Inspiration

m here to update agn...i intend to blog bcos was kinda inspired by one of my fren..hehez...her blog made me hab many thuts...

anyway in another year or so i m gg to be 20 le...haiz..time reali flies..and in no time i m gg to step into the workin society.. i m gg to b an adult or oreadi an adult but i feel that i m still childish and dependent at times...mayb i shuld change all this n to be a real adult.. i also feel that i m v.pampered by my family..althu i felt v.fortunate but on the other hand, i feel that mayb all these are the causes to my dependency ...for example wat i want, my parent would try their best to gib me...i felt that mayb this would result me in takin things for granted and would nt cherish dem and etc.. Therefore i feel lyt workin at least cn make some money on my own rather den rely on my parents for $..yupz...and i oso thut of gg other country to study..one is to get a dipolma and also train me to b more independent..but i m afraid that my ma would nt allow..one is money prob n the other is nt fan xing lar...n oso i scared i might regret all watz...mayb gg abraod is nt as easy as wat i imagine...so fast in another 1 yr time i need to decide wat i reali wan...to take A route or B route..nobody would decide for me xcept myself...

hmmz...i duneo wat wuld happen after we graduate...would my frenz in poly n S.L.A.C.K kp in contact...or mayb we might b too busy wif our lifes..haha..or mayb dey r busy with their family..lolz..if one day i reali recieve a wedding inviatatn card frm my fren..i would be damn shocked..n admit tat i m old le..hahaz...
anyway..i wana thx all my fren who walk into my lifes..no matter whether dey cn b/will b bside of me when i m down.. ok..I reali miss the days wif slack where we play nite basketball, cycling, n been to places tat i nv been to, teasing or suanin at one another, sun tanning and etc so many beautiful memories wif their presences i m oways happy..nt onli
s.l.a.c.k, all my frenz in poly..i rmb the most vivid is when we hab clz chalet-1b22..althu nt all the clz ple were present but i hab alot of fun. The nite we went to changi beach to play swings and fireworks, and oso the days when we play badminton..i neo that it would no longer be lyt b4 but thx for this tiny little memories....N also my poly clique..hehe..the 3 ple..thx for the fun time we had, gossiping, shopping, eating of expensive food..lolz....yupz..all these memories are juz a film which is played in my mind nw...so fun n swt..^^

Above are my thuts after readin my fren's blog..ahah..waha..gtg..bb..anyway happy bade jj





就让它变成一个美丽的回忆吧。。

Spain lost!!!!

This morning match was kinda sad....spain lost to france...3-1...sianz..i was kinda sad and disppointed...spain nv won..i hab pinned high hopes on they will win this match...i know that they tried v.hard to score a goal but france played quite well..haiz...was reali damn low after spain lost...haiz...

cnt c luis garcia

n alonso played for spain for world cup...sobsobz...haiz....nvm..hope brazil will help spain revenge by thrasing france..hehez..gogogo brazil.... haiz must wait till fri then gt nxt match..hehe...

rule the game

end of holi

1 more day of relaxatn before schl open..omg...i haben done my hmk..so many test n hmk..dey r all piling up waiting for me to clear dem one by one...i hab no mood to study..sianzz..haiz..3wk seem too short for me..hw i wish i hab another mth of holi to clear my hmk n watch world cup n oso maple..heehz..sianz tues nite is spain vs. france...duneo i cn watch nt cos the nxt day gt test sia..haiz...y must it b on tues..argh~....anyway pray hard tat spain will win...gogogo..anyway was quite happy yst..*grinz*...k gotta go mug le..i think i will fell aslp while muggin agn..bb

