."He teardrop continued, "She told me once, do not be too good, I will miss you. Don't be too caring; Imight like you. Don't be too sweet; I might fall foryou."She teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly inlove never loses hope but always believes."She teardrop continued, "If you love her please let her know because it hurts to love when you have to go. Take care of me; don't go away because if you love me, you will stay... I love you and do you know why? You got me when you first said 'Hi'"He teardrop said, "You are brave she teardrop, now I know it's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end ratherthan never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge."He teardrop continued further, "Did you know thatthe expression "Nothing" is the subconscious mind's way of saying I Love You... that's what ido, I told her NOTHING and because of that i losther even though i love her... I cry for the time that she was almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. I cry for the times i thought I had her!"She teardrop consoled, "Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together,or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together.you never lose in loving. you only lose in holding back."He teardrop cried,"Now I know, I have learned.don't throw your back to love when it's already infront of you, don't drive it away from you becauseif you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to YOU..."

election day

woot~woke up at 10 plus this morning....some funernal thing from downstair woke me up....yawnz...woke up went to watch tv...haiz...no show to watch...wat a boring sat....at 12 plus my parents went to vote ...my ma vote for pap..while my dad vote for opposition...hmmz...fair n square...if i hab the chance i would vote for pap for my area...yupz...after slackin for about 2 hour or so...went to use com to do my rpt...omg...the info are so hard to find...so bored...went to look at the blog...i think i addicted to readin ple blog le...evrything on the com i would nv fail to browse ard ple blog...and the blog i read are from mostly ple tat r younger den me...their lifestyle reali interest me...haha althu dey r quite normal..but i juz lurbe readin dem...dun say i kpo ok...hurmp...wah from 12pm use till now le...think my eyes gg to spoil soon...so bored..stuck at hm oso duneo wat to do...boredX3.....i wana go shoppin...buy shoe..buy jacket...buy yummy food....hw i wish i hab alot of $$...haiz..anyway tats all for today..nothin much though....i wana maple...haha...train my mage..lalala....

oh yah my previous entry say was bothered by schl stuff...but nw it seem to b improvin le...gogogo.....hehez....hope one day the outcome wuld be wat i hoped for...yeah!...i dun wana b bored in my last yr of poly, i wana hab FUN...yupz



i m borned lonely to this world...*sigh*

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

the story of the heart...

真的

我努力的仰着脸孔
试着眼泪不往下流
别往下流
不安的感觉到什么
在我生活中不再相同
很不相同
想要说
却还沉默
伸出手
无法触碰
天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界
自由的走

-by 张韶涵

Sunday, April 30, 2006

bad day

recently...some stuff happen to me in schl which left me v.bothered....i reali duneo wats the cause ....i reali wana knoes the truth...sometimes it is quite sad been etalosi ...sobsob...i reali wana stop all this things and lead the life i used to....anyway tis things is the 1st tym happening to me lar...haiz...soo sad...wateva it is hope evrthing will b alrite after few wks tym...

anyway wed went back to my company to take my pay...yippie....n return my nice nice smell dalmantian lab coat..^_^...went to take the pay frm carol..finali knoe who is carol le...hehe...aiyo gt so little pay...diaoz...so sad...thut cn get 600 plus...sianz...den after tat help out the lab ple...me went to the new lab...help out lian hua...prepare reagent...cos in the new lab duneo where the things r placed den i kp askin lian hua...i feel tat i m a nuisance..haha...cos kp askin(disturbin) her...quite ps....haiz..luckily lian hua v.kind...nv showed me a annoyed face...help me to take the reagent all tat stuff...hengheng me...wah tat day was the 1st tym handlin con HCL ...so scary...luckily nv corrode my skin sia...when i took out a few drops of HC n dripped into the solution...i could c smoke n violent reaction...alot of bubbles...scary...wonder wat will happen if HCL touched yr skin sia..might rot sia...tsktsk...anyway tat day..time past v.fast...6plus went hm..hehe...anyway wana comment tat when i went to the old lab its seem v.unfamilar to me...though i left for onli 1 wk..hmmz....anyway i will still miss dem de..

thurs...ms showed me a blog...tsktsk...its nt a ordinary blog...its a blog abt _ _ _...wahah...wah after readin it, it left me alot of thuts sia...haha...duneo shuld i support dem or anti dem..waha...juz wish dem all the best bahz though i find it abit weird...wateva it is gonna end here..

fri after sch me went bugis wif st n ms...as we end claz quite earli...we went dere nothin to do..kinda bored with bugis le...waha..we onli went dere to window shop a while..n sit down to chat...chat about happy things and unhappy ones...sayin about our clz....tis n dat...then about 6plus went to v8 n eat...i oredered the pineapple rice...omg it sucks...me will nt go v8 anymore le...n the surrounding is soo cold..brrr...me still hab to suffer while eating..wth..the bill came..i nd to pay $17..sobsob..gg to be broke...i rather go eat at other reasurant..much beta..hehez...at least the food nicer abit...nt soo cold sia....den went home..was v.tired and slp at 9 plus...i must b a pig slp so earli...ok gona end here le...cya peepz..bb


-这世界多复杂。。没有我想说的话-

Sunday, April 23, 2006

schl started...-_-zzZ

sianz...tis wk started schl....no more workin life....nd to return to ploy agn...sianz.....i rather work den study actuali...alot alot alot of things in my mind nw...i reali wish i was younger..at least no trouble....haiz....me nw feelin so bored......dun feel lyt maplin...no tv to watch...so bored..argh....think wed i m gg bac to my company to collect my pay..still haben get a single cent frm my company yet...wonder hw r my colleague...did dey miss me..waha....so bhb...nvm...anyway dun feel lyt blogging le..waha...my mood swing v.fast de...so i will stop here le...bb


how i wish we will lyt b4....so united...but nw..i dun c it...this kinda spirit has vanished...y?...i duneo y...

how i wish i nv know the truth...tat nite i can't slp...tis matter revolve ard my mind...还你自由~

how i wish some1 understand mi....


我终于知道哭着笑最痛

Sunday, April 16, 2006

last wk of itp

this is the last week of itp....offically no more itp for me le....time really passes so fast...anyway i will miss my colleague...i realli abit can't bear to leave the company...but i think tis kinda feelin might disappear in few wks time..sometimes i rather wana stay in the company than go to schl..wahaha...anyway i might go back to the company to help out somedays when they need me bah....we 3 hav printed a copy of our timetable to dem le..haha...but think durin june dey would nt nd us le..cos gt another batch of attachment student comin...

for mon, wee nie work ot sia...cos our company got alot of sample..too bad i cnt work cos gtg out to buy stuff for my colleague...but the ot was quite cheap...4 bucks per hr...but gd thing is tat gt $5 on food and $6 ontransport..i reali wana try workin ot...seem lyt so fun to me..waha

for wed, freddy broght us out for lunch..sort of the whole company go...xcept a few..lynn and dose night shift ple nv go nia...we went to dover hawker centre dere to eat...i ate the hokkein mee...and drank bubble tea...so long nv drank bubble tea le...brought back some memories durin sec schl days....used to drink buble tea veri often...mostly is drink the pearl milk tea...waha....anyway after lunch we went to the office to work le...

on thurs, its the last day of work le.....me make two cards for my colleague(susan and kitty) whom taught me alot durin this 6wks...and oso gave lynn our thank you card....to show our appreciation, we 3 shared to buy biscuit and pizza for dem... susan was lyt sharin aiyo...dun waste yr money lar...haha...anyway its worth it lar...dey reali taught me alot...and been gd to me leh...we took alot of photographs...xue wei was lyt sayin if we left the company le...no one will crap wif her le...haha...r we dat crappy??....hmm...anyway..tis wk i leave the company v.late...on tues i leave at 7 plus lor..cos wana discuss wat to buy for dem...den thurs... esp the few hr b4 we end work...i was lyt quite sad...knowin tat in a few hr tym we gg to leave the company le...we kp counting dwn..waha...finali we reali left the comapny le...we bid evry1 the final goodbye...haiz...reali had lots of fun in company... goodbye my colleague!! ms u guys...all the best..

the company ple

haiz duneo y cnt upload more photo...4get abt it le...hurmp....

心中觉得空空的,好像人生少了些么。。。

Saturday, April 08, 2006

5th week of itp

woo~ 5th wk of itp le...last wk nv update cos quite busy no tym to update..waha...hmm...anyway...left 1 wk b4 schl start..

so tis wk....on mon was i continue on my experiment den after tat did soem admin stuff n power point slide...tues n wed n thurs...was quite sianz...did alot of admin stuff n some bo liao stuff....qas quite slack sia...den me n wee nie...went to paint dere n drew somethin...entitled "panda and me"..waha..we were damn bo liao..after we drew le..we save inside the com...on wed..liew...kana suan by some1..worst thing is nt in the company lor..is frm the uncle from hawker centre...tis is the 1st tym i bjy goreng pisang for my itp...den i ordered 2 goreng pisang(50 cent each)...den wee nie say seperate...den uncle sae...separate must 1 bucks arh...den i was thinkin wah 1 bucks...den after tat eh nt ritez....2 oso cost 1 bucks mah./..wat unlce sayin sia...so i was processin wat uncle say...tat uncle den suan me sae..wah mention seperate 1 bucks yr face change color..haha.
-_-"....wheer gt lor...i was processin nia..anyhw shoot me...he den say...evry customer oso lyt tat..."say seperate 1 bucks den say dun wana seperate le..tat uncle so disturbin sia...haha...but anyway i nxt wk gg to eat goreng pisang agn...so yummy n cripsy.....
den thurs worst..reali nothin for us to do....but thurs freddy gib us take 1 test..but is open book de...wahha...after tat i was nearly slackin the whole day..our supervisor...susan was on leave...den lynn was askin admin dere gt work for us to do nt...hmm den we help freddy do his powerpoint..den freddy gav us bac our test..i gt a "A"..yeah...wahha..hmm...den lynn n rest went to resaurant eat...cos its calvin last day le...sobsob...cavin is a nice guy..so sad he go to join other company le....den dey went to eat for a long tym...about 2 hr sia...den me n wee nie n loy were chattin...was lyt siao gi na ...especially wee nie lor...kp laughin non-stop...den loy kp suan-in wee nie...me oso of cosh lar...waha...so slack lor...the company tat day onli left suresh n muthu nia...haha....den went dey were bac...cavin bought polar cake for us...treat frm him ...cos his last day...yummy...so full sia tat day...

oh yah den fri...earli mornin came alot of sample..so we were sent to help out the lab dere...so busy..try out ashin todae for 1st tym...wah the fire was so big...hehe...so cool...feel lyt takin photo of it...hehe...brian, the australian guy left company last wk...but he came bac todae sia..n visit us..waha...den in afternoon help out muthu to do flash point...anyway left 1 more wk nia with the company...actuali will kinda of miss dem seriously...at 1st i thut i wun but nw i feel otherwise..haha...especially susan...kitty..dey taught me alot of stuff sia...n joshua n kenneth...the 2 gao siao king...hehe...hmm duneo wat to gib dem when i leave...sobsobz....ok lar gtg end le...nxt wk is the last wk of itp..haiz...





