快乐和烦恼
快乐你理解不到
烦恼你感受的到
但请不要和我分享
我肯定
不是你永远的影子

烦得我睡不着
烦得我好承重
烦得我好不快乐
烦得我恨你



了解了-
并不是神圣
并不喜欢比较
并不喜欢炫耀
并且兴趣比名分重要
但为何人人都在笑我笨妖

坐在那四方的桌子，
聊着 笑着 回想过去，
我便静了下来,
她们 说着 笑着

静了不是因为累了，
而是想着从前的点点滴滴，
好怀念 好想念
突然脑出现了他的话
[想念，
是没有回答她的话，
再也不想说话，
再也无法说话]

here some of the pic frm tw..7days of journey in tw ...finali got the chance to post it up here....lazy to elaborate..hmmz..the pic will do the work..

In the plane to tw

our 1st meal at there..we ate steamboat for dinner

wakin up earli for free breakfast in the hotel...zzzZZ

Studious me n sy in cheng pin shu dian

kind me n ch making donation

in the train

me n sh in hagen

me n sh eyeing on the cakes..

mine n sy hotel room

all of us dead beat in the hotel

takin pic wif one of the salesgal we met

at shilin nite market



our graffiti in fish cafe

2nd last day chiong-in in the KTV

in the cabbie

proudly to present hh n pp

sianzz...leaving for sg

arrival in sg

anyway....tats all abt it...had lots of fun at dere...shoppin..slpin..watching tv...eatin...life is so relax..hw i wish i cn stay at dere..ms life at dere...anyway its been a fun n enjoyable trip....

woot so long nv blog le..kinda busy n lazy to blog nowadays le..hab been busy workin..earning money..but i m still poor though..sad case..hmmz..my view for working life has nt change ....mayb workin is boring so they nd some "entertainment" to spice up their life..yupz...wateva is it...evry company is the same..hmmz....for the sake of money live on...waha...

Yeah..in another 1 more day i m gg off to tw le..yippie...so happy...wonder how is it like..will we hab lots of fun?...haha...this time round be off for 1 wk..sounds long huh....

-Aimless-

选择

是装傻还是不知，
是冷酷还是同情，
是守着还是放弃，
是演示还是露出，
是逃避还是面对，
是注定还是掌控

arr..i change my template le..y my blog kp showin the old template..angry sia..the new blog under google is damn lousy la..i like the previous one la..arrrr..





anyway..gd luck to me tmr..muahha

Rubbish

i finali make up my mind..tats the first tym i m so decisive in a right manner..mayb i shuld learn to b more independent at tym...hopefuli evrything will go fine..

如果

人往往要等到失败后才会后悔。
失败后就会说“如果我以前。。。。现在就会。。。。“

突然觉得这世界变得复杂，
心里好空但又很乱，
是我人太简单了，
所以才把这个世界看得那么乱，
有时很想把自己封闭起来，
活在一个只有我的世界里。

最近看到的和碰到的，
都让我想起从前的点点滴滴。
追求的不是别人的100%，
而是自己的100%。
这世界很奇妙，
以前觉得自己不会碰到的事，
现在一个接一个的都让我碰到了。
哈！好可笑吧？

未来反复模糊，
梦想变得遥远，
霍是我不敢去实现它。

有时有种感想，
反复大家都把她忘了，
是我太铭感了吗？
有些东西失去过才懂得它的可贵，
有些东西可以从来，
但有些没有NG的机会了，
人就是这样的。。。

心情

好久没有那么早起身，
在早晨里，
看到这繁忙的城市，
我暂时抛开烦恼，
带着轻松的脚步走入人群中，
马路上人来人往，
他们的脚步速快，
而车子噼噼噼个不停，
突然有种幸福的感觉，
自少我现在比他门轻松，
可以暂时看看“感受”这世界。

到了十点，
大家都已经到了工作岗位，
那些较早前的人群都已消失了，
留下我独自站在马路中央，
这时又有另一总感觉。




我：what is life?
他：hmmz..i oso duneo..but i think life is something i will do it to the fullest, though i might nt neo wats the outcome. I think its something interesting and wonderful.
我: hmmz..u r so optimistic
他: y?
我: cos at least u think its interesting and wonderful ...

random post

The f up life la...haiz..i duneo...this n that, nothin goes smoothly..y is things oways diff frm wat its planned..

wats life abt?

haiz..some words r hard to b xpressed out..i duneo i hab made the right choice.confused la

2dae its my 100th entry for bloggin..actuali i wanted to blog this 100th entry after xam..n make it a "special entry"..but den...


anyway..life is short do cherish it..juz got to neo the xu weilun, the taiwan actress pass away on sun..tats kinda sad..she was still like in her late 20s...read the news article say tat she still intend to do wat stuff in her 30s like gettin married n treat her family better by giving them more time..hmmz..but den evrything is too late le..she does not hab this chance..anyway juz hope tat she rip..


雨几乎下了，
听完了故事，
反复想起你，
她的故事，
就像我们之间，
没对没错，
但我比她差劲多了，
千万个理由，
但没达到重点，
也许这一次错了
live life with no regrets

Actuali..todae found out i began to like the ic module more..but if there are no testss..hmmz..anyway i like it cos sometimes gt some games n xin ni ze yan..n it or rather the tcher taught me some human skills..from the way we act it can determine our future..hmmz..being a supervisor we mustn't be "emotional blackmail"..must be more agressive n kp ot yr stand..n many more..from the eyes it can tell how reliable a person is..hmmz..it seem interesting...how i hab this "power" then i can c how reliable is that person..