4get the un4gotton

Finali bac to blog...was kinda lazy to blog..cos too many stuff to do le..but hw cn i let my blog stagnant for so many weeks..anyway nw is world cup craze..so busy watching soccer..waha...hehe...anyway yst match btwn spain n Tunisia...spian won ...yesh!!...although i didn't watch the match but heard tat its a nice match sia..spain from lose to win..hengheng tunussia nv won..hehe..zai sia spain...but too bad luis garcia n alonso nv score for spain..haha...hope nxt match dey 2 cn score for spain sia...oh tonite match oso nice..england vs. sweden..hope england will win...gogogo england....
Anyway recently hab some thuts...to b a follower is gd or leader is gd..haha but i conclusion to b follower is beta..tats my view..cos if u being a leader dere r bound to b ple opposin u..but b a follower u suit evry1 wish..it makes 1s life easier, isn't it..yupz..but those leader who reali lead well will gain my respect...haha..till nw ar..i onli c a handful of great leader leh..haha..one of the great leader i seen is when i was in cjc, my odac tcher..he reali gain my respect for him..i mean he lead well and do thngs with considerin ple feelin..he say that makind r self-centred..i agree wif him..waha..ok tats all ..
haha...sianz..me still gt so many rpts n assignment haben do yet..argh~...hw i m gg to survive when schl open...nxt wk schl gg to open le..time reali flies sia..sianz..schl open damn sian de...hmmzz..i duneo wat to write le..waha..my mind is in the blank nw..ok lar...gtg..go shoppin wif mama le..waha..cya~

Oh yah anyway todae date is a memoriable one cos its 20-06-2006..hehez

human's thuts r the most difficult things to understand

hehe...nw habin holi...was quite free..eh nt reali...though gt alot of assignment but i lazy to do...me juz went to create new skin for my blog..nice??..waha oso add a new thing...a tagbox dere..rmb to tag hor...lala...i quite like my new blog skin..waha..its simple n nice lar...the reason y i put tagbox nw is bcos i feel tat in the past aiya the tagbox is juz a useless piece of thing n no bother would bother to tag de lar...but nw...erm...duneo y juz feel lyt putting tis tagbox..haa...anyway..tis holi is kinda bored ...i think i will stuck at hm majority of holi..though i feel lyt workin n earning money but me ..u neo lar...v.lazy..haha..anyway the job my fren intro r thoese retail all tat..aiya must c customer face...nahz..i dun wan lar..later gana scold by dem v.sad de..eh...ok lar..nothin much to write...haha..its raining heavily outside..so coolin..tym for bed..waha..so hungry nw..tym for luch..bb


not all those who wanders r lost...

rainy sunday

hmzz..its raining ever since 11am..tsktsk...tats gd anyway..i love rainy days..waha...hmmz..my life is gg to b busy nxt wk...haiz...gt two quizzes n one presentatn...omg...gt so many stuff for me to memorise..haiz...hw i m gg to survive..haiz...but after nxt wk..life is gg to b happier..yippie...no schl..so happy...but my clique r gg oversea le..so sad..i cnt go..i oso wana go..go enjoy my holi in oversea..so relax n happy...if i gt the chance..i would like to go..hmmz...japan...australia...yah...so long nv go oversea le leh...waha..ok i will stop here nd to mug for my test..ke lian me..haiz..


为何要为别人而活，而不是为自己而活

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This entry is linked wif titleless..after readfin an email...suddenly lots of thuts came to my mine...hmmz...so decided to blog agn...anyway i cnt comment alot of things cos i duneo who will read this blog...juz wana sae..evrythings start from misunderstanding n wadeva..i admit tat we r somehow at fault...but i believe in these situation nobody is happy..but if u think otherwise den its too bad...anyway its great to somehow knoe smthing though nt in detail...haiz..but i believe for nw nothin will change unless he do smhin abt it...cos its easy to start but diff to end..n i duneo ___is gd or bad...i reali v.confuse nw..argh....___ seem to hav 2 sides..so scary...haiz...wadeva..hope for world peace..n no matter how frustrated or angry m i, i reali hope tat if reali gt the chance we can go bac to the days we had 2gata..eg chalet...yupz tat all...
gona styudy for my tmr quiz...hope i will 4get abt evrything n CONCENTRATE...yesh!!gogogo

anyway a piece of notes...i juz wana thx evryone who help me in this incident...u guys knoe who u r...^_^


a impt lsn which i hab learnt..

what i wan

hmmz...wad i reali wan is :