-sori i can't be perfect-

Saturday, March 25, 2006

3rd week of itp

its the 3rd week of itp le...3 more wk...n the end of itp n the startin of schl..argh...sianz...so nw i shall sae wat happen on this wk..

Mon, my lo, joseph chan came ...haha...thut he will kp suan-in me...surprisingly..nahz...onli suan 1 tym nia..phew...but tat day we 3 oso gt suan him sia..haha...anyway when he came lynn was nt ard...so he chat wif us...n some of the collegue...his action is quite funny which kp makin wee nie laughing sia..hmm...those collegue who has seen him eg freddy, susan,kitty sae he dun lk lyt tcher but instaed lyt our fren sia...so young worx...haha...when lynn came bac..she open a conference rm n let us n our lo chat n she herself oso tok to joseph..hmm...the whole situation seem awkward...den thru the conversation, found out joseph oso frm dcp sia...his attachment oso in jurong island sia..hmm..den he sae his last tym project wif the company is abt shampoo-pantene..den he was sayin wee nie hair is abit dry ..blah blah..my hair abit frizzy...blah blah...sayin we zhuan dao cos gt free consultation sia..after tokin, its was abt 1pm..our lunch tym le...so joseph went to hav lunch wif us at the nearby fdcourt...he treat us our lunch so in return me n wee nie treat her drink lor...hmm found out he lyt to eat veg cos mostly the veg are eaten up by him sia..even cucumber he eats..so healthy..wow...den afetr lunch went bac to the company..he sign our log bk...den went off le lor..he sae he most prob onli visit us 1 tym nia..if gt tym he will drop by...hmm wee nie lyt k[p wishin him to come sae he veri funny all tat..for me kk lor.....quite funny oways do weird stuff...hmm...but smtym he will make my blood boil...anyway tats for mon...

eh tues, wed,thurs are all abt the same..nothin special happen lar..juz help freddy do his powerpt slide..did 1 or 2 exp....did filing..haiz...kinda bored...wah freddy power pt slide is damn long...about 100 plus slides sia...last tym he oso gt attachment student help him do..2gata gt 200 plus slides...omg....wonder hw the ple attend his course survive..so many slides sia...haha...though i did for 3 days le..but the powerpt slides still haben done..so u cn c hw long are the slides..den thurs was abit late for work abt 833am den rch but phew lynn was nt dere yet..she is late agn...waha..lucky...den fri...wAS gd..ahah..cos freedy brought we 3 out for lunch and treat us sia.so gd of him...even lynn who is in charge of us oso nv bring us go out..niao sia..finali i m out of the industrial park..yippie...at 1st he was gg to bring us to sp tat reasurant at near the swimmin pool de..but we lyt showed him a dun wan face..haha...den he suggested to go ginza...den...we went to ginza de sakura n eat...the food dere was nt bad..cos its near my sec schl..n i hab been dere a few tym le..the food dere is hala de...hmm ...found out tat freddy nv eat chili cos he ordered kangkong in those sauce nt lyt the usual sambal chili kind..so we eat n chat,..agn/.. the situation is awkward..waha...found out tat freddy was a tcher last tym sia...she teach math n sci sia..hmm..den he was askin if we are interested to join the company after we grad..if wan must apply fast in jan...cos dere would be some vacancy de...hmm..i dun think i wan to join the company..provided the pay is damn high ..waha...after lunch..rch the office abt 215 pm sia..haha...kitty ask us where we go..told her is ginza...b4 i told her teh name she guessed it le..wah so smart...she sae she v.gd in eatin de...sae sakura nt bad..haha...den she sae..y nv ask freedy to treat us to jap food even more ex...haha..manager treat must slash him..lolz...hopefuli its nt the last tym he brought us out..hehez.....

so i think tats all for this wk...quite a boring wk sia...nothin interestin for me to do..sianz...hopefuli nxt wk more lab work..cos maria is bac frm her leave on mon...yippie..finali...so long sia...3 wk le...she den bac frm her leave ...wonder hw she lk lyt..waha...shal update nxt wk..cya..bb




-attitude-

Saturday, March 18, 2006

2nd week of itp

2nd week of itp has passed....left 4more wk of itp.....so wat i had been doing this wk....

tis wk i was late two days...on mon i rpt at 832 lyt lucky my manager-lynn was even later den me....but wed was worst...i rpt at 840am...lynn was oreadi dere i hab meetin wif the rest of the staff dere...walk in and lynn glance at me..shit...was damn ps....anyway nvm....all the bus fault anyway...waited for the bus for damn damn long...n when the bus came...it was damn packed..i nearli cnt step onto the bus..kp squeezing in...damn du lan....i was late le and still nd to squeeze...lucky magange to board the bus if nt would be evn later....suddenly a phase came into my mind when i was in the bus..haha...不是你死就是我亡。。duneo y tis phae came to my mind ..so funny..

anyway lynn was on leave majority of this wk...she was on leave on tues, thur, fri and took half day on wed....life without lynn was damn shiok..the company ple was slack...haha...we even had tea break anytym we lyt...wed ...wee keong bought curry puff for teabteak....haha..the curry puff was soso...den cavin bought banana for teabreak..wah the banana was very very starchy...eat until damn full...den duneo who fri bought goreng pisan...but i nv eat it...cos no one invite me to eat...haha...nvm....but i fri drank coffee and tea for my teabreak..waha....self make de...nt bad...even freddy(another manager) came over n had tea break sia for wed thurs n fri..haha...too bad.. sian lynn returnin bac on mon....which mean evry1 will b work n work le..no more tea break..sobz..no more slackin..

anyway i finali gt the chance to touch some lab work...though nt much....but i enjoy the 1st exp..quite fun though...callibration of some apparatus..n we oso did engravin of the volumetric flask...at 1st i thut engravin was fun....it was nt...nt fun at all...instead it was damn noisy and the device for engravin vibrate alot...i oso did some admin work ...of cos...typin of billing rpt..photocopyin...arranging of files..n oso helpin freddy out in a ppt slide ...cos he holdin a course...den me n wee nie helpin him to add some pic to the slides and do the backgrd all tat..sian i dun lyt to do....wish some1 can help me do..haha....

also for lucnh break...i went to two new food centre where i nv been b4...gt one food centre nt bad..cos below gt provision shop...cn buy ice-cream...yummy....chill myself...on tues i ate guava ice-cream...fri i ate the lime ice-cream...yummy...shall eat ice cream nxt wk too..i lub dem..haha....yum yum....but the 3 food centre all so far frm my company..nd to walk quite a distance..sianz...

i felt tat workin life u hab to be strong sia....cos even arranging of filess..the files r damn thick n heavy...n u hab to carry here n there..soo heavy...even lab oso lor...fri did at exp...abt the sepearting funnel de...the funnel was 1l lor...den we hab to shake it n shake it to extract out the lead..i think i hab shake it for 15 times lor...shake until my hand pain (aching sia)...

hmm..think tats all for this wk...shall update nxt wk...cya guys....hope nxt wk is beta den tis wk...ahhaz





-self centred-

Sunday, March 12, 2006

human nature

i juz can't understand y human lyt to act as if they are correct although they r in the wrong....it sometimes reali pissed me off.....can't they juz admit that they don't knoe/ in the wrong...instead of makin up stories and actin as if they r correct...worst things is that they thut i dun knoe they r actuali makin up stories and doin it over n over...omg...reali cnt stand it....y?..y?...is it reali dat embarrasing?...









