bad day

recently...some stuff happen to me in schl which left me v.bothered....i reali duneo wats the cause ....i reali wana knoes the truth...sometimes it is quite sad been etalosi ...sobsob...i reali wana stop all this things and lead the life i used to....anyway tis things is the 1st tym happening to me lar...haiz...soo sad...wateva it is hope evrthing will b alrite after few wks tym...

anyway wed went back to my company to take my pay...yippie....n return my nice nice smell dalmantian lab coat..^_^...went to take the pay frm carol..finali knoe who is carol le...hehe...aiyo gt so little pay...diaoz...so sad...thut cn get 600 plus...sianz...den after tat help out the lab ple...me went to the new lab...help out lian hua...prepare reagent...cos in the new lab duneo where the things r placed den i kp askin lian hua...i feel tat i m a nuisance..haha...cos kp askin(disturbin) her...quite ps....haiz..luckily lian hua v.kind...nv showed me a annoyed face...help me to take the reagent all tat stuff...hengheng me...wah tat day was the 1st tym handlin con HCL ...so scary...luckily nv corrode my skin sia...when i took out a few drops of HC n dripped into the solution...i could c smoke n violent reaction...alot of bubbles...scary...wonder wat will happen if HCL touched yr skin sia..might rot sia...tsktsk...anyway tat day..time past v.fast...6plus went hm..hehe...anyway wana comment tat when i went to the old lab its seem v.unfamilar to me...though i left for onli 1 wk..hmmz....anyway i will still miss dem de..

thurs...ms showed me a blog...tsktsk...its nt a ordinary blog...its a blog abt _ _ _...wahah...wah after readin it, it left me alot of thuts sia...haha...duneo shuld i support dem or anti dem..waha...juz wish dem all the best bahz though i find it abit weird...wateva it is gonna end here..

fri after sch me went bugis wif st n ms...as we end claz quite earli...we went dere nothin to do..kinda bored with bugis le...waha..we onli went dere to window shop a while..n sit down to chat...chat about happy things and unhappy ones...sayin about our clz....tis n dat...then about 6plus went to v8 n eat...i oredered the pineapple rice...omg it sucks...me will nt go v8 anymore le...n the surrounding is soo cold..brrr...me still hab to suffer while eating..wth..the bill came..i nd to pay $17..sobsob..gg to be broke...i rather go eat at other reasurant..much beta..hehez...at least the food nicer abit...nt soo cold sia....den went home..was v.tired and slp at 9 plus...i must b a pig slp so earli...ok gona end here le...cya peepz..bb

-这世界多复杂。。没有我想说的话-

schl started...-_-zzZ

sianz...tis wk started schl....no more workin life....nd to return to ploy agn...sianz.....i rather work den study actuali...alot alot alot of things in my mind nw...i reali wish i was younger..at least no trouble....haiz....me nw feelin so bored......dun feel lyt maplin...no tv to watch...so bored..argh....think wed i m gg bac to my company to collect my pay..still haben get a single cent frm my company yet...wonder hw r my colleague...did dey miss me..waha....so bhb...nvm...anyway dun feel lyt blogging le..waha...my mood swing v.fast de...so i will stop here le...bb


how i wish we will lyt b4....so united...but nw..i dun c it...this kinda spirit has vanished...y?...i duneo y...

how i wish i nv know the truth...tat nite i can't slp...tis matter revolve ard my mind...还你自由~

how i wish some1 understand mi....


我终于知道哭着笑最痛

last wk of itp

this is the last week of itp....offically no more itp for me le....time really passes so fast...anyway i will miss my colleague...i realli abit can't bear to leave the company...but i think tis kinda feelin might disappear in few wks time..sometimes i rather wana stay in the company than go to schl..wahaha...anyway i might go back to the company to help out somedays when they need me bah....we 3 hav printed a copy of our timetable to dem le..haha...but think durin june dey would nt nd us le..cos gt another batch of attachment student comin...

for mon, wee nie work ot sia...cos our company got alot of sample..too bad i cnt work cos gtg out to buy stuff for my colleague...but the ot was quite cheap...4 bucks per hr...but gd thing is tat gt $5 on food and $6 ontransport..i reali wana try workin ot...seem lyt so fun to me..waha

for wed, freddy broght us out for lunch..sort of the whole company go...xcept a few..lynn and dose night shift ple nv go nia...we went to dover hawker centre dere to eat...i ate the hokkein mee...and drank bubble tea...so long nv drank bubble tea le...brought back some memories durin sec schl days....used to drink buble tea veri often...mostly is drink the pearl milk tea...waha....anyway after lunch we went to the office to work le...