• to hab is to have a new life..n get out from this schl asap...
• to go gym evry wk..lolz..
• to be happy evryday
• stop habin bad dream
• to go abroad as in go japan..australia those kinda
• to clear my doubts asap
• wana try studying abroad

在很久很久以前，这世界很美丽，但现在这一切变得很灰暗

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HEY MAN....ALL THOSE WHO R READIN JUZ WANA SAE I LIVE FOR 18 YRS...N THIS IS A 1ST TYM ...REALI 1ST TYM...I SEE SUCH A BASTARD, NO BRAIN, ARROGANT PERSON...OMG...SO SUAY TO MEET HIM...N GOD PLS TAKE HIM OFF MY SIGHT FOR GOD SAKE....I REALI CAN'T STAND HIM...HE THINK HE IS DAMN BIG...FOR GOD SAKE...PLSSS...BIG AS IN HEAD BIG OR WATZ?....NORMALI I WUN SCOLD 4 LETTER WORD...HE REALI GET OFF MY TEMPER LIMIT...TO THE PLE READIN MY BLOG SEE-IN THE UNSIGHTLY OF ME...PLS GO BLAME TAT ASSHOLE...I SWEAR FROM NW ON I WUN TOK TO HIM ANYMORE...IF I TOK TO HIM...HE WILL DIE RITE IN FRONT OF ME...THX..NO MATTER WATZ...HOW "POPULAR" HE SEEM..HIS FRENZ N ...... WILL LEAVE HIM 1 DAY...I CN BE 100% SURE...YUPZ..COS THEY CAN'T STAND HIM...LYT I DO...

ANYWAY I JUZ CRIED...I REALI REGRET CRYING ABT IT...I RATHER CRIED FOR A ANT THAN CRY FOR IT....CAN I TAKE BAC MY TEARS AND USED IT FOR MEANINGFUL PURPOSES....MY TEARS R DARN PRECIOUS LOR ...

ANYWAY I DUN WANA WRITE A LONG ENTRY FOR HIM...WATSE MY BLOG SPACE AND ENERGY...HOPE EVRTHING WILL BE GONE WIF THE WIND...NW MY MOOD IS BETA...I KNOE GOD WILL OWAYS BLESS ME WIF GOOD LIFE AND GOOD FRENZ...HMMZ...I 4GET MY LAST ENTRY PROMISE TO WRITE GOOD STUFF ABT MYSELF...HAHAZ.OK SHALL WRITE SOME GOOD PTS TO CHEER MYSELF UP...I M LOYAL TO MY CLOSE FREN..FUNNY PRSN..LOLZ...ERM...HARDWORKIN(GUILTY)..LOLZ..ERM TATS ALL..THINK STILL GOT.. WAHA...MUST ASK MY CLOSE FRENZ...DUN SAY I M BHB..OK CYA...BB..


IN MY LIFE I SEE SORROW..BUT I SEE HAPPINESS MORE...

sleepless nite

anyway todae came hm the earliest..me rch hm abt 2pm..though its earli den usual..but tym passed v.fast..i did edit my rpt n datasht..n its 7plus le...tsktsk..hmmzz...its 1230am nw...n i m still wide awake..tmr still hab schl sia..tmr jialat..from 8-5 sia..sianz...normally at this tym i would be sound aslp..hahaz..but tonite cnt slp sia...so sianz..somemore so warm sia...feel lyt bathing..haha..but if i bath nw..think i will be siao kia..so late bath..hmmz...so me hab nothin to do...actuali gt alot..but all is so borin stuff(schl work)..dun feel lyt doin...so intend to blog...oh yah..todae aunt came bac from taiwan(holiday)..hehez..wonder if she got bought any nice stuff for me..

anyway juz nw i did something rude..lolz..haiz..duneo gt offend her..i oreadi send my apology to her le..hehez...waha..cos juz nw in bad mood lar...hmmzz..me lyt to bottle up my unhappiness...den think n think...den smtym will show black face..hai the ple ard me to suffer..waha..cos dey duneo wat happen i will nt tell dem de...think i should change tis bad habit...