-u r the ending of the story-

Saturday, March 11, 2006

1st wk of itp

muhaha...so fast 1st wk of itp has gone..amazing..time reali flies...so wat hab i been doing tis wk....all i cn sae is admin and more admin work...i m a typical admin gal...doing filing..typing....photocopying...omg...i learnt nothin relevant to my course sia...i think my xcel skill has improve tis wk...hehez....actuali tym reali flies while doing admin work...evry morning...do work...wish for lunch to come...after go bac to work ...wish for 615pm to come...cn go hm le...tats a daily routine...

hmm...actuali my collegue nt bad lar...cn get along well with...hmm...gt a few of dem came frm sp de...hmm...gt one guy called kenneth..i think he is the joker in the company...without him...the comp would be quite quiet...his laughter is horrible..hahaz...and my lab manger which is in charge of me for itp...the way she speak is in broken lang...and i knoe tat her kou dou cang is ->u get wat i mean nt?....haha...i caught her sayin tat alot of tym le..she seldom tok to us much de...she seem busy evryday..hearin ph call evry min sia...muhaha....n kitty the admin gal whom i speak to most...actuali is tokin to her abt admin stuff all tat...she lk younger den her actual age worx....oh yah..my com still gt one australian guy..haha...wah he quite zai de worx...gt win wat climbin highest hotel in spore one lor..zai sia...n still gt alot of ple lar...haha..lazy to mention....oh yah...i went to another side of my com(#1-03) on tues i think...the all admin section to type my billing report cos my com(#1-04) gt nt enuf com lar...den some1 a quite cute lady(big eyes) sittin nearby me...ask me wan to drink water nt..haha..cos she c me lyt nv drink water...waha...den b4 she went for lunch still remind me said...eh..later must rmb to drink water horz...waha...so funny...quite touch..she actuali care for me...waha...though we dun knoe each other and i duneo her name anyway.. waha

haha 1st day of work...the com hold meeting(smthing usual evry morning de)...kenneth n ms yap(lab manger) were argueing over the result thingy lor...though is a sort of meetin but onli kenneth n ms yap r tokin nia..others r juz eatin n listenin breakfast..ahha..den kenneth duneo say wat..i u gg to say --- in front of the attachment student..hmm...den..in teh end they nv sae le..i feel tat ms yap is quite stubborn...i felt tat she feel machine which r expensive n can r used by quite alot of comp is gd....hmm..anyway tats my opinon lar..mayb she is rite in her judgemnt..

actuali....i dun mind doin admin...but todae i m reali damn sian of doin le...cos for the past 4 days i hab been doing the same thing..which is typin of billing report..mai siao siao..the billing rpt gt my name...cos below dere gt type "prepared by mz" ( in arial narrow- font 6) wahah..though the font is small...but at leaste beta den nothin..waha...gt left a history in my company..haha...anyway while typing of billing rpt make alot of mistake den must reprint n reprint lor..omg..waste com alot of resources..so ps...den kitty told me those paper gt mistake de...cn throw away..i was lyt omg..so wasteful...the error i make cn accumulate to a big file of lecture notes lor...den i feel throwin the paper away was quite wasteful so yst n todae i kop some paper home...shh..dun tell my company..waha...mayb nxt wk if i doin admin i might kop some home too...cos i think i evryday would make mistake de lar...haha...den todae in the meetin...the lab manager..ms yap...sae tat we itp student might do admin until nxt fri..i was lyt...diaoz...wat shuld i write in my log bk sia...sianz....lucky calvin( gt rank in the company) help us to voice out sae...its nt fair to use lor...cos we nd to update our log bk...if evryday do admin we hab nothin to write...so mayb we might alternate days do admin bahz...hope so...cos i reali quite sian of typin billing rpt though its quite alrite the job...

oh yah..den todae ms yap said to kitty den yur work as been cleared nw become my table hab big pile of work le( mainly signing of her signature) -_-"....i was thinkin ...serve her ritez...haha..who call her dun let us do lab stuff...ask us to do admin stuff...hehez...if she let us do lab stuff...mayb the admin thingy would nt b cleared so fast..den she wun hab much stuff to sign le..hez..

as for the food centre near my company...there is abt 3 hawker centre...but tis wk i onli went to 1 hawker nia...n todae i eat the mee rubus...which is the tastiest fd i eaten so far..haha...the hawker centre mostly is cai fan..so sianz..mayb nxt wk will go to another hawker centre..heard kitty said dat teh canteen at our com basement...the fd quite ex..so i might nt go dere bahz....

actuali if i were to chose btwn schl n job..i oso nt sure nw...both gt its pros n con lar...for workin ritez...its quite relax...though smtym the work assign to u its quite urgent...but i tis wk..average evryday 10 plus slp le...so shiok...unlyt schlin me 12 plus den cn slp lor...mayb gib me few more wk..shall c hw is my com..

kk lar..gtg le...seem todae my blog seem quite lengthy...too much things to write..waha...shall update nxt wk...hope i cn touch lab stuff n nt admin work evryday...waha....cya guys...all the best for itp..n enjoy sia....byebye....



stero-typing might make 1 life worst...

Saturday, March 04, 2006

the day has arrived

Yeah!! xam is finali over...so happy...erm mayb nt..haha...cos i think i might do well for tis sem n itp is gg to start in abt 3 days time...omg...todae went to lk for my lo..omg...he reali erm duneo hw to say...kp suan-in me...each sentence i sae he will suan me..sianz... aiya..think my itp grade would nt b gd le...sobzsobz

anyway juz wana share wif u guys who r readin my blog abt a true story which left me with huge impact..heard tis story on yin yue re ji(933fm)..tis it hw it begins....

在某一个国家。。。一位父亲刚买了以辆新豪华的车。他高高兴兴的驾那辆车回到他家去。他便把那辆车停在他家外面, 然后回到自己的房间去。过了不久后,他就听到一阵砰。。砰。。砰。。的声音, 便急忙跑下楼看个究竟。令他吃惊的是, 他看到他的儿子手拿着铁锤 再拼命的敲打他刚新买的车。他看到后,非常的生气,便拿铁锤 拼命的敲打儿子。当他发现自己在做什么时, 已经太迟了,因为儿子已经昏迷了。他连忙把儿子送进医院。医生说儿子的手需要据掉因为一根骨已经断了。但手术完了后, 儿子醒过来 看到自己的手已经被据掉了。。他就望着爸爸 对他说:“爸爸对不起。。我错了。。我以后不贪玩了。。我的手还会张的对不对?"。。。。爸爸听到了非常伤心。
爸爸回到家后便自杀了。

tats the end of the story..it left me with double impact...hmm....anyway the morale of story is patience is one of a component in love.....








Changes is good or bad?

Friday, February 24, 2006

Song

Let's dance in style,
let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait,
we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not

Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men

Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders, we're getting in tune
The music's played by the madmen

Forever young,
I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever
Forever -- and ever

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?

It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth's like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever

So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams swinging out of the blue
We'll let them come true

Forever young...











-So nEar yEt DifFerEnt woRlDs apArt-

Sunday, February 19, 2006

是他还是她?

到底是他还是她?


我每天晚上都能听到一首又一首的曲子。。。
传出美妙的琴声
我永远都不知道他是谁
唯一知道的是他住在我家对面

当我一听到钢琴的声音
我就会走去窗那儿
望望对面
希望能看到弹钢琴的人

已经一个星期了
我仍然不知道他是谁
虽然大家的距离很近
但他永远对我来说只是一个影子。。。








A wAke Up cAlL...

Friday, February 17, 2006

Life StIll GoES on

hmm..suddenly felt so bored studying...another 6 more days is exam...so sianz...i dun hab the mood to study ...feel lyt playin...n enjoyin...u might think after exam cn relax..no way man....ITP would den start...argh....i hate workin...wonder hw is my company lyt..me no hab any holidae...borin...hmm...was scrolling thru my friendster...n redain the testi written by my fren...haha...suddenly hab lots of thuts....some -ve thuts n some +ve thuts..haha...wateva it is...sometimes it is gd to view the memories u once hab...

kk i wana stop here..cos some1 tempt me to maple...n i cnt resis it...muhaha...shall blog another tym...cya...bb...




The 1st CuT IS tHe DeEpest!!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

bullshit day...venting anger

hwhw nw so angry....damnz it...hate tis life....in schl oreadi so stress wif many many test...nw came wif this bullshit stuff....dere r some things which i dun wana say .....feel lyt shouting out loud....think i will get depression one day man...wth.... things might be nice on the appearance but inside its rotten man....argh~....there are alot of stuff i wana say...but i can't.....

hope after end my blog..my mood would be better..

Sunday, January 29, 2006

happy chinese new yr eve ....

hmm....so fast another yr had past...which mean i hab grown older le.....actuali its v. contradicting...beacause when i was in primary schl i which i would faster grow up...but nw i which i was younger....thinkin abt gg to attachment sn...scares me....the workin society is v.complicated...haiz......wonder hw wuld it be lyt workin....though its nt my 1st tym workin ...haha...

though its cny...but dere are tons of hmk for me sia...n test comin up ....wat kinda cny is tat man...haiz...dun feel lyt gg to schl...1stly becos gt alot of test comin up...2ndly is abt the envir in poly.....shall nt elaborate much....anyway.....hw i wish times would rewind bac....anyway i once heard a 933fm dj saying 在年轻认识的朋友是最真实的。。。i agree with it.....becos when we r young like durin primary or sec schl yr....the ple ard us r v.pure(no corrupted mind)...n dey make fren wif us with gd intention.....but as we grow up.....ple changes...dey search for power, reputation...result in bac-stabbin...gossiping....
seriously....as i grew up i slowly 4get the definition of wat frenz is....
is it fren r dey ple oways beside u whenever u go?...... frenz are oways dere when u nd dem?......or is it fren is lyt love definition.....wat u think it is n tats is.....depend on individual....wats the ans?........

anyway for tonite reunion dinner...mama nt gg to hab steamboat...sobsob...but mama gg to cook buddhA jump over the wall...muhaha...yummy...haha.....duneo wat other dishes she gg to cook....tmr is cny le....gg to c my grandparent...auntie...uncles....cousins....n collect alot of ang paos....hehe....

shall end here...gg to pia my rpt....hope tonite cn maple...so long nv touch maple le...



