21st bdae entry

i know its kinda belated to post my bdae entry...yupz..
okkk ...on my bdae went celebration wif my family,bc n alvina..yupz..1st destinaation was to eat dim sum @ harbourcity..m tr8..yupz..the foood was quite nice though..2nd stop was to went prawning @ bottle tree park..i didn't manage to catch enuf prawnz as compared to my previous attempt..well prawning was still nt bad even though u might feel zzzz at tym..the 3rd destintion of the day was of cosh dinner..went to carlton hotel to eat..food there was better than rama thai..did i mentin that i hab a bad impression of rama thai at tanjong pagar there...hmmz..after eating went home to chnage to our sporty outfit..the final destination was to ecp...went to nite cycling...it has been awhle since i last nite cycle..reali miss the days where i n m sec frenz cycle on the roads to changi....yeAP...AFTER the cycle evry1 was tired..nt evry1 enjoy the cycle...mayb nt evry1 share the same passion..so i reali appreciate that they nite cycle wif me evn though they din like it..the nxt day think ard 8 am then we head hm..evry1 was shag..ok tats all on wat happn on my bdae

ok...nw my prez tym..this yr i recieve a macbk(frm my parents), 3 ballons frm alvina, pendant frm alvina's mum, burberry wallet from bc, nike bag from uni frenz, ysl perfume from poly fren, longchamp bag frm sec fren, n a diy bk frm ch...ok tats all for the gifts...thanks for all the gift ple..appreciate evry gift recive..=)

Great!! i juz sign up for another 5k run..its a great eastern run..muhaha..the shirt is addidas one..now i hab both addidas n nike shirt..cool~

Though my 5k run is gone, but here comes my 10k run.nike+ human race run. 2 more mths to go.
-just do it!-

Yst i watched the chnl 8 charity show for the sichuan earthquake. After watching it, felt kinda fortunate and oso kinda guilty. I m fortunate that spore does not have a major earthquake that can kill ple. On the other hand i was kinda guilty, that at the other ends ple r suffering while i m enjoying my life.

Actuali before the charity show, i din reali "feel" for the sichuan earthquake or rather it does not have much impact on me. However, after watching the charity show, i begin to realise what i nv realise before. I still rmb that quan yi fen say a true story which occur in the earthquake which left me touched. She say that there was a lady who protect her baby by shielding her body over her baby. In the end, that lady was dead but under her was her healthy baby who has a hp lying beside. The lady has typed a msg in the hp dedicated to her baby saying if the baby was alive she wana let him/her neo how much she love her. After hearing this, felt like tearing cos was kinda sadded as the ma can onli express her love thru sms.. Another incident was, durin a sichuan earthquake, a young girl was found dead and in her hands, held a pencil. yupz..Frm this incident, we should feel fortunate, at least we got the chance to study tomorrow but for the girl she could not anymre.

We should cherish evry1 ard us as u mite not have the chance when tmr comes...
-<3 Love your parents <3-

My life

On sat, went cycling wif my frenz n in the end i gt 3 brusies. but overall it was fun.After tat we went sunsetway to pub, guess ch n i r kinda hook to alcohol. the ambience there was not bad. So amazing that a HDB area is able to produce a dempsey-hill kinda feeling. We still arranged for another outing for alcohol.

On tues, me went to b a facilitaor for schl outing at compassvale sec. The pay was kinda low though, but i must admit i enjoy it to some extent. The job for the day was to be a station master at the old parliament house whereby students will come to yr statn and u must give worksht to them to do. though that day was sunny but i was assigend to the station which is sheltered

On wed, i was assigned to orchid park sec. The job of the day was to in-charge of the 20 students to tour around T3 and give them worksheets to do. I was assigned to a normal acad clz..Actuali teaching the students was kinda enjoyable but some of them i unwilling to learn. While some of the students are willing to listen to me. I get that sense of achievement when the students understand what i m teaching about. From this excursion, i create some kind of bond with them though its juz a mere 2 hr of interaction. I nv got to know their names but i have already remeber some of their faces. To be honest, i felt that orchid park students are must more disciplined than compassvale students.
Overall, this job was fun to some extent though the pay was real low. If there is a chance to do this job the nxt sem i might considered about it again. Mayb i will got the chnc to facilitate my sec shl.