anyway i think i hab change alot in a sense to the negative nt positive...i think i became more n more hot temper le..my temper nt as gd as last tym...in the sense nt as tolerant as b4...hmmz..n mood swing v.easily...den became rude..haha..think i suffering from depression...*cross finger*..lolz...

aiyo y i kp sayin bad comment abt myself...nvm nxt entry me gg to say gd stuff abt myself le..hehe...anyway..its seem lyt typing tis entry is sort of entertaining myself sia..tsktsk..aiyo type so long..onli 10 min as past..sianz..think i 1 am den go slp...bleah! me nw go surf the webbie..go read ple blog...anyway sayin abt blog..read one of my pri schl fren blog..wah..she gana ditch..sad sia..i think tat guy is a jerk lor..he ditch her cos of another gal..kaoz...wat kinda guy is tat..ok shall comment no more...so scan ple blog le..tata..nitey...

recieve a msg fin chi from my fren which says:

喜怒哀乐是由自己制造，要笑要泪就看自己这么县。

i oso thut of :

we must not let time control us..we must control time...

memories of yst

Friday entry

woke up ealri on fri morning despite its a holiday..duneo y..hehez...actuali need to go temple todae de..but int he end nv go..anyway my bro oso nv go...so when to meet slack at je..wohooo...todae we went to gym..yipyip..this is the 1st tym i went to gym in my whole 18yrs...dun laugh at me horz...ok den..went dere change into my attire.hehez..wow gym was damn fun...i fall in love with gym le...though the euipment in je is limited..but i hab try alot of he diff equipment..the euipment i like most is the one which can train my stomach muscle..hehe...we staye int he gym from about 230 lyt tat to 5pm sia...hehe...at there saw quite alot of muscular guys..woo..but dey all short short de...no handsome guy though..keke...was quite fun..how i wish i could go gym n train evry wk..haha...train into a fit fit prsn...yeah!...
den after gym went to sh hm to bath...after bathing we went to bugis to eat...went to barnsburk(smthin lyt tat)..we ordered the set meal..nt v.nice lar...somemore the service is damn slow..haiz...after tat nana went to take her mother days present..the present was quite nice..den sh intend to buy her mother day present..but could nt find anything she lyt..so in the end she decide to treat her mom out to eat ...den we went to mos burger to slack..i was feel tired le wana slp le..haha..den we went home at abt 10pm..me took bus hm..hehz..rch hm...den abt 11pm plus went to slp le..cos was so tired..think i used alot of energy on gym le...hehez..


以前想着未来， 但是现在想着过去。

meaningless life...

ok..mon was my csw presentan...we are the 1st grp to present...so excited...hehe..but...the meeting was kinda fun..our tcher video us dunrin our meetin..wonder hw i lk lyt..lolz...tcher still sae i gt gd eye contact skill...lolz...so happy...hmmz...gt my result bad..nt bad..70 plus...hmmz..
tues was in no mood condition...
wed was quite happy cos we went shoppin for our fyp stuff..heehz..went ard schl to search for fish shop..cn u juz imagine..spore has limited fish shop..finali found one in chua chu kang...we bought bags of things...so heavy worx..
thurs...was oso v.bored..guess my life is oways bored de...todae gt exp..tis exp i hated most...becos of two reasons....omg gt sore throat todae...hope i wun b sick tmr ...pray hard...

hw i wish i faster graduate and get out from tis kinda life...i dread gg to schl...it remind me of smthin in sec schl...i think i gt karma...me nw reali believe in karma le...haiz...i hope history wun repeat itself...sobz..

actuali todae quite unhappy...no mood to blog..think tmr shall blog...tmr wuld b a happy day i guess...waha...gogogogo tmr


在镜子面前，我们是在一起, 但是在我心里，我们是有段距离。

lolz....:x

was so bored n went to try out some test...juz found out from my name tat:


Lazy
Edgy
Overwhelming
Natural
Gorgeous

Mischievous
Easy
Ideal

Zany
Helpful
Emotional
Nice

and also

What personality elements make up your Personality cocktail?