在同样的时间里,发生不同样的事。

Monday, January 02, 2006

HAppy new yr.....

yst 31/1/05.....last day of 2005.....as usual i m wif SLACK for our countdwn session...though onli 7 out of 10 members present but we still hab a fun tym...haha....how i wish evryday would be lyt last day of 2005 and 1st day of 2006...reali reali enjoy the day in west coast park..kk...we meet up at 7pm at kent ridge bus stop...den we went to west coast park de mac n eat our dinner. den we stay there tok n eat...play some stupid game...haha...qw was workin at the macafe dere...he lk lyt so free sia...kp walkin here n dere...bcareful gana fired arh..haha....den we tok abt our days in sec schl...so funny...tok abt hw we bully tcher...tok abt weird weird tcher...haiz....the days in sec2c were v.fun....hw united were we....hw we joined force n bully tcher...make dem angry...too bad..time flies...nw in poly u wuld c tis kinda situation le...noo more....kk...continue with my stories....we chat until abt gg to 11pm den we went to west coast park...hunting for a gd spot to set up our stuff...after walkin one big round...we settle down...

Our chosen place

sy den suggested to form [S.L.A.C.K] wif candles.....anyway we gt nothin to do so we formed it out....we took abt 10 min to formed....the effect was gd when we lighted it up...so impressive sia....so proud of our masterpiece..ahah...

Our hardwork

at abt 1130pm...we thut of playing a game...qw by den oredai end work le...we ask him go bac to mac to steal scrotch tape for our game...by the tym we write the things for our game...its oreadi 1145pm...so we suggested after count dwn den play our game lar... we ask a passer-by to take pic for us...den we started to countdwn.....

ahha so smoky sia the pic...we gana drowned in the smoke on 1st of 2006...argh...help!!!!

after the coutndwn we continue wif teh games....hmm...duneo hw to explain the game...but quite fun...me gana forfeit 3 tym sia...gana hit on ear ...argh so pain sia...sobsob....we play until abt 1 lyt tat...den we went to mac dere drink coffee...wah...though is abt 1pm ..mac still v crowded...we finali gt to sit dwn...sice qw work dere..he help us to karpo cold coffee...haha..dun envy worx...tahnx qw..but while he help us to karpo..he still nd to help out in macafe dere though his workin hr over le...cos mac reali so amny ple...business damn gd...kk den..me , fio, ch drink until halfway hab to go le...cos ch dad drove us hm...n ch mum lyt quite angry...den fio rch hm 1st den me....anyway thanx ch n ch dad for teh ride..me rch hm ard 2am sia...so exhuasted...den slept ard 3am...todae woke up at 12pm...1st tym so late woke up...haha....

memories are a film played without sound....

Monday, December 26, 2005

hohoho...merry chirstmas to all

helo evry1...todae is 25th dec which is christmas..haha...wish evry1 out dere merry christmas...juz rch hm nt long ago n bath ..phew..so tired ...zzzZZ

yst...24th dec.....went to sh hm at abt 7 pm .....was suppose to acc slack to buy the ingrodient for our dinner...but i acc my ma go shoppin so i went to sh hm alone...went dere and the timing was just ritez cos slackers rch dere nt long ago too...help dem out...we went to prapre the ingrdient for our steamboat...haha 1st tym slack had diy steamboat 2gata...but sad to sae nt all slack members turned up...anyway...i help to marinate the chicken..aiyer make my hand so oily...we anyhw add the ingredient for marinating the chicken...we add in sesame oil, m.s.g, pepper and sauce...haha...the amount we agar-agar one....den sy help to cut the chicken, fiona help to cut and wash veg, while the guys and sh help to set up steamboat stuff . unfortunately, qq duneo y gana cut by the knife, his hand was bleedin, blood was drippin on the floor. we din realise it until sh sae eh who is bleedin y the floor gt blood. den we help to clean the blood on the floor. After marinating the chicken, i cut the fish...wow...the fish is lyt damn hard to cut lor..cos of its skin..so fishy smell...jj took over the cuttin of fish and oso had diff.....but when sh took over, she cut the fish easily...tsktsk...wonder hw she did it....finali when evrything was readily..its was ard 9pm..haha...we sat ard the dining table and prepare for our steamboat feast..yummy!..haha...the food was quite alrite...haha...quite impress with our culinary skill..muhaha...

after the steamboat thingy, we packd up..it was ard 11plus den. We taunted overnite but Sy need to go hm as she cnt stayed overnite...but she reali wanted to stayed overnite so she ask sh to help her called her parent n persuade dem to let sy stay overnite..but when sh called sy parent, her mum was damned fierce she say cnt let sy stay...sobsob...but in the end sy rebel and stayed overnite at sh hm...haha we went to sh rm to watch show den until ard 1 plus am, we went to the cc bb court dere played bb...woo~...its was damn fun..i lub midnite bb...u cn feel the thrill...it was dark n cnt really c clearly the ball ..and the floor was wet...result me slippin a few tym..but anyway it was worth it...i lub midnite bb yeah!...we played until about 4 plus am den we went to sh hm....all of us stink n our legs were dirty...muhaha....we washed up...and den watched van helsing while some help to fix sh com cos her com infected by some idiotic virus.....den we watch until 6am ....i was damn tired le cnt ren...in the end, me,fio,qq,qinwei,jj went to slp...we woke up ard 9am...den ch n sy took a short nap...sh nv slept cos she was busy fixing her com... when i woke up, my legs muscle were aching..argh so pain ..think is becos i long time nv xercise le...mayb half a yr or more nv xcercise le...
at 11am in the morning, we went to mac to hab our breakfast. after eating , sy was scared to go hm herself cos she yst rebel her mum n wonder wat her mum would did to her....sy phoned her mum but her mum nv ans...a while later her mum called...she sae wat dun ren her...wah so scary her mum..lyt actin drama sia...

after pondering, we went to sy hm one reason is to help her fixed her com(gana infect by virus too)...another reason is to "protect" her frm her strict mum...haha...when we rched her hm...her ma was so fierce frm her actn(shocked)...evry1 was lyt dun dare to enter her hm sia...so scary..den her dad "lectured" us sae wat 家有家规....sae she cnt stay overnite one .....hmm her parent r lyt too unresonable i think....cos she is oreadi 18 le...n her parent r so strict..she is lyt a bird in a cage...waha...sad sia.....anyway...we den went up to her rm...i was quite scared to be frank...dun dare to slp one her bed though i m tired..but eventuali i cnt ren le...went to slp on her bed...at ard 5plus her mum suddenly lyt良心fa xai....she asked us go dwn to eat the laksa...lucky her parent gg out le..or else lyt damn pai sehz....her dad oso gav us $50 to eat our dinner...wah damz gd sia...dey lyt two diff ple in the aft n evening...so scary..after sy family went out..i suddenly feel more relax...haha...nt so pressurized le..haha..den we played majng..muhaha..we played frm abt 6pm to 8p lyt tat...at 7pm sy called canadian pizza for our dinner..at 8pm, we ate our dinner...yumyum....quite nice the pizza...and after dinner, awhile later, we went hm...me rch hm at 9plus...kk me gtg...rush to c my vampire show..hahaz...bb...



haha...thanx slackers for gibin me such a wonderful memories on christmas eve n christmas....is a memories to b cherish..^_^


xperienced the extreme stuff.......

Friday, December 23, 2005

personality test...

juz done a personality test...hmm and found out my color is green..

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

lolz...duneo whether u all think its true nt...but to some xtend i feel its true...haha...wateva...tats my color..hmm..green gav me a kinda feelin it is related to veg plantation those kinda..haha...

todae st went malaysia le...wish her 一路顺风..haha...hmm tmr is christmas eve le...wonder wats slack wun b doing sia...hope is smthin interestin..hehe...kk shall end here...me gg to watch my fav show-爱德掌们人。。haha..cya guys...bb




About the time we think we can make ends meet, somebody moves the ends

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

happy bdae to u ^_^

Actuali i dun feel lyt blogging todae.So tired still doing research for my hmk...sianz...I think todae blog is gg to b real short cos nothin interestin happen. juz nw i suddenly rmb smthin...so i intend to blog..hehe....anway chirstmas is comin..so fast...wonder wat interestin stuff i would do for chirstmas...so lkin forward to nite time cos ms gg to bring me to decorate chirstmas tree in maple...haha...1st tym sia....lalala


Though u might not c this blog but juz wana sae happy bdae to u...haha...todae gg to b a special day to u i guess....must b habin a grand celebration ritez nw. Anyway juz wana wish u
.........^happy birthday^...


I nv found u.....i am just too tired to carry on this game...anyway it does not matter now....cos 我在也不是以前的我了......leave it to fate.....tats what i oways believe and will believe...




...............the game of hide and seek......

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

wo0~..."old times frenz"

Todae woke up at 10am...hehe...went online at 11am...stare at scrn soo long sia...sianz...doing my envir...so angry with it....while findin envir info....xiao ed tok to me.....hmm...saying he gg to go ns sn le....haha found out tat he reali reali ms his jc fren sia...wow....anyway nw felt tat times flies..reali...evry1(guy) are entering ns sn le.....it reali seem so fast....recall the days we play in schl..make fun each other in schl....nw....wooosh...dey enterin ns le...so fast..cnt reali believe it...c dey cut botak..waha so weird..anyway all the best in ns...take care...

after tokin...me continue rpt agn....do..do..不只不绝。。。5pm le...chat wif ms awhile...den went to bath sia....watch tv..wah c the ping-pong(repeat) so exciting...gt one zabor so pro....den after dat eat my dinner...eat finish dinner....read up jeff bia slide...den went watch 爱的掌门人........so nice the show....haha....den after tat recieve a msg...sae dey gg to discuss project on thur....hmm..i cnt cos i gt dental appt n gg out wif ms......but fri st cnt....wat to do....but i thtu i oreadi told dem last tym i thur cnt le mahz......haiz....4get abt it...wateva lar....knoe its oso hard to fix a tym to compromise wif evry1....n anyway ms sori for breakin promise....haha......

den went to do jeff bia mcq...wah so tedious..kill lots of memory cell...lucky...i 2nd attempt...fyll marks...hehe so happy....cool me dwn.....if nt fire add to fire sia.....anway nw tokin to my 3 mth jc fren.....mabel....wonderin hw is she ...long tym no c sia....hmm...seem lyt todae reconile with alot of my old times fren...lolz....kk lar shall end here...ms rushing me to play maple....muahha.....cya.....bb..nitey



Hold on but don't hold too tightlet go
it's gonna be alright
don't run away from what your heart is feeling
be strong face what you're afraid ofcome on,
show em what you're made of
I know its hard when your hope is gone
but you gotta keep holding on

Sunday, December 18, 2005

^_^

finali its the 'holidays".......yippie.....waited tis day for so long...althu its a holidae, there are still so many many things to do...gt 4 formal rpt to chiong, some e-learning assignemnt....schl open gt 2 quiz.....tsktsk...wth so many stuff to do but yet v.little tym...sobsob....hmmm ....nxt nxt wk gt chalet....hope the chalet wuld b fun....hope will nt oways stay in chalet n watch tv/ rot....hmm...oh yah tokin abt chalet haven buy chirstmas gift for the exchange prg ...haiz duneo wat to buy for her...head-pain arh...haha...