She said " how can any1 change for others..its makes him changeable..n if so which side is the real him?"

Sins

Agn~

yrotsih has taeper flesti niaga....

has tahw it syawo syas:

it sekat 2 sdanh 2 palc, era ew illaer gnibig up siht myt dnuor? ebyam or ebyam ton?

pots gnikniht it 4 won....tsuj dun anaw ekam it tceffa my doom..



igonabstrongtotakeonthechallengeitstimefornojokenbmaturenthinksensible

-a choice-

decision

hmmz..in another mayb 1 mths tym reali gt to say gdbye to sp..though its 3 yrs in there but it seem so fast..still rmb in my past entry still wishin to faster grad..but now as its nearin i m quite unwilling to leave..cos after tat its either work or studyin..yupz..which way to go?...so confusin..if work..i oso duneo wat i m gg to work as..想做但害怕自己梦想着..if study oso must nd to depend on wat i wana work in future..yah..times reali flies..gg to rch the age of 20 le..wow...so fast..mayb its time to b serious..thinkin abt mine future

美好的时光一瞬间远远离去

唯一美丽的它断了
无法挽回
他们都说
再买一个新的
但却不知道
它带表了什么
只有拥有的才知

害怕我们的友情像它一样催罗

昨天上了人生的一程课，
内容不必多说，
也是我很久没遇到的问题
站在马路的中央
不断的徘徊，思考着
向左走还是向右走？

或许不想着改变
还是我很顽固，
还是害怕受在一次的失败

New year is coming..haben thut of any resoltuion...

xmas post

On the xmas eve went to sh home to cele..we brainstorm n decided to cook our own christmas dish..last yr we prepare steamboat for christmas, this yr we dcide to cook western food..haha...we meet at vivocity de giant at 430pm to buy our necessary things..wow vivocity was damn crowded..evryone dressed at their best for the countdown party..but some oso nv reali dress up lar..anyway we went to giant to get chicken fillet, fish filiet, fries, campbell soup, the french bread, fruits n so on....after getting all the goceries it was about 6plus le...den we thut of gg to bakerzin to buy our logcake..but in the end bakerin disappoint us no logcake sia..we went to swendsen to buy..wah the queue at swendsen was damn long...so many people queuing up to eat dinner..after buyin our logcake we chiong to sh home...cos from sh home the bus journey nd about 30min..but the dry ice can onli tahan 45min sia..

so ard 7pm we rch sh hm.. me n sy cut the fruits to prepare our fruit salad..tsktsk peelin of fruit skin n cuttin of fruits was no easy task..haha..while sh n jj preare the campbell soup thngy n deep fry the fillet n fries...wah we preapre all this till ard 830 den start eating sia..the dishes gt fries, fillet, nuggets, campbell with bread, fruit salad...haha..a sumpteous dinner sia..haha..but overall the food was not bad..but then we cook too much sia..waste some food...

our sumpteous dinner

after dinner, we were all lazy to clear up the plates..so we juz chat around n slack around...ard 10 we den start clearin up the plates...but in the end is sh maid wash the plate sia..haha..after clearing up, we slack around takin some random pic...

one of the random cool pic

we are some kind of illegal people being caught by police

after habin fun with the camera, we den went up to sh room to watch tv..again slack around n waiting for 12am to come..finali the arrival of 12am..yippie..we went downstair to hab our logcake..waha...its icecream log cake..coolz..choclate one..we were eating the log cake in a barbarian way..haha...we juz use our forks n dig the cake..but as usual we cnt finish it

After eatin the logcake, the guys play with the dry ice n invent some stuff..actuali wana upload the video abt the dry ice..but tat dumb utube upload so long..in the end forgo the idea of uploadin le.this dry ice invetion causes a mild explosion...n this things entertain us for about 15min or more sia..haha...

after all this, jj n wj went home...left we 5 gals at sh home...hmmz..5 of us has nothin much to do..fio play the piano den ch play the guitar..i was like gg to fell aslp soon sia..sy was slackin ard...den awhile latr i try playin the piano..it seem hard though..haiz..then after tat we watch some tv n clips...ard 4 am we tuck in...xz den came..sh went downstair to enterain xz...then awhile latr sy went down to eat her tibits..haha she hungry sia..they about 5am den slp..after tat slp slp slp...10am woke up...prepare some stuff..watch tv..den fio,ch,sy n me went to clementi eat lunch..sh went out wif her family to eat..we went to the jap restaurant..the food damn cheap..but the food tatse okok nia lar..after eatin, we went to clementi big book shop cos fio wana buy superglue...after tat was ard 2 plus le..den we went home le...tats how i pass my xmas eve..

no pt gg bac to the past cos its over and will not return..

supper

supper anyone?? anyone hungry can call me out for supper sia..haha..so bored sia..recently hab some thuts..i think tat if i hab some fren who live near my home as in few blocks away it will be damn great..haha..cos if at nite cn call him come out n eat supper or chit chat..when bored cn meet up with him..or sometimes cn go jogging or night cycling 2gata.can play badminton...cn visit each other house..tat would be so fun...even if we go out, we can go home 2gata..gt a company mahz ..but then too bad sia..no hab sia...

actuali last tym when i m in pri schl abt pri 1 or 2 use to hab de..she juz live a block aaway from mine..we used to be damn gd frenz..used to go to her home and play..her bdae she will invite me to her party..but due to some reasons, our friendship severed le..so now..no hab anymore..

-naive-