on thurs, its the last day of work le.....me make two cards for my colleague(susan and kitty) whom taught me alot durin this 6wks...and oso gave lynn our thank you card....to show our appreciation, we 3 shared to buy biscuit and pizza for dem... susan was lyt sharin aiyo...dun waste yr money lar...haha...anyway its worth it lar...dey reali taught me alot...and been gd to me leh...we took alot of photographs...xue wei was lyt sayin if we left the company le...no one will crap wif her le...haha...r we dat crappy??....hmm...anyway..tis wk i leave the company v.late...on tues i leave at 7 plus lor..cos wana discuss wat to buy for dem...den thurs... esp the few hr b4 we end work...i was lyt quite sad...knowin tat in a few hr tym we gg to leave the company le...we kp counting dwn..waha...finali we reali left the comapny le...we bid evry1 the final goodbye...haiz...reali had lots of fun in company... goodbye my colleague!! ms u guys...all the best..

the company ple

haiz duneo y cnt upload more photo...4get abt it le...hurmp....

心中觉得空空的，好像人生少了些么。。。

5th week of itp

woo~ 5th wk of itp le...last wk nv update cos quite busy no tym to update..waha...hmm...anyway...left 1 wk b4 schl start..

so tis wk....on mon was i continue on my experiment den after tat did soem admin stuff n power point slide...tues n wed n thurs...was quite sianz...did alot of admin stuff n some bo liao stuff....qas quite slack sia...den me n wee nie...went to paint dere n drew somethin...entitled "panda and me"..waha..we were damn bo liao..after we drew le..we save inside the com...on wed..liew...kana suan by some1..worst thing is nt in the company lor..is frm the uncle from hawker centre...tis is the 1st tym i bjy goreng pisang for my itp...den i ordered 2 goreng pisang(50 cent each)...den wee nie say seperate...den uncle sae...separate must 1 bucks arh...den i was thinkin wah 1 bucks...den after tat eh nt ritez....2 oso cost 1 bucks mah./..wat unlce sayin sia...so i was processin wat uncle say...tat uncle den suan me sae..wah mention seperate 1 bucks yr face change color..haha.
-_-"....wheer gt lor...i was processin nia..anyhw shoot me...he den say...evry customer oso lyt tat..."say seperate 1 bucks den say dun wana seperate le..tat uncle so disturbin sia...haha...but anyway i nxt wk gg to eat goreng pisang agn...so yummy n cripsy.....
den thurs worst..reali nothin for us to do....but thurs freddy gib us take 1 test..but is open book de...wahha...after tat i was nearly slackin the whole day..our supervisor...susan was on leave...den lynn was askin admin dere gt work for us to do nt...hmm den we help freddy do his powerpoint..den freddy gav us bac our test..i gt a "A"..yeah...wahha..hmm...den lynn n rest went to resaurant eat...cos its calvin last day le...sobsob...cavin is a nice guy..so sad he go to join other company le....den dey went to eat for a long tym...about 2 hr sia...den me n wee nie n loy were chattin...was lyt siao gi na ...especially wee nie lor...kp laughin non-stop...den loy kp suan-in wee nie...me oso of cosh lar...waha...so slack lor...the company tat day onli left suresh n muthu nia...haha....den went dey were bac...cavin bought polar cake for us...treat frm him ...cos his last day...yummy...so full sia tat day...

oh yah den fri...earli mornin came alot of sample..so we were sent to help out the lab dere...so busy..try out ashin todae for 1st tym...wah the fire was so big...hehe...so cool...feel lyt takin photo of it...hehe...brian, the australian guy left company last wk...but he came bac todae sia..n visit us..waha...den in afternoon help out muthu to do flash point...anyway left 1 more wk nia with the company...actuali will kinda of miss dem seriously...at 1st i thut i wun but nw i feel otherwise..haha...especially susan...kitty..dey taught me alot of stuff sia...n joshua n kenneth...the 2 gao siao king...hehe...hmm duneo wat to gib dem when i leave...sobsobz....ok lar gtg end le...nxt wk is the last wk of itp..haiz...

-sori i can't be perfect-

3rd week of itp

its the 3rd week of itp le...3 more wk...n the end of itp n the startin of schl..argh...sianz...so nw i shall sae wat happen on this wk..