Oh yah i change my blog skin yst...did any1 notice it? hahah....quite nice ritez....hmm....but gt some parts quite weird duneo hw to fix it.....haven reali found a suitable song for my blog...nvm tis few days i will lk out for suitable song for my blog...anyway no nd go chl...muhaha...

hmmm....so long nv go to the beach le...i ms the beach n the sun...i wana go sun-tannning....n i oso wana play basketball n badminton.....so long nv touch all tis ever since tis term....haiz....i neglect exercising....kk lar gtg le...wana maple le...hehe....cya ...bb


actuali it is nt so hard to 4get............

Thursday, November 24, 2005

long tym no blog.....

it hab been ages sonce i last blog.....its nt i m busy wif schl work but i m busy wif mapling...muhaha.....n oso dun hab much inspiratn on wat to write....todae is oso nt xceptional..haha ...but i still decide to blog or else my site will rot le....anyway this few days hab some thtu abt wat r frenz....
hmm...rmb gt 1 tcher ask me a qns....n i finali found an ans to it....it doesn't matter hw many frenz r ard u...wats matters the most is dey r true frenz...

haha todae i m nt gg to write wat i did ......its gg to b a short blog...n its real short cos i m ending here.waha







知道不该知道的,会让自己痛苦。。。。。。。

Friday, October 14, 2005

mapling-life as a warrior

I m a warrior in mapleland...haaa....most of the day i m fighting..training up myself...althu i feel tat my job is a no brain job..but i m mild addict to it..haha...duneo y...currently me at level 28....targetin to b level 30 sia...haha....hmm...tis wk i m nt reali into fighting cos quite buys doing other stuff sia..mayb nxt wk i will b level 30...n i hope to hav a pet dog(haven realease) n an angel package....angel damn nice sia..haha...dun c i hab a cool cool appearance but deep inside me i lyt all those cutey stuff/..wahaa

In mapleland....i saw diff type of ple...some r lyt me...a warrior..while others r magician...bowman...bandits....some of dem r kind...while some r damn mean...haiz....n gt a.p sia...anway...me nw is fully armour..haha...my dressing nt v.nice...lolz........i chose warrior tis job bcos i feel tat tis name is cool n it uphold justice...lolz....hmm i reali envy magician cos they gt spell...den cn long range attack...haha...anyway todae i m on leave....cos mapleland is under maintance......they introduce new pet...a cat...y nt dog...so biased.......



kk lar gona end here le...>....to be continue....



koaz...damn angry...juz nw actuali i type finish my blog le..abt to publish den gt error...nw nd to retype evrytingy....yah...so...todae i watch a prg on channel new asia..duneo wat the title...n hav lots of thut abt it sia...its abt a gal...she is juz onli abt 9 yrs old....but she hab to go thru lots of hardship........she is blind in 1 eye n hab cancer...wif all tis setbacks she din gib up her life...n she duneo when she will part the world...instaed of feeling sad..inferior...,she stay cheerful n optimistic...she oso take care of her bro...n she v.mature...the way she speaks...her thuts...i think is too mature for her age le...haha....anyway....mayb no 1 is prefect bahz....god gave her tis but took the other away frm her....hmm... i feel tat though her life is short but she live more meaningful den the rest of the ple....yah..tats all....jiayou....




life is lyt a route...some ple route r long...while other r shorter.......

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Uuuuhuuuuu.....m bac!!!

Yoz peeps m bac to update my blog agn...*-*.....keke...it has been so long for since i last update my blog le...abt 1 mth le...hmm..my exams r finished...finali..so happy...but i think i will nt to well tis sem...haiz...anyway ...its over le...lets party~..wahaha... actuali yst wana update my blog...but my site gt some error cnt update my blog..hmm...
kk...anyway todae went to watch wait till u r older...hmm..the show quite nice...some parts v.meaningful..wah tis wk watch two movie....broke le sia...hmm.wonder wat m i gg to do nxt wk...lala..gg to rot at hm..so long nv exercise....feel lyt exercising..hmm...n mayb do something meaningful during tis weekend bahz...hmmmm think its a short entry cos hav nothin much to write..haha...kk gona stop here...

...sometimes u will feel lonely....
cing others hav it
but not yurself...
u yearn to hav it....
u ask yurself r u prepare with it....
n..... yur reply is no...
mayb ....
freedom is wat u reali suits.....



人生就象一道路……一旦过了就不可以再来…..可幸的是它不用再重复

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Moments...

todae was a sat..which mean i woke up late..hmm..woke up at 930am in the morning...ate my breakfast....yong tau fu..my mama bought frm the market...den after tat watch tv...watch till abt 2pm went to continue my math tutorial which i yst fell aslp while doing..hmm...den after doing study abit of el tech...at abt 5pm lyt tat..mum bought me to the optician to make spect...my degree has increase...but nt v.much...50 degree al2gata....make a geek spec...waha...actuali i dun wana make geek spec 1..feel tat geek spec dun reali suit me..but slackers wana make its a mission..waha... hmm den i make lor...i n my mama was deciding wat color to make....she sae red suit me...i oso think so ....but slackers mission the geek spec is black in color...somemore if i wear red...it will b v.attention seekin...so in the end make a black geek spec...haha..i wear lyt kana weird...but nvm...mayb wear lng le will used to it...hmm...wed gg to collect...
after making spec...went hm.. reached hm le watch zhen qing...den went to bath...after tat went to the temple at river valley there with my family n my neighour family....waha....after gg to the temple went to ate buffet..waha...the buffet onli v.limited dishes.... quite sianz....me ate little bit den quite full le...waha nnt worth sia....anyway...my mom chat wif our neighbour until abt 10pm(the shop gg to close le) den we left sia....went hm after tat...it was abt 1030pm wen i reached hm...haiz...so sianz......tats all wat i did 2dae..nothin special ...hmm....haiz....nxt 2 wk gg to be damn stress..gt lots of test cumin out...hope i cn do well...haiz....gtg to do my report le...byez...







........time has exceed my control.....

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

boredom...

The new wk has start agn.....wat cn i say...its damn sianz.....haiz......althu tis wk nt much test but...still so stressful..nd to pia rpt..study nxt wk test...repeat the same routine evry wk...nothin special in my life....so bored....hw i wish i cn put evrything dwn....havin no guilt...no regrets....no worries....no complicatn....hw i wish of tat.........

Going to the beach wif some1....watchin sunrise...sunset......enjoying the breeze....jump into the ocean n swim lyt a dolphin....at nite lie on the wu bian wu ji de ground star gazed.....seeing shootin stars....cry when i feel lyt cryin n den 4get everything cos the wind has brought my sorrow away...laugh when i feel lyt laughing...sream my sadness n sorrow away on the summit of the hill.....dere no reason to hide/act ....no stress....wow its seem so relax n enjoyable...hw i wish of tat.........but i knoe its onli a dream....

mayb in tish world the most enjoyable stuff does not cost any $...its free...but it depend on yr heart whether u hav the courage to let it go....



do wat u wana do.....juz follow yr heart...n hab no regrets....

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Happy NaTioNaL daY...

guess wat....hmm...the 1st thing i saw at the start of todae was fireworks....yippie...went to marina dere to watch fireworks with ms, cyn,wx,fw,xl,brainy....sort of lat min decision..b4 the firework gt some band performin lyt fir, 183 club....and gt taufik n rui en...tanya...performin....din magnage to saw fir perform cos when we went there was quite late...anyway...we magnage to catch a glimpse of dem..but they were so far frm us..makin them so small..hmm...actuali the firework kk nia...haha..cos part of the firework was gana blocked by the stupid big tree sia..so irritating...haiz..the firework lasted for 15min...wowow.....soo long ....durin the dissplay of the firework..there is a gp og singapore chinese orchestra performin...pei he the firework sia...hmm....after the firework...the crowd was disperse...singaporean r so xian shi....the firework finish le..they go hm le...few people stayed there a while for the "concert"......while we lyt most singaporean oso went hm...we went to the toilet to collect some water..keke...and den wash our shoe...and legs...cos the marina there the field was muddy...yucks!...after waSHIN, we walked to marina mrt statn...the walk took 15min...damn long...there was a point where the walk make me feel lyt as if i was on nite walk cos we nd to walk a path where it was dark...and ard us was lots of big big tree...so creepy...

when we reached marian it was gg to 1am le..pengz....so tired..and so crowded sia..haiz...reached hm at abt 2am le and still saw my bro was mapl-in..dotz...haiz...was so tired....woke up at 10am todae sia...lata in the evening gg to watch ndp on tv..hehe...gtg...byez!