How to make a Leong Mei Zhen
Ingredients:5 parts intelligence1 part silliness3 parts beauty
Method:Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of fitness

Hahaz...too bored...did tis test to entertain myself..keke


was reading thru ple blog as usual n found smthin nice.......
the st0ri of 2 teardr0ps-Two tear drops were floating down the river. One tear drop said to the other, "I'm the tear drop of agirl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" "I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting agirl go....."
She teardrop consoled, "There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone because we found out that they'd be happier if we let themgo..."He teardrop replied, "But then you'll know thatyou miss someone very much when every time you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that personbrings the broken pieces back..."She teardrop said, "It's really painful to saygoodbye to someone else that you don't want tolet go; but it's even more painful to ask someone tostay if you can never make the relationship workout the way it should be."She continued, "LOVE? It's kind of complicated,but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable is to make someone else happy, that's love right there...."He teardrop pondered and said, "You know, if I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to geta "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I'drather choose "U" and get "HURT" than havea "HEART" without "U"...She teardrop smiled and replied, "Giving someoneall your love is not an assurance that she will love you back. Don't expect love in return, wait forit to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, becontented it grows in yours."He teardrop continued, "She told me once, do not be too good, I will miss you. Don't be too caring; Imight like you. Don't be too sweet; I might fall foryou."She teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly inlove never loses hope but always believes."She teardrop continued, "If you love her please let her know because it hurts to love when you have to go. Take care of me; don't go away because if you love me, you will stay... I love you and do you know why? You got me when you first said 'Hi'"He teardrop said, "You are brave she teardrop, now I know it's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end ratherthan never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge."He teardrop continued further, "Did you know thatthe expression "Nothing" is the subconscious mind's way of saying I Love You... that's what ido, I told her NOTHING and because of that i losther even though i love her... I cry for the time that she was almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. I cry for the times i thought I had her!"She teardrop consoled, "Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together,or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together.you never lose in loving. you only lose in holding back."He teardrop cried,"Now I know, I have learned.don't throw your back to love when it's already infront of you, don't drive it away from you becauseif you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to YOU..."

election day

woot~woke up at 10 plus this morning....some funernal thing from downstair woke me up....yawnz...woke up went to watch tv...haiz...no show to watch...wat a boring sat....at 12 plus my parents went to vote ...my ma vote for pap..while my dad vote for opposition...hmmz...fair n square...if i hab the chance i would vote for pap for my area...yupz...after slackin for about 2 hour or so...went to use com to do my rpt...omg...the info are so hard to find...so bored...went to look at the blog...i think i addicted to readin ple blog le...evrything on the com i would nv fail to browse ard ple blog...and the blog i read are from mostly ple tat r younger den me...their lifestyle reali interest me...haha althu dey r quite normal..but i juz lurbe readin dem...dun say i kpo ok...hurmp...wah from 12pm use till now le...think my eyes gg to spoil soon...so bored..stuck at hm oso duneo wat to do...boredX3.....i wana go shoppin...buy shoe..buy jacket...buy yummy food....hw i wish i hab alot of $$...haiz..anyway tats all for today..nothin much though....i wana maple...haha...train my mage..lalala....

oh yah my previous entry say was bothered by schl stuff...but nw it seem to b improvin le...gogogo.....hehez....hope one day the outcome wuld be wat i hoped for...yeah!...i dun wana b bored in my last yr of poly, i wana hab FUN...yupz



i m borned lonely to this world...*sigh*

the story of the heart...

真的

我努力的仰着脸孔
试着眼泪不往下流
别往下流
不安的感觉到什么
在我生活中不再相同
很不相同
想要说
却还沉默
伸出手
无法触碰
天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界
自由的走

-by 张韶涵

bad day

recently...some stuff happen to me in schl which left me v.bothered....i reali duneo wats the cause ....i reali wana knoes the truth...sometimes it is quite sad been etalosi ...sobsob...i reali wana stop all this things and lead the life i used to....anyway tis things is the 1st tym happening to me lar...haiz...soo sad...wateva it is hope evrthing will b alrite after few wks tym...