Mon, my lo, joseph chan came ...haha...thut he will kp suan-in me...surprisingly..nahz...onli suan 1 tym nia..phew...but tat day we 3 oso gt suan him sia..haha...anyway when he came lynn was nt ard...so he chat wif us...n some of the collegue...his action is quite funny which kp makin wee nie laughing sia..hmm...those collegue who has seen him eg freddy, susan,kitty sae he dun lk lyt tcher but instaed lyt our fren sia...so young worx...haha...when lynn came bac..she open a conference rm n let us n our lo chat n she herself oso tok to joseph..hmm...the whole situation seem awkward...den thru the conversation, found out joseph oso frm dcp sia...his attachment oso in jurong island sia..hmm..den he sae his last tym project wif the company is abt shampoo-pantene..den he was sayin wee nie hair is abit dry ..blah blah..my hair abit frizzy...blah blah...sayin we zhuan dao cos gt free consultation sia..after tokin, its was abt 1pm..our lunch tym le...so joseph went to hav lunch wif us at the nearby fdcourt...he treat us our lunch so in return me n wee nie treat her drink lor...hmm found out he lyt to eat veg cos mostly the veg are eaten up by him sia..even cucumber he eats..so healthy..wow...den afetr lunch went bac to the company..he sign our log bk...den went off le lor..he sae he most prob onli visit us 1 tym nia..if gt tym he will drop by...hmm wee nie lyt k[p wishin him to come sae he veri funny all tat..for me kk lor.....quite funny oways do weird stuff...hmm...but smtym he will make my blood boil...anyway tats for mon...

eh tues, wed,thurs are all abt the same..nothin special happen lar..juz help freddy do his powerpt slide..did 1 or 2 exp....did filing..haiz...kinda bored...wah freddy power pt slide is damn long...about 100 plus slides sia...last tym he oso gt attachment student help him do..2gata gt 200 plus slides...omg....wonder hw the ple attend his course survive..so many slides sia...haha...though i did for 3 days le..but the powerpt slides still haben done..so u cn c hw long are the slides..den thurs was abit late for work abt 833am den rch but phew lynn was nt dere yet..she is late agn...waha..lucky...den fri...wAS gd..ahah..cos freedy brought we 3 out for lunch and treat us sia.so gd of him...even lynn who is in charge of us oso nv bring us go out..niao sia..finali i m out of the industrial park..yippie...at 1st he was gg to bring us to sp tat reasurant at near the swimmin pool de..but we lyt showed him a dun wan face..haha...den he suggested to go ginza...den...we went to ginza de sakura n eat...the food dere was nt bad..cos its near my sec schl..n i hab been dere a few tym le..the food dere is hala de...hmm ...found out tat freddy nv eat chili cos he ordered kangkong in those sauce nt lyt the usual sambal chili kind..so we eat n chat,..agn/.. the situation is awkward..waha...found out tat freddy was a tcher last tym sia...she teach math n sci sia..hmm..den he was askin if we are interested to join the company after we grad..if wan must apply fast in jan...cos dere would be some vacancy de...hmm..i dun think i wan to join the company..provided the pay is damn high ..waha...after lunch..rch the office abt 215 pm sia..haha...kitty ask us where we go..told her is ginza...b4 i told her teh name she guessed it le..wah so smart...she sae she v.gd in eatin de...sae sakura nt bad..haha...den she sae..y nv ask freedy to treat us to jap food even more ex...haha..manager treat must slash him..lolz...hopefuli its nt the last tym he brought us out..hehez.....

so i think tats all for this wk...quite a boring wk sia...nothin interestin for me to do..sianz...hopefuli nxt wk more lab work..cos maria is bac frm her leave on mon...yippie..finali...so long sia...3 wk le...she den bac frm her leave ...wonder hw she lk lyt..waha...shal update nxt wk..cya..bb

-attitude-

2nd week of itp

2nd week of itp has passed....left 4more wk of itp.....so wat i had been doing this wk....

tis wk i was late two days...on mon i rpt at 832 lyt lucky my manager-lynn was even later den me....but wed was worst...i rpt at 840am...lynn was oreadi dere i hab meetin wif the rest of the staff dere...walk in and lynn glance at me..shit...was damn ps....anyway nvm....all the bus fault anyway...waited for the bus for damn damn long...n when the bus came...it was damn packed..i nearli cnt step onto the bus..kp squeezing in...damn du lan....i was late le and still nd to squeeze...lucky magange to board the bus if nt would be evn later....suddenly a phase came into my mind when i was in the bus..haha...不是你死就是我亡。。duneo y tis phae came to my mind ..so funny..

anyway lynn was on leave majority of this wk...she was on leave on tues, thur, fri and took half day on wed....life without lynn was damn shiok..the company ple was slack...haha...we even had tea break anytym we lyt...wed ...wee keong bought curry puff for teabteak....haha..the curry puff was soso...den cavin bought banana for teabreak..wah the banana was very very starchy...eat until damn full...den duneo who fri bought goreng pisan...but i nv eat it...cos no one invite me to eat...haha...nvm....but i fri drank coffee and tea for my teabreak..waha....self make de...nt bad...even freddy(another manager) came over n had tea break sia for wed thurs n fri..haha...too bad.. sian lynn returnin bac on mon....which mean evry1 will b work n work le..no more tea break..sobz..no more slackin..