你 不 在 是 以 前 的 你, 而 我 再 也不是 从前 的 我 .....duneo wat u r thinkin anyway...but it makes me ....u more...lalala... bcos of yur empty promises...n yur back "stabbing"...




我 不 懂 , 不 是 因 为 我 不 懂, 而 是 装 着 不 懂

Monday, August 08, 2005

life?

wats life exactly abt?its so cruel to hav smthin one moment and the nxt moment its gone...gone 4eva..n
todae...its seem to me tat life is short and it is unpredictable.... wateva happen we still hav u get on our feets n move on..望 前 看, 不 要 回 头 往...
In this busy world...evryday u work or study...n repeat the same routine....n wats it is for exactly....$ , reputation, goal, satisfactn n etc.....hav u reali reali enjoy yur life once?...n i mean reali 1 whole day...hmmm....

my thuts: tryin to make every1 ard me n myself to b happy.....but it is reali reali damn hard bcos of the complicated surrounding in this world...hmmm....y r human so complicated?....there is a sentence sayin tn life u can either chose life to b happy or sad...but things are easier to b said than done....




Cherish every1 ard u cos u duneo wat might happen tmr......

Saturday, August 06, 2005

yeah... 2 dwn

todae ....gt so many da ji...wahah...cos todae gt bac 2 test paper...then gt 2 test sia...wth...but nt bad the test result..quite satisfy..haha...althu it is nt v.v.gd but my zi zhu chang le...wahh...then did the environmental test todae...hmm....think i made alot of mistake sia...haiz...den multiple cjoice suppose to write on the cover page i wrote my ans bside the qns...haiz...waha...den told the tcher..lucky he was kind enuf...at last envirn test was over...was quite relax..left wif qaas test..hmm..durin the 2 hr break went to library to study...went to level 5...but damn it..while we were studyin the group of idiots in front of us were damn noisy...then some1 kp on knockin on the table..then estee sort of shou bu liao...then throw temper..whha..then fw...suan the grp of ple..then they stop knockin but was still nosiy...hai us cnt concentrate...then qaas test started ...normally tat dr ong wuld continue lesson b4 test...but todae hehe...think the com spoil all wat..so he gav us do the test...while doin the test he remin d the clz 25 ple to meet 1pm at seoul garden....haha...he remind us alot of times lyt scared to ps him lyt tat sia...haha...but honestly we thut of ps he dun wana cum sia...haha...but scared he angry...v.bad..waha...after test...we went hm sia...shiok...no test le...since it was earli went to jp to shop...pei elf to shop for her "frenz" bdae prez...hmmm...after tat we wnt to anderson ice cream to hab ice cream n sun bian sit dwn n chat...then liao abt our clz sia...hmm.....tok n tok quite funny sia..muhaha...den abt 630pm we left jp...cos todae is the 1st dae of 7th mth ..cnt b hm late..haha...then on my way hm say nana..wah so qiao...hmm tats all for todae....hope tmr clz gatherin will b fun bahz..

sometimes...mayb things r easy but we made it till it is compliacted....n nw it is complicated i feel lyt leavin this burden n dun care abt it...m i in a wrong?........it is v.bad of me?....haiz....



in tis world ...u may feel sometimes lonely..sometimes happy....u juz cnt b happy aways..

Monday, August 01, 2005

DIY...yeah!

Todae is ch bdae.....meet fiona at jp abt 2pm bah...den went to ntuc to bought the jap rice which we gg to use later on...after buying the rice...we went to polar to bought a tiger cake for ch...hmm..after tat we rush to fio hm...fio maid help to ck the jap rice....hmm while me n fio went to design on ch prez...her prez we hav been spendin abt 2 daes to complete...so da gong chen sia...hmm...after abt her prez was done ....n sh, jj, qw came...we started to diy our jap rice...wow hand-made sushi...at 1st i thut hand-made sushi was kinda disgustin...after makin it while...so fun sia...cn design so many flavour..quite nice to eat lar actuali althu the rice was kinda plain cos no vinegar was added...hmmm...we did the sushi till abt 6 plus bah...clear up...den qw, sh, jj went to meet ch dey all...while me n fio put the agar agar in the tupperware...hmm...den after everythingy was done we packed up n went to the carpark there to meet sh dey all lor...

After sometimes, dey came ...we started by chattin .....den we gav ch try out the giant sushi made by us...muhaha...she ate abt 3 sushi lyt tat was kinda full..so sad she din magnage to eat the sushi by me...nvm..hmmm...cos my sushi was filled wif lots of rice..muhaha..after eatin we chat agn...we liao dao abt our past...wah so fast haha...we r all grown up le...hmm...rmb the days in sec schl sia...den duneo y we wore the geek spec...the slack mission sia...den sy wore the geek spec reali lk lyt hei mei gui sia..waha...we tk photo of her..made her feel lyt some kinda " retro-superstar"..hmmm abt 9 plus we bought out the tiger cake n sang ch a bdae song...hmmm.....den at abt 9 45pm lyt tat we left the carpark.....n proceed hm.....wah time past so fast..1 dae is gone alredai....


hmmmm........for tis holidaes....me damn busy...no tym to study...nxt wk gt two test ....haiz....me onli spend 1 n 1/2 dae on studying....while 5 n 1/2 daes doing other stuff....muhaha..so busy tis wk gt alot of ple bdae..but i reali enjoy tis holidae...i feel lyt i hav done alot of meaningful stuff..hmm...waha...haiz..n so sad tmr schl gg to open...reali hate studyin...n ....some other stuff lar in schl....so bored ...tmr had to lead the kinda life agn....is there any miracle?...hmm...hw i wish tis holi nv end~.....kk lar gtg le....gotta slp earli or else tmr cnt wake up for schl...



<一 个 人 也 可 以 幸 福 的>

Friday, July 29, 2005

hav lots fun

yoz....todea 28/7/05......it ms bdae....wish her a happy bdae sia....wahha....hope she enjoy todae v.much....keke...anyway juz wana i hav lots of fun todae....n i lyt the cancer-angel v.much...wahha.........hmmm.....i will nv 4get todae althu todae i m nt the main character...wahha....shall nt tell in detail wat i did todae...its a secret...shhh...whaha....so i cnt blog much..keke.....bye...shall end here le



我 记 忆 里 的 童 话 在 心 里 慢 慢 融 化

Sunday, July 24, 2005

^-^ .......

Todae is a sat...hmm woke up at ard 9pm bah...then on the tv...wah so shiok gt 1 wk of holi le..the dae finali came sia...waited sooo long le...finali cn relax...but nt reali relax...cos gt project n test cumin up...haiz...so on mon nd to b hardworkin...wahha...
At ard 11am lyt then went to bath n prepare...cos lata meetin fio, her sis, sis fren to cut hair...wahah the hair cut is free...cos we r gg to b "model"(more lyt a ginea pig bahz)....haha..then we meet at 1pm at orchard...i was late..opps...orchard gt traffic jam sia...sorie...then fio sis was a bit bu shuan...den we proceed to the salon studio there...wah the place was damn hard to find sia...then when we found it the place was quite old...wahah...sian diaoz....reach there abt 130pm le...hmm....
the studio was at 4th level...when we reach 4th level...the receptionist was givin free gifts..haha..she was lyt"prescribing" us wat shampoo to giv to we 4 peeps...the gal sae me wat gt flat head or wat shit...nv listen carefuli...then she sae i gt oily scalp...then giv me 2 shampoo.think so....nv go c.....then she lead us to the "studio"..haha....then omg....the hairdresser...were frm vietnam...they were obtainin some kinda of cert...so we r their "models " bahz...then they language they speak i dun understand sia...then 1 hairstylist show me a cm pic on the style she wana cut...omg...the pic hairstyle damn retro....damn short..wth....haha....then i damn scared..i sae no wan...haha...then suddenly...the hairdresser n one grp of hairdressre came n surround me..so scary....they tok n tok...duneo wat they tok abt..but i guess they dicussin wat style shuld i cut sia...hmmm..after quite smthimes..a male hairdresser cut my hair...then he told the hair professonial(a wild lady) sae he will cut wat style...then the prof sae nt bad..omg..he start cuttin..waha he damn rough..pull my hair so hard until wana drop...as he cut the prof gt spot check a few timeshmm...after 1 hr...he finali cut finish..lala...omg...my fringe...damn weird..wth....fio sae lyt a house..wahha....fio fringe oso no beta...but fio's sis..damn wierd...wahaha...so funny..me ren my laughter tryin nt to laugh...she lk so retro...her hair frm soo long becum so short..lolz...after tat...the prof(the ang moh gal) sae ..those "voodo"(meanin models..pounicatn weird)we went to the mini stage...n all models(includin me..wahah) took a grp photo..then afetr that1 by 1 model gana comment by the hair profess....tellin the hairdresser wat to cut..then follow by givin them award...after tat we end the session..hmm quite sad wif my hair...so weird..wahah....but quite shuan gana call model..1st tym in my life...althu is a fake type...waha..
Then after tat..we went to heern...fio sis was lyt complain abt her hair...whaha..so funny..haiz...pei fio buy slipper then we pai neoprint..haha..our pic lks weird cnt find a normal 1..haha..then after then went to meet ailin dey all at ch....meet them n they were laughin at my hair..sobsob..nvm..then went to kfc eat our dinner...we shop at suntec city ...suppose to c firework..but miss it...we went to find cyn nfuwen ...then xiao ai...on our way to find dem she 4get to buy cake..haiz...stm sia..went buy..then went esplanade find them..after searchin for them finali found dem sia...haiz...hmm..gav cyn a surprise..then we 3 siam dun da rao dey er ren shi jie..waahah...when hm at ard 10pm bahz..haha...