anyway wed went back to my company to take my pay...yippie....n return my nice nice smell dalmantian lab coat..^_^...went to take the pay frm carol..finali knoe who is carol le...hehe...aiyo gt so little pay...diaoz...so sad...thut cn get 600 plus...sianz...den after tat help out the lab ple...me went to the new lab...help out lian hua...prepare reagent...cos in the new lab duneo where the things r placed den i kp askin lian hua...i feel tat i m a nuisance..haha...cos kp askin(disturbin) her...quite ps....haiz..luckily lian hua v.kind...nv showed me a annoyed face...help me to take the reagent all tat stuff...hengheng me...wah tat day was the 1st tym handlin con HCL ...so scary...luckily nv corrode my skin sia...when i took out a few drops of HC n dripped into the solution...i could c smoke n violent reaction...alot of bubbles...scary...wonder wat will happen if HCL touched yr skin sia..might rot sia...tsktsk...anyway tat day..time past v.fast...6plus went hm..hehe...anyway wana comment tat when i went to the old lab its seem v.unfamilar to me...though i left for onli 1 wk..hmmz....anyway i will still miss dem de..

thurs...ms showed me a blog...tsktsk...its nt a ordinary blog...its a blog abt _ _ _...wahah...wah after readin it, it left me alot of thuts sia...haha...duneo shuld i support dem or anti dem..waha...juz wish dem all the best bahz though i find it abit weird...wateva it is gonna end here..

fri after sch me went bugis wif st n ms...as we end claz quite earli...we went dere nothin to do..kinda bored with bugis le...waha..we onli went dere to window shop a while..n sit down to chat...chat about happy things and unhappy ones...sayin about our clz....tis n dat...then about 6plus went to v8 n eat...i oredered the pineapple rice...omg it sucks...me will nt go v8 anymore le...n the surrounding is soo cold..brrr...me still hab to suffer while eating..wth..the bill came..i nd to pay $17..sobsob..gg to be broke...i rather go eat at other reasurant..much beta..hehez...at least the food nicer abit...nt soo cold sia....den went home..was v.tired and slp at 9 plus...i must b a pig slp so earli...ok gona end here le...cya peepz..bb

-这世界多复杂。。没有我想说的话-

schl started...-_-zzZ

sianz...tis wk started schl....no more workin life....nd to return to ploy agn...sianz.....i rather work den study actuali...alot alot alot of things in my mind nw...i reali wish i was younger..at least no trouble....haiz....me nw feelin so bored......dun feel lyt maplin...no tv to watch...so bored..argh....think wed i m gg bac to my company to collect my pay..still haben get a single cent frm my company yet...wonder hw r my colleague...did dey miss me..waha....so bhb...nvm...anyway dun feel lyt blogging le..waha...my mood swing v.fast de...so i will stop here le...bb


how i wish we will lyt b4....so united...but nw..i dun c it...this kinda spirit has vanished...y?...i duneo y...

how i wish i nv know the truth...tat nite i can't slp...tis matter revolve ard my mind...还你自由~

how i wish some1 understand mi....


我终于知道哭着笑最痛

last wk of itp

this is the last week of itp....offically no more itp for me le....time really passes so fast...anyway i will miss my colleague...i realli abit can't bear to leave the company...but i think tis kinda feelin might disappear in few wks time..sometimes i rather wana stay in the company than go to schl..wahaha...anyway i might go back to the company to help out somedays when they need me bah....we 3 hav printed a copy of our timetable to dem le..haha...but think durin june dey would nt nd us le..cos gt another batch of attachment student comin...

for mon, wee nie work ot sia...cos our company got alot of sample..too bad i cnt work cos gtg out to buy stuff for my colleague...but the ot was quite cheap...4 bucks per hr...but gd thing is tat gt $5 on food and $6 ontransport..i reali wana try workin ot...seem lyt so fun to me..waha

for wed, freddy broght us out for lunch..sort of the whole company go...xcept a few..lynn and dose night shift ple nv go nia...we went to dover hawker centre dere to eat...i ate the hokkein mee...and drank bubble tea...so long nv drank bubble tea le...brought back some memories durin sec schl days....used to drink buble tea veri often...mostly is drink the pearl milk tea...waha....anyway after lunch we went to the office to work le...