anyway i finali gt the chance to touch some lab work...though nt much....but i enjoy the 1st exp..quite fun though...callibration of some apparatus..n we oso did engravin of the volumetric flask...at 1st i thut engravin was fun....it was nt...nt fun at all...instead it was damn noisy and the device for engravin vibrate alot...i oso did some admin work ...of cos...typin of billing rpt..photocopyin...arranging of files..n oso helpin freddy out in a ppt slide ...cos he holdin a course...den me n wee nie helpin him to add some pic to the slides and do the backgrd all tat..sian i dun lyt to do....wish some1 can help me do..haha....

also for lucnh break...i went to two new food centre where i nv been b4...gt one food centre nt bad..cos below gt provision shop...cn buy ice-cream...yummy....chill myself...on tues i ate guava ice-cream...fri i ate the lime ice-cream...yummy...shall eat ice cream nxt wk too..i lub dem..haha....yum yum....but the 3 food centre all so far frm my company..nd to walk quite a distance..sianz...

i felt tat workin life u hab to be strong sia....cos even arranging of filess..the files r damn thick n heavy...n u hab to carry here n there..soo heavy...even lab oso lor...fri did at exp...abt the sepearting funnel de...the funnel was 1l lor...den we hab to shake it n shake it to extract out the lead..i think i hab shake it for 15 times lor...shake until my hand pain (aching sia)...

hmm..think tats all for this wk...shall update nxt wk...cya guys....hope nxt wk is beta den tis wk...ahhaz

-self centred-

human nature

i juz can't understand y human lyt to act as if they are correct although they r in the wrong....it sometimes reali pissed me off.....can't they juz admit that they don't knoe/ in the wrong...instead of makin up stories and actin as if they r correct...worst things is that they thut i dun knoe they r actuali makin up stories and doin it over n over...omg...reali cnt stand it....y?..y?...is it reali dat embarrasing?...

-u r the ending of the story-

1st wk of itp

muhaha...so fast 1st wk of itp has gone..amazing..time reali flies...so wat hab i been doing tis wk....all i cn sae is admin and more admin work...i m a typical admin gal...doing filing..typing....photocopying...omg...i learnt nothin relevant to my course sia...i think my xcel skill has improve tis wk...hehez....actuali tym reali flies while doing admin work...evry morning...do work...wish for lunch to come...after go bac to work ...wish for 615pm to come...cn go hm le...tats a daily routine...

hmm...actuali my collegue nt bad lar...cn get along well with...hmm...gt a few of dem came frm sp de...hmm...gt one guy called kenneth..i think he is the joker in the company...without him...the comp would be quite quiet...his laughter is horrible..hahaz...and my lab manger which is in charge of me for itp...the way she speak is in broken lang...and i knoe tat her kou dou cang is ->u get wat i mean nt?....haha...i caught her sayin tat alot of tym le..she seldom tok to us much de...she seem busy evryday..hearin ph call evry min sia...muhaha....n kitty the admin gal whom i speak to most...actuali is tokin to her abt admin stuff all tat...she lk younger den her actual age worx....oh yah..my com still gt one australian guy..haha...wah he quite zai de worx...gt win wat climbin highest hotel in spore one lor..zai sia...n still gt alot of ple lar...haha..lazy to mention....oh yah...i went to another side of my com(#1-03) on tues i think...the all admin section to type my billing report cos my com(#1-04) gt nt enuf com lar...den some1 a quite cute lady(big eyes) sittin nearby me...ask me wan to drink water nt..haha..cos she c me lyt nv drink water...waha...den b4 she went for lunch still remind me said...eh..later must rmb to drink water horz...waha...so funny...quite touch..she actuali care for me...waha...though we dun knoe each other and i duneo her name anyway.. waha

haha 1st day of work...the com hold meeting(smthing usual evry morning de)...kenneth n ms yap(lab manger) were argueing over the result thingy lor...though is a sort of meetin but onli kenneth n ms yap r tokin nia..others r juz eatin n listenin breakfast..ahha..den kenneth duneo say wat..i u gg to say --- in front of the attachment student..hmm...den..in teh end they nv sae le..i feel tat ms yap is quite stubborn...i felt tat she feel machine which r expensive n can r used by quite alot of comp is gd....hmm..anyway tats my opinon lar..mayb she is rite in her judgemnt..