Todae was a enjoyable dae...but the onli thing i nt satisfy is my hair...weird sia...haiz...haha..end here le..byby..nitey...




we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

officially 18

whha...todae is my bdae...hmm actuali nothin much to b happy abt lar...life still goes on as normal...hmm..nothin great deal abut 18 yrs old....haiz.....
anyway wana thanx the ple who wish me happy bdae n those who gave me presents.....anyway wana thanx ailin giv the card n cake..i reali lub the card...so nice....thanx for puttin so much effort in it n its v.nice...v.gan dong......haha....n oso ms sia...nv xpect she will makes stars for me...so gan dong too...somemore the strips r cut n color by herslf...n oso thanx xueli they all for buying me the shirt n skirt( 1 dae i will wear it..waha...it onli a matter of tym..wahah).....n oso the other present given by others...thanx ya...
kk lar gg end here...cya..



"We don't stop playing because we grow older, we grow older because we stop playing."

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Advanced bdae..waha

kk let me write abt yst....9/9/05...a sat...waha....was a enjoyable and fun day kekek.......
In the morning i had dental appointment sia...hmm...woke up at 745am...then i m dental appt was 845am sia....hmm todae my dentist was nt ard....dr. yong....so another dentist took over...a lady doc...quite young...todae every1 in the dental seemed in a hurry sia..wah sehz...weent in to the dentist rm...the nurse asked me wat color band i wan...i chosed green...a lime green color sia...waha...tis is the 2nd time i chose gt color sia...the dentist asked me to chose gt color one so tat when the band dropped off i would knoe...hmmm.....haha the female dentist kua me sia...sae i was doing a gd job in brushing my teeth..asked me to kp up the gd work.keke..wahah so proud of myself..waha..the female dentist changed my band in a hurry then in less than 5min i was out of the rm sia...1st time so fast..keke....then made the nxt appt n went hm noh....even the adminisrator was oso in hurry...guess tis morning a busy day for them sia...
In the afternoon i was rottin at hm...watchin tv....slpin..waha....then at 5pm went out....the slackers met me at city hall...then we headed to suntec city....evry1 was late xcept for jj n ch sia...hmmm .....then on the way to suntec city, ch handed me my bdae present..haha she told me actuali wanted to giv the present at the end of the day...i opened up n saw the present...i saw a water bottle...it was no ordinary bottle...cos on top of it written slack...n all our names...i was abit touched when i saw it..wahah...i reali hope that the words on the bottle will remained 4eva cos written by marker.....hope will nt fade.bah .then ch gave me a big "carat"..haha...fake 1 but thanx for her "carat".. ...hmm.....n they oso gave me a basketball shorts cos i dun hav 1.wahaha.....saw jeff halfway...he was workin at the optic shop...hmm....he sae he would turned up later cos he nw workin sia...hmm....then met fiona ...sy...sh...qw at suntec city...wah fio wore a big sunglasses..lyt lao da sia...or some kinda "superstar"..haha...kk then we headed towards carrefour.....we shopped there n played piano...haha...me n fio, sy took lots of pic there....then after that fio was chattin to me abt her clz gatherin on thurs....say abt ghost stories all tat...then sh ask quite every1...then ch played HAppy bdae song on piano...althu it was nt v.well played..but i reali appreciate it n was gan dong by it...wahah.....then after tat we went to buy stuff (tibits, muffins, drinks).....to eat...then went to kfc to da pao dinner...then we intended to took a bus to esplanade but we waited at the bus-stop for 8 min lyt tat then qw suddenly sae hmm think todae the road closed no hab bus...diaoz....we waited so long..waha...so in the end we walked to esplanade.....we went to the rooftop of esplanade...n eat our dinner...half way to our dinner....there was fireworks....wah damn beautiful gt star shape somemore..wahah....so nice sia....tats the rehearse for ndp...then gt heard rui en singing ...think nt live nahz....kk then after dinner....qq came..he was lyt quite angry abt alighting the wrong bus stop...hmm..then rest awhile...we tok then they sang me bdae song n gav me a mini cake..waha....but one side smashed by that sh lor...hurmp...haha....her leg acidentally kick it...wha lau..hmm..haha...nvm...anyway i very happy sia...after blowin the candles we tok.....then jeff came le...we dun y tok abt ghost story thingy....wah say until freak me out...i was scared lor..then gt 1 part gt tears in my eyes lor...whaha....hai me wonder hw i gg to get hm lata.....at ard 10 plus..we went hm....then i decided to meet my ma at orchard..cos she oso went out..then alighted at orchard to transfer bus...so meet my mama...bobian quite freak out by the ghost stories dun dare go hm alone....we waited for 15min until my ma came sia...then took a bus n went hm....so nw writing up blog sia

haha...me had a happy day yst....yst was reali a memorable day for me...thanx slackers for the present n everything....i feel tat todae was reali a day i cnt 4get..n a v.happy ever since the start of this sem in poly...cos this many things happen which made me quite stress n sad...hmmm...anyway i juz wana shouted it out loud.thanx!!!!




memory, is a way of holding onto the things u love, the things u are, the things u never want to lose

Thursday, June 30, 2005

wat a day!!

hmm bac to write my blog agn......wow tis few days life was v.busy.....everyday onli after mid9te then cn slp....haiz...so many rpt n stuff to do...haiz after since yr 2 life was busy, stressful, competitive..haiz......hw i wish i m still in yr 1....shuld cherish the days in yr 1 sia....

anyway.....todae wed....morning attend lesson as usual....then pon 1 lesson..wahah...cos nd to discuss datasht stuff...then if after schl i nt free to do as todae nd to celebrate 2 frens bdae...wah...hmm kk at 1pm went to find sh n fio....we took 105 to orchard to buy prez for the 2 bade boyz...haha....half-way in the bus journey, some1 board the bus....he lks familar....ohh... i cnt believe my eyes..i saw him..haha...i was quite surprise...so qiao..it has been abt 1yr plus i hav nt seen him le...hmm....he lks quite diff frm the last time i saw him. I was happy......haha...siao liao...kp on lkin at his bac view.....thinkin wah reali damn qiao lor...wat a small world...lyt tat oso cn c him...he turned up when least expected to c him..a....haha i was havin mixed feeling..feelin sad n happy n of cosh surprised..haha...kk lar...then we reached our destinatn le...i hurmp hurmp left the bus lar..wahah...kk then we shopped for the guyz presents....abt 3 plus we r done wif the prez then we went to sh hm noh.....we went to a bakery shop near her hm to buy cake for them n bread for our bacup plan..haha....then we went to sh hm to watch yu le bai fen bai...wah tis show i has nt watch ever since the schl started...hmmm..at abt 6..we took a bus to our ex schl bus stop....tis is where we met jj n wj ......kk we went to the hawker centre to eat...dun lk dwn on fdcourt lor...haha...we had alot of fun at the fdcourt..gals set 1 table whereas guyz sat the other table...we gals order varitey of food like indian rojak, mee goreng, egg omelete wif oyster, char kway tiao....cai tao kuai...hmm we shared among ourselves...wah damn full lor..haha then fio saw her uncle there n here uncle treat us longang us sia...wah eat until we bloated..waha..
After dinner, we carried out our bread plan..haha...then we went sh hm to watch superstar....after watchin superstar...we help the 2 guys celebrate by singing bdae song n cuttin of cakes...we took photos n then we went hm at abt 10 plus bah as most of us nd to study tmr ...keke....then we was planning lyt tis fri gg out to watch movie since slack so long nv watch movie 2gata le........
wah me nw so tired...eyelid gg to drop soon ....keke...kk lar gtg...cya




fate brought us 2gata but it nv let us 2 be 2gata....haiz

Monday, June 27, 2005

speechless........

Acuali me dun feel lyt blogging todae...but tis thing happen made me wana write out to vent my anger...
todae everything was at usual ....i woke up,eat,watch tv..etc...until u called.....u shuld neo who u r...if u read this blog.....u told me smthing which made me real angry....althu i might nt appear to be....u nv......nt even once...i began to lose trust in u...mayb to u...leaking out tis thing is nt a secret or any big deal.....but i cnt imagine u trading tis secret for another secret.....n worst tat person b so bastard to tell her our secret juz for his future own gd.....wat the hell..i feel i m the most innocent party....wat do i gain?.....wat the hell....is this some kinda of trading?........i juz wana kp this thingy low pofile n dun wana let evry1 knoe...u may think wats so big deal to let them knoe...but i cn tell u this reali matter to me....it juz do.......but i oso nv 4get abt tis...mayb u might nt b tat bad..at least u told me tat u told him the "secret" n nt waiting until tmr i found out by myself....haiz anyway 4get abt it...treat it as nothin happen.....cn i?


U made me to lose trust in u...n applies to my ple ard me.....mayb i shuld reali kp everything...i yesh i mean everything to myself ........i wonder who cn i trust nw???.....there so much think i wana sae out...but i cnt express it out...mayb reali kpin things to myself is the best.....

Who cn i trust?

Monday, June 20, 2005

hmm....long time .....

yohooo.....bac to blog agn...wah so long nv blog....yeah...me filanli gt broadband le.....so nw blog lor..wahhaha...i m no longer slowpoke in my internet leh.....yeah :p.....kk todae morning went to play bb at clementi sia...wah so long nv exercise...time to do some exercising liao...kk then sh brought some of her fren to play bb wif us....wah sehz gt one guy fren of hers sae me lk lyt pe tcher sia....haha...wth....who knoes mayb nxt time my ambition is pe tcher sia.....keke....kk then after playing bb...me , ch ,jj went to jp sia...cos we heard frm sh tat jp bb shorts gt offer then tempt ch to go there.....
we went to jp fdcourt to hav lunch.....after lunch, we saw kim n zhou chu ming. they filming the duneo wat show lah...lking for ple one...tis time round they lking for long hair gals sia...hehe...me, jj , ch were lyt avoiding the ming xin....duneo y...haha....mayb dun wana b film..lolz....kk then we realised tat kim actuali v short...cos when the crowd of ple surround her, she culd nt b seen...wahaha....kk then we went shopping, went to sportslinks, converse, world of sports...hmm...all those sports shop we went..haha..
then at abt 3 plus we went hm..cos ch hav to go to her ah ma hm mah.....hmmm whereas me n jj went hm lor...kk tats all for todae...wahahha...gtg to do my report...so many report waiting for me...so sianz sia..haiz....