on thurs, its the last day of work le.....me make two cards for my colleague(susan and kitty) whom taught me alot durin this 6wks...and oso gave lynn our thank you card....to show our appreciation, we 3 shared to buy biscuit and pizza for dem... susan was lyt sharin aiyo...dun waste yr money lar...haha...anyway its worth it lar...dey reali taught me alot...and been gd to me leh...we took alot of photographs...xue wei was lyt sayin if we left the company le...no one will crap wif her le...haha...r we dat crappy??....hmm...anyway..tis wk i leave the company v.late...on tues i leave at 7 plus lor..cos wana discuss wat to buy for dem...den thurs... esp the few hr b4 we end work...i was lyt quite sad...knowin tat in a few hr tym we gg to leave the company le...we kp counting dwn..waha...finali we reali left the comapny le...we bid evry1 the final goodbye...haiz...reali had lots of fun in company... goodbye my colleague!! ms u guys...all the best..

the company ple

haiz duneo y cnt upload more photo...4get abt it le...hurmp....

心中觉得空空的，好像人生少了些么。。。

5th week of itp

woo~ 5th wk of itp le...last wk nv update cos quite busy no tym to update..waha...hmm...anyway...left 1 wk b4 schl start..

so tis wk....on mon was i continue on my experiment den after tat did soem admin stuff n power point slide...tues n wed n thurs...was quite sianz...did alot of admin stuff n some bo liao stuff....qas quite slack sia...den me n wee nie...went to paint dere n drew somethin...entitled "panda and me"..waha..we were damn bo liao..after we drew le..we save inside the com...on wed..liew...kana suan by some1..worst thing is nt in the company lor..is frm the uncle from hawker centre...tis is the 1st tym i bjy goreng pisang for my itp...den i ordered 2 goreng pisang(50 cent each)...den wee nie say seperate...den uncle sae...separate must 1 bucks arh...den i was thinkin wah 1 bucks...den after tat eh nt ritez....2 oso cost 1 bucks mah./..wat unlce sayin sia...so i was processin wat uncle say...tat uncle den suan me sae..wah mention seperate 1 bucks yr face change color..haha.
-_-"....wheer gt lor...i was processin nia..anyhw shoot me...he den say...evry customer oso lyt tat..."say seperate 1 bucks den say dun wana seperate le..tat uncle so disturbin sia...haha...but anyway i nxt wk gg to eat goreng pisang agn...so yummy n cripsy.....
den thurs worst..reali nothin for us to do....but thurs freddy gib us take 1 test..but is open book de...wahha...after tat i was nearly slackin the whole day..our supervisor...susan was on leave...den lynn was askin admin dere gt work for us to do nt...hmm den we help freddy do his powerpoint..den freddy gav us bac our test..i gt a "A"..yeah...wahha..hmm...den lynn n rest went to resaurant eat...cos its calvin last day le...sobsob...cavin is a nice guy..so sad he go to join other company le....den dey went to eat for a long tym...about 2 hr sia...den me n wee nie n loy were chattin...was lyt siao gi na ...especially wee nie lor...kp laughin non-stop...den loy kp suan-in wee nie...me oso of cosh lar...waha...so slack lor...the company tat day onli left suresh n muthu nia...haha....den went dey were bac...cavin bought polar cake for us...treat frm him ...cos his last day...yummy...so full sia tat day...

oh yah den fri...earli mornin came alot of sample..so we were sent to help out the lab dere...so busy..try out ashin todae for 1st tym...wah the fire was so big...hehe...so cool...feel lyt takin photo of it...hehe...brian, the australian guy left company last wk...but he came bac todae sia..n visit us..waha...den in afternoon help out muthu to do flash point...anyway left 1 more wk nia with the company...actuali will kinda of miss dem seriously...at 1st i thut i wun but nw i feel otherwise..haha...especially susan...kitty..dey taught me alot of stuff sia...n joshua n kenneth...the 2 gao siao king...hehe...hmm duneo wat to gib dem when i leave...sobsobz....ok lar gtg end le...nxt wk is the last wk of itp..haiz...