actuali....i dun mind doin admin...but todae i m reali damn sian of doin le...cos for the past 4 days i hab been doing the same thing..which is typin of billing report..mai siao siao..the billing rpt gt my name...cos below dere gt type "prepared by mz" ( in arial narrow- font 6) wahah..though the font is small...but at leaste beta den nothin..waha...gt left a history in my company..haha...anyway while typing of billing rpt make alot of mistake den must reprint n reprint lor..omg..waste com alot of resources..so ps...den kitty told me those paper gt mistake de...cn throw away..i was lyt omg..so wasteful...the error i make cn accumulate to a big file of lecture notes lor...den i feel throwin the paper away was quite wasteful so yst n todae i kop some paper home...shh..dun tell my company..waha...mayb nxt wk if i doin admin i might kop some home too...cos i think i evryday would make mistake de lar...haha...den todae in the meetin...the lab manager..ms yap...sae tat we itp student might do admin until nxt fri..i was lyt...diaoz...wat shuld i write in my log bk sia...sianz....lucky calvin( gt rank in the company) help us to voice out sae...its nt fair to use lor...cos we nd to update our log bk...if evryday do admin we hab nothin to write...so mayb we might alternate days do admin bahz...hope so...cos i reali quite sian of typin billing rpt though its quite alrite the job...

oh yah..den todae ms yap said to kitty den yur work as been cleared nw become my table hab big pile of work le( mainly signing of her signature) -_-"....i was thinkin ...serve her ritez...haha..who call her dun let us do lab stuff...ask us to do admin stuff...hehez...if she let us do lab stuff...mayb the admin thingy would nt b cleared so fast..den she wun hab much stuff to sign le..hez..

as for the food centre near my company...there is abt 3 hawker centre...but tis wk i onli went to 1 hawker nia...n todae i eat the mee rubus...which is the tastiest fd i eaten so far..haha...the hawker centre mostly is cai fan..so sianz..mayb nxt wk will go to another hawker centre..heard kitty said dat teh canteen at our com basement...the fd quite ex..so i might nt go dere bahz....

actuali if i were to chose btwn schl n job..i oso nt sure nw...both gt its pros n con lar...for workin ritez...its quite relax...though smtym the work assign to u its quite urgent...but i tis wk..average evryday 10 plus slp le...so shiok...unlyt schlin me 12 plus den cn slp lor...mayb gib me few more wk..shall c hw is my com..

kk lar..gtg le...seem todae my blog seem quite lengthy...too much things to write..waha...shall update nxt wk...hope i cn touch lab stuff n nt admin work evryday...waha....cya guys...all the best for itp..n enjoy sia....byebye....



stero-typing might make 1 life worst...

the day has arrived

Yeah!! xam is finali over...so happy...erm mayb nt..haha...cos i think i might do well for tis sem n itp is gg to start in abt 3 days time...omg...todae went to lk for my lo..omg...he reali erm duneo hw to say...kp suan-in me...each sentence i sae he will suan me..sianz... aiya..think my itp grade would nt b gd le...sobzsobz

anyway juz wana share wif u guys who r readin my blog abt a true story which left me with huge impact..heard tis story on yin yue re ji(933fm)..tis it hw it begins....

在某一个国家。。。一位父亲刚买了以辆新豪华的车。他高高兴兴的驾那辆车回到他家去。他便把那辆车停在他家外面， 然后回到自己的房间去。过了不久后，他就听到一阵砰。。砰。。砰。。的声音， 便急忙跑下楼看个究竟。令他吃惊的是， 他看到他的儿子手拿着铁锤 再拼命的敲打他刚新买的车。他看到后，非常的生气，便拿铁锤 拼命的敲打儿子。当他发现自己在做什么时， 已经太迟了，因为儿子已经昏迷了。他连忙把儿子送进医院。医生说儿子的手需要据掉因为一根骨已经断了。但手术完了后， 儿子醒过来 看到自己的手已经被据掉了。。他就望着爸爸 对他说：“爸爸对不起。。我错了。。我以后不贪玩了。。我的手还会张的对不对？"。。。。爸爸听到了非常伤心。
爸爸回到家后便自杀了。

tats the end of the story..it left me with double impact...hmm....anyway the morale of story is patience is one of a component in love.....








Changes is good or bad?

Song

Let's dance in style,
let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait,
we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not

Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men

Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders, we're getting in tune
The music's played by the madmen

Forever young,
I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever
Forever -- and ever

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?

It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth's like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever

So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams swinging out of the blue
We'll let them come true

Forever young...

-So nEar yEt DifFerEnt woRlDs apArt-

是他还是她？

到底是他还是她？


我每天晚上都能听到一首又一首的曲子。。。
传出美妙的琴声
我永远都不知道他是谁
唯一知道的是他住在我家对面

当我一听到钢琴的声音
我就会走去窗那儿
望望对面
希望能看到弹钢琴的人

已经一个星期了
我仍然不知道他是谁
虽然大家的距离很近
但他永远对我来说只是一个影子。。。








A wAke Up cAlL...

Life StIll GoES on

hmm..suddenly felt so bored studying...another 6 more days is exam...so sianz...i dun hab the mood to study ...feel lyt playin...n enjoyin...u might think after exam cn relax..no way man....ITP would den start...argh....i hate workin...wonder hw is my company lyt..me no hab any holidae...borin...hmm...was scrolling thru my friendster...n redain the testi written by my fren...haha...suddenly hab lots of thuts....some -ve thuts n some +ve thuts..haha...wateva it is...sometimes it is gd to view the memories u once hab...

kk i wana stop here..cos some1 tempt me to maple...n i cnt resis it...muhaha...shall blog another tym...cya...bb...