Monday, May 30, 2005

yst cum Todae

wow...times really flies....one more day n schl start agn....another 13 hr times i will meet 1b22 ple at dover le...haha....actuali gt mixed feelings when schl starts ....quite happpy cos cn c some fren whom i seldom c durin holi....but quite sian tmr schl starts nd to wake up damn earli...n break damn far apart....n oso diff clz wif ms le...gg to miss her..her violence(wahaha)...n her craps..haiz...k lar...me will start to sae wat happen yst...quite fun....

Yesterday n todae
me meet 1b22 ple at 530pm to go crystal place..as usual rulong was late..haiz...wth...kk then at ard 6pm we reached crystal place bah...then saw crystal's baby -angel...she was cutey...haha...her face v.red red..lolz..every1 dun dare to carry her...except xueli...wahaha..nw i knoe baby so small gt so much power..haha..cos majority of ple scared of the baby...keke...sori me n my craps agn...me kk we stayed there n hav buffet...quite alot of crystal frenz all tat came n the hm was quite packed..at abt 8pm we left crystal place...me went to ecp whereas ms n xl went hm ..wx went to great world meet his sec fren...while the rest went to jp i think to catch a movie...hmm...at abt 9pm i reached ecp bah...when i reached there all slack members turned up except for sy,sh,qw....they were havin their dinner..they hav bulit the tent nt long b4 i arrived...kk when i reached ecp i joined them for dinner...the foods were prepared by us..lolz..every1 brought diff dish..the sky was filled with stars..damn nice..but too bad i nv saw shootin stars..sad..after dinner we went bac to the tent n tok...then some1 suggested of riding bicycle...at abt 11pm plus bah if i m n t wrong..we went to the nearest bicycle shop to rent bicycle 4 one day...$8 per day...quite cheap sia...when i cycled half way i realised smthin bad..sobsob..but nvm..kk then we cycled to changi village to c ah gua...we dun reali knoe hw to cycled frm ecp to changi village so we followed a gang of ple as they were oso cycling to changi hospital ..keke..wow the cycling routes was damn tedious ...this was the 1st time i cycled tat far sia...n the grp of ple was cycling damn fast sia...so tirin ..cos must stayed tight wif them ....we oso cycled on the road..damn scary..sometimes gt car..then i will start to get nervous..waha..jj met wif accident two times,,1st rammed into the bin n 2nd, banged into wj bicycle n fell..kk i cycled past changi beach n my suddenly memories came to my mind..i saw the swing the playgrd...it was the place where i went wif 1b22 ple durin the chalet..we(1b22) were havin much fun tat time..playing swings playin sparkles..makin wish..wah suddenly memories came bac..n i saw the bus-stop made me remind of the time nalin help us to took phot at the bus-stop ..all of us were displayin a not knowin each other facial expression..sitting at the bus-stop waiting 4 bus..keke..kk then we cycled abt 2 hr plus bah...at 3am we reached chaingi village...wah damn tiring when we reached there ..all of us were quenching our thrirst...the ah gua appeared ..n heard that they hate gals..haha..mayb envy of us gals bah..kk then we went ard the acrpark to c ah gua..while wj,jj,jeff went to disturb the ah gua..damn bo liao sia..ke lian the ah gua..haiz...kk then we stayed till 4am n cycled bac...wah agn the long journey...me was damn shag le...but luckily the road quite few cars...our journey was quite fast..at abt 6pm we reached ecp...we went bac to the tean n rested...me waited till 630am but nv c the sunrise so i guess we at the wrong posiiton agn..keke...me then took nap..at abt 7plus we woke up...the guys were damn noisy..playin poker whole nite..nv slp..then we delay till 930am...returned the bicycle..n packed our stuff n the tents...n went to the nearest mac to hav breakfast...n when hm..actuali planning to watch movie..but i dun wan gt some bu fan pian..keke..kk then abt 12 plus i recahed hm..took a bath..watch tv..then went to slp at 230pm..was damn tired..haha..actuali todae gg to ah ma hm..but i nv go..too tired to get up..my ma n didi went ...then 6plus woke up..nw updating my blog le..kk gtg le...


hmmm ...the camp was quite fun althu the cycling parts was damn tiring..but it will be lyt the chalet stayed in my mind as a memories...keke...hmm...reali lyt the camp...thanx slackers!!!!


memories r part of life....it may make us happy or sad...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Sun-tanning

hmm...todae went to sentosa wif slack...wow we reached there abt 12 plus i guess...tis is the 1st time i walked into sentosa ...mostly take bus go in..but todae the queue was damn long then we had no choice but to walk there instead..the journey was dammn long...i think we were sun-tanning while walkin in sia...when we reached there we v.sweatin lyt hell n exhausted...we went to siloso beach...

Te 1st thing we do is to cycle..a must in sentosa..haha..jeff n jj did nt cycle so they lk after our bags while we cycle lor..we did one hr of cycling n at 245 we went bac to the place where we placed our bags....then we played abit of volleyball sia...wah damn tiring...v.diff to control tat damn ball sia..keke....hmm then after play volleyball...we rested a while n ch,fio,qq,jj n me went to the water...i mean sea...hmm...while jeff was busyin "pao niu"..lolz..wj was standing ard watchin us..we chatted a while to discuss the pinic thigny ...to c who bringing wat stuff lor...then ...qw,sy,sh came lor...they juz sat there n eat their chips...Suddenly when admist our conversation..jj shouted sae wat is tat smthin(blackin color) toward him...he shouted'octopus" we were starin at it n thut hw culd tat b n think mayb he saw wrongly or wat ...mayb is a moss or wat lor...but we then realised it is an octopus ...all of us quickly scrambled up shore...haha...so scary...tis is the 1st time i saw octopus in siloso beach so scary..when the octopus is gone we then return bac to shor...but i was quite afraid that creature might return bac agn..lolz..we soak our in water a while then we return bac upshore leh..

We went to the nearest tap there n wash up cos the toilet is damn damn crowded...after washin up we(ch,fio,me) sneaked to the sentosa hotel there n changed into our shirt..keke..so scarced being caught..haha..we 3 so sneaky sia...after changing we went bac to our place where the rest of the slack was...then we took the bus n went to harbourfront...slack went to hav dinner at horbourfront while me went hm n eat n sy went to bukit batok...



me nw damn tired n shag..but i wuld nt 4get to blog cos todae a meaningful n fun day i culd i miss it..kk..todae was quite a enjoyable dae actuali althu nt all slack members met up at the same time..there were some...here n there...hmm...i reali enjoy it...thanx every1 for givin me such a wonderful dae n oso thanx to the sun for helping me to tann my hand evenly le..wahaha...tat all gtg...cya...






有些人会活得快乐, 不是因为他们得到许多快乐, 而是他们计较的少

Friday, May 13, 2005

*yeah* :)

here to update my blog agn....hmm todae is fri the 13th...1am sia..hmm cnt slp so blog lor..eeee!! fri 13th a suay day bad luck...hope there will nt b any suai stuff happen on me..everything will go smoothly sia...haha..mayb i m too superstitous leh..keke..

kk let me tok abt yesterdae, 12/5/04....we met at orchard there at 1pm sia..then go yoshi there n eat..kk then todae went to watch house of wax...omg tat show quite disgustin..bloody..blood everywhere..yucks!!but some parts quite funny..haha..hmm...so overall the show kk lar..nt as gd as i imagine lor..;(...then after the show we went to eat our dinner..haha kp on tokin abt wax stuff sia..keke..anyway..then me proceed to tmr...anyway i reali enjoy todae outin..althu i might appear me sianzz..haha..duneo y..smthin botherin me bahz??mayb i think too much le..anyway< *1b22 roxz* >


i m lkin 4ward to todae...yippee...cos todae evening gg to meet slack to play badminton..so long nv play le..miss badminton sooo much sia...but b4 playin badminton me nd to acc ms they all go appeal their options...anyway hope their appeal suceed..may god bless them.....kk lar i gg to end my blog le..hehe...gg to watch my tv le lar..




%hope every1 will live happier than b4.......%



-Some times you want to let other people know how you feel, but you can't... because the moment it leaves your mouth, it's over. No matter how close you are... you just have to keep up the lies-

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

finalli

Hmm....finalli m back to update my blog..so long nv blog le..cos to lazy to blog mah
then todae damn sian so blog loh..juz came bac frm chalet not too long ago..quite enjoyed the chalet althu there r times we rot in the chalet..keke..anyway todae woke up at 1030am..hmm so sianz..nv go out...haiz tis holidae i did nothin meaningful sia,,hmm i wana do something meaningful but too bad duneo wat to do...somemore this few dae kp on raining so sad wana go out oso damn sianz noh..hmm not too long schl is gg to start le...n i m yr 2 le..wah so fast...hope then i n my frenz will b the same class bah..anyway i reali enjoy the days in 1b22...tis class quite united ...v.rare to find ..keke...haiz but somedays everyone will hav to part..sobsob..hmm..hmm gg to end my blog soon..haha..althu is short but i made the effort to write..wahahaha


hmmm....inside me is so confused..duneo wat i wan...duneo wat i wana to accomplish..haiz...i always run away frm reality..i wish some1 culd tell me .............





i will start to cherish things when they i gone..mayb tats is mi