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3rd week of itp

its the 3rd week of itp le...3 more wk...n the end of itp n the startin of schl..argh...sianz...so nw i shall sae wat happen on this wk..

Mon, my lo, joseph chan came ...haha...thut he will kp suan-in me...surprisingly..nahz...onli suan 1 tym nia..phew...but tat day we 3 oso gt suan him sia..haha...anyway when he came lynn was nt ard...so he chat wif us...n some of the collegue...his action is quite funny which kp makin wee nie laughing sia..hmm...those collegue who has seen him eg freddy, susan,kitty sae he dun lk lyt tcher but instaed lyt our fren sia...so young worx...haha...when lynn came bac..she open a conference rm n let us n our lo chat n she herself oso tok to joseph..hmm...the whole situation seem awkward...den thru the conversation, found out joseph oso frm dcp sia...his attachment oso in jurong island sia..hmm..den he sae his last tym project wif the company is abt shampoo-pantene..den he was sayin wee nie hair is abit dry ..blah blah..my hair abit frizzy...blah blah...sayin we zhuan dao cos gt free consultation sia..after tokin, its was abt 1pm..our lunch tym le...so joseph went to hav lunch wif us at the nearby fdcourt...he treat us our lunch so in return me n wee nie treat her drink lor...hmm found out he lyt to eat veg cos mostly the veg are eaten up by him sia..even cucumber he eats..so healthy..wow...den afetr lunch went bac to the company..he sign our log bk...den went off le lor..he sae he most prob onli visit us 1 tym nia..if gt tym he will drop by...hmm wee nie lyt k[p wishin him to come sae he veri funny all tat..for me kk lor.....quite funny oways do weird stuff...hmm...but smtym he will make my blood boil...anyway tats for mon...

eh tues, wed,thurs are all abt the same..nothin special happen lar..juz help freddy do his powerpt slide..did 1 or 2 exp....did filing..haiz...kinda bored...wah freddy power pt slide is damn long...about 100 plus slides sia...last tym he oso gt attachment student help him do..2gata gt 200 plus slides...omg....wonder hw the ple attend his course survive..so many slides sia...haha...though i did for 3 days le..but the powerpt slides still haben done..so u cn c hw long are the slides..den thurs was abit late for work abt 833am den rch but phew lynn was nt dere yet..she is late agn...waha..lucky...den fri...wAS gd..ahah..cos freedy brought we 3 out for lunch and treat us sia.so gd of him...even lynn who is in charge of us oso nv bring us go out..niao sia..finali i m out of the industrial park..yippie...at 1st he was gg to bring us to sp tat reasurant at near the swimmin pool de..but we lyt showed him a dun wan face..haha...den he suggested to go ginza...den...we went to ginza de sakura n eat...the food dere was nt bad..cos its near my sec schl..n i hab been dere a few tym le..the food dere is hala de...hmm ...found out tat freddy nv eat chili cos he ordered kangkong in those sauce nt lyt the usual sambal chili kind..so we eat n chat,..agn/.. the situation is awkward..waha...found out tat freddy was a tcher last tym sia...she teach math n sci sia..hmm..den he was askin if we are interested to join the company after we grad..if wan must apply fast in jan...cos dere would be some vacancy de...hmm..i dun think i wan to join the company..provided the pay is damn high ..waha...after lunch..rch the office abt 215 pm sia..haha...kitty ask us where we go..told her is ginza...b4 i told her teh name she guessed it le..wah so smart...she sae she v.gd in eatin de...sae sakura nt bad..haha...den she sae..y nv ask freedy to treat us to jap food even more ex...haha..manager treat must slash him..lolz...hopefuli its nt the last tym he brought us out..hehez.....

so i think tats all for this wk...quite a boring wk sia...nothin interestin for me to do..sianz...hopefuli nxt wk more lab work..cos maria is bac frm her leave on mon...yippie..finali...so long sia...3 wk le...she den bac frm her leave ...wonder hw she lk lyt..waha...shal update nxt wk..cya..bb

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