The 1st CuT IS tHe DeEpest!!

bullshit day...venting anger

hwhw nw so angry....damnz it...hate tis life....in schl oreadi so stress wif many many test...nw came wif this bullshit stuff....dere r some things which i dun wana say .....feel lyt shouting out loud....think i will get depression one day man...wth.... things might be nice on the appearance but inside its rotten man....argh~....there are alot of stuff i wana say...but i can't.....

hope after end my blog..my mood would be better..

happy chinese new yr eve ....

hmm....so fast another yr had past...which mean i hab grown older le.....actuali its v. contradicting...beacause when i was in primary schl i which i would faster grow up...but nw i which i was younger....thinkin abt gg to attachment sn...scares me....the workin society is v.complicated...haiz......wonder hw wuld it be lyt workin....though its nt my 1st tym workin ...haha...

though its cny...but dere are tons of hmk for me sia...n test comin up ....wat kinda cny is tat man...haiz...dun feel lyt gg to schl...1stly becos gt alot of test comin up...2ndly is abt the envir in poly.....shall nt elaborate much....anyway.....hw i wish times would rewind bac....anyway i once heard a 933fm dj saying 在年轻认识的朋友是最真实的。。。i agree with it.....becos when we r young like durin primary or sec schl yr....the ple ard us r v.pure(no corrupted mind)...n dey make fren wif us with gd intention.....but as we grow up.....ple changes...dey search for power, reputation...result in bac-stabbin...gossiping....
seriously....as i grew up i slowly 4get the definition of wat frenz is....
is it fren r dey ple oways beside u whenever u go?...... frenz are oways dere when u nd dem?......or is it fren is lyt love definition.....wat u think it is n tats is.....depend on individual....wats the ans?........

anyway for tonite reunion dinner...mama nt gg to hab steamboat...sobsob...but mama gg to cook buddhA jump over the wall...muhaha...yummy...haha.....duneo wat other dishes she gg to cook....tmr is cny le....gg to c my grandparent...auntie...uncles....cousins....n collect alot of ang paos....hehe....

shall end here...gg to pia my rpt....hope tonite cn maple...so long nv touch maple le...



在同样的时间里，发生不同样的事。

HAppy new yr.....

yst 31/1/05.....last day of 2005.....as usual i m wif SLACK for our countdwn session...though onli 7 out of 10 members present but we still hab a fun tym...haha....how i wish evryday would be lyt last day of 2005 and 1st day of 2006...reali reali enjoy the day in west coast park..kk...we meet up at 7pm at kent ridge bus stop...den we went to west coast park de mac n eat our dinner. den we stay there tok n eat...play some stupid game...haha...qw was workin at the macafe dere...he lk lyt so free sia...kp walkin here n dere...bcareful gana fired arh..haha....den we tok abt our days in sec schl...so funny...tok abt hw we bully tcher...tok abt weird weird tcher...haiz....the days in sec2c were v.fun....hw united were we....hw we joined force n bully tcher...make dem angry...too bad..time flies...nw in poly u wuld c tis kinda situation le...noo more....kk...continue with my stories....we chat until abt gg to 11pm den we went to west coast park...hunting for a gd spot to set up our stuff...after walkin one big round...we settle down...

Our chosen place

sy den suggested to form [S.L.A.C.K] wif candles.....anyway we gt nothin to do so we formed it out....we took abt 10 min to formed....the effect was gd when we lighted it up...so impressive sia....so proud of our masterpiece..ahah...

Our hardwork

at abt 1130pm...we thut of playing a game...qw by den oredai end work le...we ask him go bac to mac to steal scrotch tape for our game...by the tym we write the things for our game...its oreadi 1145pm...so we suggested after count dwn den play our game lar... we ask a passer-by to take pic for us...den we started to countdwn.....

ahha so smoky sia the pic...we gana drowned in the smoke on 1st of 2006...argh...help!!!!

after the coutndwn we continue wif teh games....hmm...duneo hw to explain the game...but quite fun...me gana forfeit 3 tym sia...gana hit on ear ...argh so pain sia...sobsob....we play until abt 1 lyt tat...den we went to mac dere drink coffee...wah...though is abt 1pm ..mac still v crowded...we finali gt to sit dwn...sice qw work dere..he help us to karpo cold coffee...haha..dun envy worx...tahnx qw..but while he help us to karpo..he still nd to help out in macafe dere though his workin hr over le...cos mac reali so amny ple...business damn gd...kk den..me , fio, ch drink until halfway hab to go le...cos ch dad drove us hm...n ch mum lyt quite angry...den fio rch hm 1st den me....anyway thanx ch n ch dad for teh ride..me rch hm ard 2am sia...so exhuasted...den slept ard 3am...todae woke up at 12pm...1st tym so late woke up...haha....