Feelings:
This few wks was kinda tired. I juz felt that 虽然，坐得很近，但是我们的距离很远.
Think i reali nd some space n freedom.

my 5km run is gone =(...
nxt yr agn!!!..

inspired

当我小的时候，
我想长大。
但当我长大后，
我想当个小女孩

thanks my fren =)

The starting of the stressful period.

1 test is down..
Exhuasted...
nxt to come..
3 wk tym..

I want to
i wana go cycling..
to complete miles..
i wan to go running
to race kilometre
i wan to swim
to cover lapse
to search for something
that's an achievement..

1) too many things to do
2) A feeling of getting old =(
3) tired but fulfilling
4) i felt her loneliness
5) changes among us
6) missing them
7) lazy and avoiding it me
= i wonder

anticipating 2010

2 faces

"Everyone sees what you seem to be, few touch upon what you are..." -- Niccol Machiavelli, "The Prince"-xtracted from radom thut's blog

NEw yr

Well in another 8 more hr its 2008..its another year agn..should i say this year has passed by fast or slow...hmm...wateva it is..hope that nxt yr would be a great one..wish evry1 an advanced happy new year..have a great year ahead..

merry chrismas evry1

[As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
..........................................................................]

Dedicated to the 5 of dem n my parents..



This is not the ending, its onli the beginning for me

i m tryin hard to 4get tat incident....but it somehow or rather can't b done...when i was abt to slowly 4get it...smthing(someone) will trigger tat incident agn...haizz..

hab nt been blogging after my trip..its becos i neo when i blog i m sure i will tok abt tat incident n hw i m feelin...so agn i avoid it...but juz to tell my frenz..mayb god gav us this incident or whateva obstacles we met on our way, mayb he's trying to make our friendship grew stronger n make us stronger den b4...recently evryone ard me seem to hab lots of troubles..juz wana say be strong n walk on....

yst went to meet up some friends in holland v for dinner...its has been ages since we last met up..went to settlers dere and ate...we were only allowed to stay dere for 2 hr..because there is a reservation at 9.30pm..so after lookin thru the menu, we found out the food at dere has nothin much tat fascinate us...so we juz decided to order the dessert package..as usual..i order my fav brownie wif icecream....with a cup of choco float...den we started to play games...haha...the waiter taught us how to play the games..the 1st game i have played before..waha..it mainly test on how fast its yr reaction..muhaha...but the 2nd game its kinda new to me..the waiter taught us..he juz kp tokin n tokin...but i m a kind of person dun reali like to hear explanation , i understand beta with pictures/demos or mayb my understanding of explanations is poor or wat...so my 2 frenz sort of understand how to play the game..while i juz pretend to understand by knoddin my head...waha..so then. the waiter juz say ok lets start with me..den i say huh?..so paisehz..den my fren say need to bid wat n wat...but overall tat game its nt v.nice la..den we gossip here n dere..found out workin life its nt reali gd..people frm higher post, will tend to bully people frm the lower post.. yupz...after tat ...xw wanted to eat ya kun...so went there to eat..bread wif kaya...we slack until ard 10 plus lyt tat den walk to the statn...

my 2 frenz were takin the diff lines frm me..so i board my train..as usual i lean agst the glass panel dere..yeap..when i reached queenstown statn....i saw some1 familar...its my ex colleague in pioneer..i thut..wow the world its so small..same train n same cabin..den miralculously, we gt things to tok abt sia..i still thut it wuld b an awkward situation since it has been quite lng we last met each other n we r oso diff in diff dpt in pioneer...den when the train appraoched tb, i bid gdbye n alite..

in addition, the day before yst...some1 tok to me..its my 3 mth jc fren...its has been mayb abt 3 yrs since we last met up..she asked wana meet up since she's quite free nw...after hearin this i duneo y i feel kinda happy..mayb its a great feelin to hear frm a long lost fren...yupz..so we sort of arrange a day to meet up..waha..so excited though...


overall...juz wana conclude tat its a great feelin to meet up wif long lost frenz...


这一星期并不好过，太多事发生了， 累得我无法呼吸

-没有回复的简讯-

没想到今天会为了这件事而 blog

无论在多的对不起都弥补不了，
无论在多的因为你都听不进，
或许你有你的理由，我有我的理由，
导致受伤的心变成了坏眼泪，
导致信任，友情在一夜降低掉，
原本好期待，但现在比以前根害怕明天


又失眠了。。。

计算着，
时间一天一天过去，
不知为何好害怕，
好想放慢时间，
希望可以为你们
全心全意，
做一件事，
不需要感动，
不需要回报




其实还是很在意的