memories are a film played without sound....

hohoho...merry chirstmas to all

helo evry1...todae is 25th dec which is christmas..haha...wish evry1 out dere merry christmas...juz rch hm nt long ago n bath ..phew..so tired ...zzzZZ

yst...24th dec.....went to sh hm at abt 7 pm .....was suppose to acc slack to buy the ingrodient for our dinner...but i acc my ma go shoppin so i went to sh hm alone...went dere and the timing was just ritez cos slackers rch dere nt long ago too...help dem out...we went to prapre the ingrdient for our steamboat...haha 1st tym slack had diy steamboat 2gata...but sad to sae nt all slack members turned up...anyway...i help to marinate the chicken..aiyer make my hand so oily...we anyhw add the ingredient for marinating the chicken...we add in sesame oil, m.s.g, pepper and sauce...haha...the amount we agar-agar one....den sy help to cut the chicken, fiona help to cut and wash veg, while the guys and sh help to set up steamboat stuff . unfortunately, qq duneo y gana cut by the knife, his hand was bleedin, blood was drippin on the floor. we din realise it until sh sae eh who is bleedin y the floor gt blood. den we help to clean the blood on the floor. After marinating the chicken, i cut the fish...wow...the fish is lyt damn hard to cut lor..cos of its skin..so fishy smell...jj took over the cuttin of fish and oso had diff.....but when sh took over, she cut the fish easily...tsktsk...wonder hw she did it....finali when evrything was readily..its was ard 9pm..haha...we sat ard the dining table and prepare for our steamboat feast..yummy!..haha...the food was quite alrite...haha...quite impress with our culinary skill..muhaha...

after the steamboat thingy, we packd up..it was ard 11plus den. We taunted overnite but Sy need to go hm as she cnt stayed overnite...but she reali wanted to stayed overnite so she ask sh to help her called her parent n persuade dem to let sy stay overnite..but when sh called sy parent, her mum was damned fierce she say cnt let sy stay...sobsob...but in the end sy rebel and stayed overnite at sh hm...haha we went to sh rm to watch show den until ard 1 plus am, we went to the cc bb court dere played bb...woo~...its was damn fun..i lub midnite bb...u cn feel the thrill...it was dark n cnt really c clearly the ball ..and the floor was wet...result me slippin a few tym..but anyway it was worth it...i lub midnite bb yeah!...we played until about 4 plus am den we went to sh hm....all of us stink n our legs were dirty...muhaha....we washed up...and den watched van helsing while some help to fix sh com cos her com infected by some idiotic virus.....den we watch until 6am ....i was damn tired le cnt ren...in the end, me,fio,qq,qinwei,jj went to slp...we woke up ard 9am...den ch n sy took a short nap...sh nv slept cos she was busy fixing her com... when i woke up, my legs muscle were aching..argh so pain ..think is becos i long time nv xercise le...mayb half a yr or more nv xcercise le...
at 11am in the morning, we went to mac to hab our breakfast. after eating , sy was scared to go hm herself cos she yst rebel her mum n wonder wat her mum would did to her....sy phoned her mum but her mum nv ans...a while later her mum called...she sae wat dun ren her...wah so scary her mum..lyt actin drama sia...

after pondering, we went to sy hm one reason is to help her fixed her com(gana infect by virus too)...another reason is to "protect" her frm her strict mum...haha...when we rched her hm...her ma was so fierce frm her actn(shocked)...evry1 was lyt dun dare to enter her hm sia...so scary..den her dad "lectured" us sae wat 家有家规....sae she cnt stay overnite one .....hmm her parent r lyt too unresonable i think....cos she is oreadi 18 le...n her parent r so strict..she is lyt a bird in a cage...waha...sad sia.....anyway...we den went up to her rm...i was quite scared to be frank...dun dare to slp one her bed though i m tired..but eventuali i cnt ren le...went to slp on her bed...at ard 5plus her mum suddenly lyt良心fa xai....she asked us go dwn to eat the laksa...lucky her parent gg out le..or else lyt damn pai sehz....her dad oso gav us $50 to eat our dinner...wah damz gd sia...dey lyt two diff ple in the aft n evening...so scary..after sy family went out..i suddenly feel more relax...haha...nt so pressurized le..haha..den we played majng..muhaha..we played frm abt 6pm to 8p lyt tat...at 7pm sy called canadian pizza for our dinner..at 8pm, we ate our dinner...yumyum....quite nice the pizza...and after dinner, awhile later, we went hm...me rch hm at 9plus...kk me gtg...rush to c my vampire show..hahaz...bb...



haha...thanx slackers for gibin me such a wonderful memories on christmas eve n christmas....is a memories to b cherish..^_^


xperienced the extreme stuff.......

personality test...

juz done a personality test...hmm and found out my color is green..

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

lolz...duneo whether u all think its true nt...but to some xtend i feel its true...haha...wateva...tats my color..hmm..green gav me a kinda feelin it is related to veg plantation those kinda..haha...

todae st went malaysia le...wish her 一路顺风..haha...hmm tmr is christmas eve le...wonder wats slack wun b doing sia...hope is smthin interestin..hehe...kk shall end here...me gg to watch my fav show-爱德掌们人。。haha..cya guys...bb




About the time we think we can make ends meet, somebody moves the ends

happy bdae to u ^_^

Actuali i dun feel lyt blogging todae.So tired still doing research for my hmk...sianz...I think todae blog is gg to b real short cos nothin interestin happen. juz nw i suddenly rmb smthin...so i intend to blog..hehe....anway chirstmas is comin..so fast...wonder wat interestin stuff i would do for chirstmas...so lkin forward to nite time cos ms gg to bring me to decorate chirstmas tree in maple...haha...1st tym sia....lalala


Though u might not c this blog but juz wana sae happy bdae to u...haha...todae gg to b a special day to u i guess....must b habin a grand celebration ritez nw. Anyway juz wana wish u
.........^happy birthday^...


I nv found u.....i am just too tired to carry on this game...anyway it does not matter now....cos 我在也不是以前的我了......leave it to fate.....tats what i oways believe and will believe...




...............the game of hide and seek......

wo0~..."old times frenz"

Todae woke up at 10am...hehe...went online at 11am...stare at scrn soo long sia...sianz...doing my envir...so angry with it....while findin envir info....xiao ed tok to me.....hmm...saying he gg to go ns sn le....haha found out tat he reali reali ms his jc fren sia...wow....anyway nw felt tat times flies..reali...evry1(guy) are entering ns sn le.....it reali seem so fast....recall the days we play in schl..make fun each other in schl....nw....wooosh...dey enterin ns le...so fast..cnt reali believe it...c dey cut botak..waha so weird..anyway all the best in ns...take care...

after tokin...me continue rpt agn....do..do..不只不绝。。。5pm le...chat wif ms awhile...den went to bath sia....watch tv..wah c the ping-pong(repeat) so exciting...gt one zabor so pro....den after dat eat my dinner...eat finish dinner....read up jeff bia slide...den went watch 爱的掌门人........so nice the show....haha....den after tat recieve a msg...sae dey gg to discuss project on thur....hmm..i cnt cos i gt dental appt n gg out wif ms......but fri st cnt....wat to do....but i thtu i oreadi told dem last tym i thur cnt le mahz......haiz....4get abt it...wateva lar....knoe its oso hard to fix a tym to compromise wif evry1....n anyway ms sori for breakin promise....haha......

den went to do jeff bia mcq...wah so tedious..kill lots of memory cell...lucky...i 2nd attempt...fyll marks...hehe so happy....cool me dwn.....if nt fire add to fire sia.....anway nw tokin to my 3 mth jc fren.....mabel....wonderin hw is she ...long tym no c sia....hmm...seem lyt todae reconile with alot of my old times fren...lolz....kk lar shall end here...ms rushing me to play maple....muahha.....cya.....bb..nitey



Hold on but don't hold too tightlet go
it's gonna be alright
don't run away from what your heart is feeling
be strong face what you're afraid ofcome on,
show em what you're made of
I know its hard when your hope is gone
but you gotta keep holding on

^_^

finali its the 'holidays".......yippie.....waited tis day for so long...althu its a holidae, there are still so many many things to do...gt 4 formal rpt to chiong, some e-learning assignemnt....schl open gt 2 quiz.....tsktsk...wth so many stuff to do but yet v.little tym...sobsob....hmmm ....nxt nxt wk gt chalet....hope the chalet wuld b fun....hope will nt oways stay in chalet n watch tv/ rot....hmm...oh yah tokin abt chalet haven buy chirstmas gift for the exchange prg ...haiz duneo wat to buy for her...head-pain arh...haha...

Oh yah i change my blog skin yst...did any1 notice it? hahah....quite nice ritez....hmm....but gt some parts quite weird duneo hw to fix it.....haven reali found a suitable song for my blog...nvm tis few days i will lk out for suitable song for my blog...anyway no nd go chl...muhaha...

hmmm....so long nv go to the beach le...i ms the beach n the sun...i wana go sun-tannning....n i oso wana play basketball n badminton.....so long nv touch all tis ever since tis term....haiz....i neglect exercising....kk lar gtg le...wana maple le...hehe....cya ...bb


actuali it is nt so hard to 4get............